Wednesday, June 13, 2007
hi everybpdy, the lazy eunice is FINALLY here to post..
aiya china trip what you want to know?
erm, the food this time was such a great improvement, compared to last time and the funny thing is that its all the same restaurants.. lol!!! serious, all the restaurant and places in hangzhou and shanghaiu were the same.. just that the hangzhou performance was very lousy.. the one i went to the other time round was much better..
here are a few of the more memorable stuff-->
i broke my specs -.- stupid yannis la, she push me to the ground.. lol, jkjk
changed my specs according to joyann's wishes.. she la, force me, lol, jkjk too hahai spent $380 sing? serious, i shopped alot, cos i knew in mind whAT i wanted to get this time, so i just zoomed in on it..
had 20 dollars left, so i bopught the 200 pound beauty dvd.. and i spent 30 dollars on the cd, why the soundtrack more ex than dvd huh?!there is like my lovely samsoon and this intriguing hong kong drama there, on TV.. loved watching it, spent one afternoon watching it... :) lol, cos i was very tired that day, so i just bathed, watched tv and snacked...
a certain somebody's buddy was considerably good looking, haha..
rachel acted like a complete idiot, haha, dont think she SO ELEGANT okay? lol, jkjk, she quite funny la...
kidding la, it just meant that we had loads of fun fooling around, anyways, she looks like a pillow or bolster under the blankets lol, haha.. so skinny la.. i look more huggable rite!joyann likes smacking me or kicking me in the middle of the night -.- stupid girl..
amanda was super kan choing, liking to wake up like one hour before the morning call-.-
yammis was erm being as usual, stupid, but fun to joke with lol.. she is like pei fang, and the white white erhu de, cannot see who the bridge partner is de lol-.-
the white white erhu and lousy bridge player de, really mistreated me.. anways, not joking this time round.. ya, got really hurt and affected.. nvm
zhao en lost his money, and i, its I lol, initiated money-pooling for him, so he wont feel so bad esp since his birthday the day before.. im so toughful rite?! cannot say no, this time the incident prove le, lol, see my head swelling lol...
the damn hurricane thing, rmb i say before the my downstairs the tree got uprooted? ya, so got very worried, tampines de scared what?!!! lol.. -.-
erm.. then thats about it, added with lots more fun and laughter from my buddy and gossiping with my grooup of frens and joking with CJJ, that was my 2nd china trip, lol... wouldnt compare which is best, afterall, it carried all the memories of my frenship with diff groups of people
:) of cos, got backstab also, so gross, serious, feel like slapping them and teaching them a lesson and that damn **** blasephmised christ's name, many a times, i would have murderd him, but i dun think that would show the upper character, if u get what i mean, why both these 2 christians that i know so horrible de....and i received many pigeons, from the same person, if u understand
Labels: frens, jigsaw puzzle for the fated, muahaha, weekends...groovy or not..
Hosanna in the Highest
3:35 AM
Friday, May 18, 2007
okie, blogger is finAlly back to normal, anyway, lets start with when i started feeling better last week,
on monday, ting wei brought me to pick saga seeds,to make me feel better and i ended up with ant bites, chai chin too!! this stupid girl..-.- the ant bites are still big on my poor legs.. got one spot is like got multiple bites la.
okie, then wed, went out with joyann and pei fang to suntec/marina square/city link..:)
walked nonstop from about 2 to 6?.. my legs were so sore when i got home..then joy bought a newbie bag, cos of that teeny design-.- impulsive buying.. =.- then pei fang bought this erm, shirt.. okay la, not my cup of tea maybe.. lol.. dint manage to find a nice bag. i wanted something that i will go wow the moment i see it and say thats exactly what i want.. when that happens, i wouldnt bother about the price.. seriously.
okie, then on thurs went out with CJ and amanda.. had kfc:).. the aircon was spoiled.. but we sat near to the doors, so when there was an occasional breeze, we could feel it..we had fun at the open plaza and toys r us.. yea.. playing with toys, and craftfully escaping when the store personel came to check..
okay la.. felt quite left out when amanda and cheng joo kept speaking to each other.. then i keep walking in front, keeping quiet.. its the first time i feel this way..
anyways, then went out with pei fang and joy to bugis just yesterday.. bought the gifts for the china strudents and sweets.. well, i always keep my promises, when i say to give u a sweet cos u failed, i would..ya.. coffee sweet.. i like it, hope you will too,lol..decided to use thde fruity ones for china, cos i dint noe amanda doesnt really like coffee that much.. and well, nvm.. i feel like a klutz..
okay, going out now.. fidelia asked me out to cheer me up for doind badly at my exams-.-maybe my exam results is whats making me feel lousy.. actually its something else, and i cant really put it to words.. but anyway,
yannis, can i change my birthday treat to munchkin?!!!!okay la.. i feel totally out.. and very lousy..dunno why, maybe its the changes in our relationship, i tot i knew you like i know myself.. im like when she showed you concern, i tot u dint mind that injury cos u said it was cool, i seriously dunno about you at all lae!!!walao.. i feel very very lousy..Labels: frens, interesting, jigsaw puzzle for the fated, muahaha, somebody Save me
Hosanna in the Highest
7:42 PM
Friday, May 11, 2007
dunno why i cant add colour or enlarge any fonts.. can anyone tell me why?
okie, just came back from spidey with pei fang and joyann.... found out that i am running a fever of 39.1 degrees......... even kar wing could see im sick, but i tot it was cause im too unwell emotionally.. i have heard of crying causing blindness, but does it cause ur brain to fry?
no wonder each time my brain hurts so much when i start to tear.
i have been crying last nite, today... starting to thiink that there isnt a prob with crying , it helps me to release the anguish in my heart.
i perceieved a terrible news, its so cruel and hard on me that im so scared i will turn into something i will regret in the future. it traumatised me so badly that just thinking or seeing it will freak me out and make me cry....
truth truly hurts.
the prob is i dint even do anything other than being myself. i dint do
ANYTHING wrong!!!!!!!! how can this happen to me?!
What can i do to make u stop this? what can i do to make you leAve!!!!!!!
and now, all i ever wanted was a fren, mainly my best fren to help me remain calm, help me keep a clear mind and not do anything rash.... when u asked for my approval, do i have the right to say no?!!! they say they are so scared of me, but are they so scared that they will cry when they see me? go crazy and wanna run away when they see me? they are not, only faking, they are the ones who have the power to crush my life. all three. they accused me for everything. but here, i present the truth. flipper/faker, f8ker and faggot(kar wing, did i say correctly for the word?)
what is humiliation compared to what have i been going thru............
the both of u said the same thing, i wont be so easily influenced, both persons i love most, but what happened, tell me..
please, and its not easy to leave her,ting. just like him, becos i love them, and she is my best fren.
to that someone on my tag: choose for yourself who i am. choose for urself which is true, only then, can i know who my frens are. thats all i can say.
cheng, btw, i really cant tell u what happened, you wont believe me and it will only jeopardise our frenship.. really.
signing off soon. pray for me, to be able to stand bravely against temptaion to evil. i might just change within one min, i cannot really tell.
will post all that fun stuffi went thru soon, kay? im really tired from all that crying. really tired. all i wanted was for my love to be returned in full.
Labels: ** crying in the rain, frens, i cant make u feel guilty and i wont bother trying to, jigsaw puzzle for the fated, me, somebody Save me
Hosanna in the Highest
2:48 AM
Friday, March 30, 2007
anyways, the only happy thing that happened yesterday was the interview, which gave me a looooong recess;) and ying en and shu rui forgiving me.... and of cos a lot of pple saying im 'zai', which means good, at the way i move with the music....
oh and shu rui, dun be so violent la, when i hit once, u hit once, its enough le, calll it quits and please hit with the same amount of strength, kay? my bruise still there and very pain....
erm, then SYF on mon, quite nervous, everyone dying to see me in costume.... but i dun allow u guys to take without asking my permission, okay? i will take with you, if u ask permission de, but must give me a copy... :):)
i look ok in it, actually;) ok, got CO, bb, will reply ur msgs soon :)
ying en, and must talk to me more ya? u know why de, and i repeat, im
NOT a lesbian !!!!!ok, sorry, havent CO yet... so i cont adding more words to my nice nice post...
erm, i want to intro my new fren, yi zhen, from CO ruan..... :) she's quite nice, give me due respect to a senior and is a fun person too, maybe can develop frenship...
while im getting closer and frenlier with terie, eunice is becoming very irritating, she is like become very like dun like me lor... as in last year we always joke and stuff, but this year she is like soooooo tensed up and starts snapping at me la!!!! then she say she very stressed and dun have the mood, but everytime see her with her frens like smiling like that la.... omg, feel like screaming at her, she is my favourite senior la!
haizz, havent memorised the scores yet, the pizzicato part most hard la... esp 95 of harvest festival, change for every bar=.= how to memosirise, i only know the first two bars of that part la! then everytime bring the scores back to memorise also forget to do so=.= ... ltr got to rush to tennis after co=.= i dun want to miss tennis....
then after tennis, got to rush for CG at pasir ris=.=, arrgh where to bath... i dun like to bath at the tennis center la, the ladies washroom is filled with girls who look exactly like guys, all the sailing, netball those girls too...... i rmb i go there comb hair, then they stared at me, tot i entered wrong toilet can....-.-
ok, go pack my bag le, bb....is it very hard for u all to read my posts like that huh? i divide into two hor!
Labels: ** crying in the rain, frens
Hosanna in the Highest
5:10 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
hi there everyone, yes, lazy eunice is here to post, FinallY! you may now proceed to cheering....
ok, i had a very BORing camp, its the worst,.... honest, and i tot that last CO camp was THe worst one, this was lousier yet... our school was famous for night games, and yet this one made me sleep like the whole thing thru.... it was just finding clues in the dark... no kick at all.. and my group members werent really interesting, at least last year, i had wen eng and wen juan, the known crappers to make me laugh... my junior, yes the gentle one is quite boring...then that belinda was acting cute to get Chin yee's attention.. and i found out that i have been calling one of the china scolars the wrong name thruout the camp... to think no one told me!!!!! man, so embarassing la!
then we had so many boring practs... but im glad that among the many sections, bass had the easiest time during the 观摩会......haha
anyways, wasnt exhausted enough to sleep thru 24 hrs, cos i woke up in 12 march, 4 am, not knowing what to do other than listening to my ipod until my bod says i can continue sleeping....
ok, anyway, anyone who read my tag at shu rui's blog, would have known im gonna post about ying En ;):
things you dunno bout ying en:
-she can forgo washing her hair for days-she can forgo changing her socks for days-she goes back on her words... she lost her bag of sweets to me and still gives other pple my sweets, under her name=.- Ying en, nuaghty naughty-she doesnt noe how to take a proper video, swinging her hands around while doing so, thus i strongly recommend all not to be in her group for the homec lifestyle video thing if she wants u to participate with her;)-she is terrible, i repeat, TERRIBLE! in bridge, she doesnt even rmb who her partner is and doesnt arrange her cards too, its honestly a sad thing to be her partner.-she hates hair too, so i suppose u all noe what to give her for her bade? a wig!!-she hits pple too, also pushes pple for not reason, so, put on an armour if u are meeting her.. i would have to wear one soon, after she reads my post... hahaok, lets not be too mean and stop here.
ok, anyway, been watching dvds about this pretty old drama... its not da cheung geum, dun worry... but i wont tell you what it is anyway...u will surely open ur mouths in disbelief.. and my reasons are equally a shock to u pple's brains lol, so i wont embarass myself and tell u of cos....
anyways, dying of boredom at home, TX has been encouraging me to play audi... that erm gay game... not playing any games and not intending to... no game is worthy enough for me to play, not even the list of pple encouraging me, cos my downfall began with one dumb game ;)
i havent gloated about my achievement in teachin YE,SH, Joscelin, Amanda,CF, and maybe ego alvin how to play bridge!!! dun u admit i rock? lol, and u should also join my fan club as an act of gratitude?! oh, yes yes yes, im proud of it.... lol going crazy, but it feels greta to noe i taught them this wonderful game b4 they enter uni, cos thats where the game popularized...lol
im really lazy to do my homework... i really hate hols yah, they dump all the work on us, thinking we are not human and expect us to complete it... its just one pathetic week!!! which is already packed with cca practices.....
talking about cca, im really improving with my bass playing, but i get super nervous when my teacher looks at me play, its like, she was wanting me to demo this part for all to see, but i screwed it immediately when i started the demo, just couldnt seem to take the pressure...
oh, and im the best in the body language thing for the music playing, lol....
i think si min's words made an impact on me：‘演奏家’， 前面有一个‘演’字是因为在你们因该用肢体语言把音乐演出来。 这才叫表演！
this made me really determined to be more showy while playing the bass... its been a long time since i posessed this kind of confidence, the last time was during my oratory training in pri school, when i was representing my sch in the national story-telling competition... how i relish that confidence.... lol, u had no idea how uplifting that can be to me....
erm, and thank you amanda, for that assurance i needed, i suppose i also need to apologise to all you pple out there, about my mood swings, it finally dawned on me why i was behaving like that, to cut the story short, its yep, PMS .... nvr really tot it would impact me so greatly lor, really felt forced to the edge when i couldnt control my emotions.... so sorry yah, but dun worry, its coming to an end soon ;0 anyway thanks to u all, esp amanda, KW and my dear shu rui, bearing it....
had chinese sup yesterday and totally agreed with the 不是冤家不聚头。could nvr forget that face-to-face meeting shortly after the 'departure' at the staircase, man, i so wanted to melt........
ok, lets just end the story there, been really odd too these days, giving childish hand signs, did one to emmaus yesterday too=.-
anw, got a lift from yannis yesterday, her mom was real nice:):)
... tml pastor bobby wants to have youth cycling at Pulau ubin... im a good cyclist la.. but like very boring, and other than olivia going(of cos), i like got no more motivation to go lor... but like that like not right, cos i just told pastor bobby that he has my support in the setting of youth committee, since im in it..... haizzz..... very hard to say lor, xing yi is the leader....
aiyo... dunno lor, see how things go, may be will go lor:) got a lot of homework... will make a decision tonight after sneaking some info from olivia to see who else is going....
uncle bobby also always choose those guys that not very likely to socialise with the snob gang de... like nehemiah and jeramiah last time, that discipleship thing failed too... xing yi, not too bad la, still havent hear from olivia what his reasons for choosing these pple are... yes, olivia is my secret messenger, haha
Labels: frens, weekends...groovy or not..
Hosanna in the Highest
1:01 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
it hurts, it aches, whatver u feel, i do too.
let me help, let me be a fren to u too, dun be so selfish, keeping everything to urself:)
Labels: frens
Hosanna in the Highest
4:29 AM
Friday, October 20, 2006
hey all, jun yao and amanda have just left, so crap, we were pranking many
too bad if u werent there, lol
been soo fun... lol dunno what to say, but we were really crazy...
today has been quite well, fun, with the exception of the books thing...
playing mine with olivia now, dunno where the heck the bomb is lor.. diao, and jun yao spammed the class blog, so must ignore...
lol,gtg, watch some harry potty's dvd:) bye
Labels: frens
Hosanna in the Highest
12:14 AM
