Friday, March 30, 2007
ok, posting now...like duh=.-
sorry for not doing so the last few days la, i think only shu rui noes why lor... its becoming such a bad habit.... i just completely knock out on my confy bed... u noe my maid even purposely cook my favourites to tempt me to eat and not sleep, but everytime i nvr eat then knock out le....
anw, here's what happened during the last few days....
on thurs, CO brought us to watch a video on pasir ris and yuying CO's performance, great stage presence...
and ying en just had to spoil my mood by repeatedly saying bass sucks, cant hear bass at all... until my senior said that this kind of pple just dun have that musical talent to hear the lower pitches... yes, just like mr ong teaches, pple are more sensitive to high pitches, no wonder guys like toot's disgusting voice....-.-
anw, i strangled her in a huff, had to admit i was pretty much venting my anger on her, so i apologise for that, cos on that day, cai lao shi asked me to be the subsitute for her chinese remedial while she's at the interview...
then these two ******* just had to rub it in and like being rude and so fierce to me when im smiling at them and trying to help them.....while they were still saying on the sideline that they are afraid of me... my gosh, what kind of person is that!!! nearly wanted to cry, so when ying en did that, it was prob the last strand....
thank goodness amanda and kar wing kept asking me to forgive her lor, u better thank them la, and the bible... was in a horrible mood.....terrible mood, suckiest mood...
then just yesterday, i seem to trifled shu rui .... by saying the F-word... man, its prob bad influences, i can see how the bad words can agrreavate the situation so, i think i just used it.... man, its terrible....
dunno whats up with me, my threshold for nonsense is very low.... my morale too... dunno whats bothering me, or rather maybe i noe, but i just cant believe how much he is affecting me.... can even concentrate on bridge, i just played without thinking... anw, surprised amanda can see..... its the first time she like show she really understand me la....
(continued in next post......bottom.....)
5:53 PM
anyways, the only happy thing that happened yesterday was the interview, which gave me a looooong recess;) and ying en and shu rui forgiving me.... and of cos a lot of pple saying im 'zai', which means good, at the way i move with the music....
oh and shu rui, dun be so violent la, when i hit once, u hit once, its enough le, calll it quits and please hit with the same amount of strength, kay? my bruise still there and very pain....
erm, then SYF on mon, quite nervous, everyone dying to see me in costume.... but i dun allow u guys to take without asking my permission, okay? i will take with you, if u ask permission de, but must give me a copy... :):)
i look ok in it, actually;) ok, got CO, bb, will reply ur msgs soon :)
ying en, and must talk to me more ya? u know why de, and i repeat, im
NOT a lesbian !!!!!ok, sorry, havent CO yet... so i cont adding more words to my nice nice post...
erm, i want to intro my new fren, yi zhen, from CO ruan..... :) she's quite nice, give me due respect to a senior and is a fun person too, maybe can develop frenship...
while im getting closer and frenlier with terie, eunice is becoming very irritating, she is like become very like dun like me lor... as in last year we always joke and stuff, but this year she is like soooooo tensed up and starts snapping at me la!!!! then she say she very stressed and dun have the mood, but everytime see her with her frens like smiling like that la.... omg, feel like screaming at her, she is my favourite senior la!
haizz, havent memorised the scores yet, the pizzicato part most hard la... esp 95 of harvest festival, change for every bar=.= how to memosirise, i only know the first two bars of that part la! then everytime bring the scores back to memorise also forget to do so=.= ... ltr got to rush to tennis after co=.= i dun want to miss tennis....
then after tennis, got to rush for CG at pasir ris=.=, arrgh where to bath... i dun like to bath at the tennis center la, the ladies washroom is filled with girls who look exactly like guys, all the sailing, netball those girls too...... i rmb i go there comb hair, then they stared at me, tot i entered wrong toilet can....-.-
ok, go pack my bag le, bb....is it very hard for u all to read my posts like that huh? i divide into two hor!
Labels: ** crying in the rain, frens
Hosanna in the Highest
5:10 PM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
okie here to post...
went out with DJ and KW... man, i cant stand her la... im smiling thru fake teeth la, then she like some psycho keeps staring at pple wierdly, thats why i look away and dao her 99.99999% of the time.
she obviously sour grapes about the wallet can.... then her statement about not having probs with money....
why she suddenly pose qn about money choices? if she is trying to test my character, i will def disappoint her de. cos my mother did a good job in my upbringing, i like the way things are...... of cos i will choose $1000 becos it really can be more beneficial to others lor, the trip to australia also no biggie since i have been there a couple of times. and both choices is not i work hard to get de, no glory and honour in claiming and enjoying it.
maybe $1000 is no big deal to you but to many others, it could mean a prolonged life kay?!
my ans was real good, i hope it can start to influence your mindset....
anyways, amanda posed a good qn to me: why am i so erm, knowledgeable about food? erm, i dunno, its my upbringing ba, i since pri 4 or something start using food therapy on myself le, so of cos i noe more about it... it just comes naturally. and some of the ans u guys are looking for about food can be found in the media and books de lor....
erm, thats about it, had a fun time (other than seeing you) eating and appreciating food.... the sauce of the lasagne is honestly strangely familiar and sweet...... where did i taste b4 ne?
quick replies:
~KW~ exxagerating..... big time....
~DJ~ you too.....
~SR~ you dun slaughter me, but u will do anything else thats equally bad la-.-
~venus~ i feeling lazy, can relink another day,lol
~KW and DJ~ whats the deal about the 3 years=.= got diff meh? and how u calculaate that wierdo no de?
~amanda~ lazy..... link again next time hor :):)
~SR~ bbb
Hosanna in the Highest
6:57 AM
Monday, March 26, 2007
i have a piece of good news for alll:
today, my bass teacher say:
"
今天我要特别表扬优妮。 她今天弹奏得非常好，打对拍，弹对音，也非常投入音乐。 "
omg, floating on the clouds le, so many praises in one day--- my hair and my bass, u had no idea HOW happy i was... my teacher regained her confidence in me and even tot of letting me stand in front lor.... :)
but eunice lim very erm, quite la detestable lor, she no longer jokes with me and become very easily tensed up.... :(
anw, went to buy some books from library got quite a few interesting catches.....
anw, shu rui, thanks for your hard work, u are also working to realise my dream for SYF in a way, thanks :):) well done too!!!!
she has to really wake up herself lor....
anw, here are some replies to my avid and loyal fans....
~SR~ dunno what i called you for, dun rmb, sorry
~jianle~ hi there, always welcome u here, come more often :):)
~SR~erm, what am i supposed to reply you?? thank you?=.=
~tania~hi there, ok will link you and tag :)
~yannis~ yes my fan president :) of cos shu rui always looks funnier, oh no, upon making this comment, she will slaughter me tml....
~KW~ i asked you to tag, not spam!!!
~SR~ hi erm, playing with the url? whats that about....
~pei xuan~ hi there yo yo!
~venus~ yea com lab.. the best time to blog,tag AND game ;)
~pei fang~ yo there! thanks for tagging , my good girl... wanna join my fan club?
~yannis~ yes yes, will relink..... :)
~SR~ yes, im sooo busy, no la, just scared i will give away my secre4t along the lines of my post, thats why scared to blog=.=.= lol... sorry la, ut now im sure you all will noe de, sooner or later, so i just blog lor
~pastor bobby~ hi, ok will link you :)
~Sr~ tag anything but nonsense.....
~jianle~ yes, im being a good girl and updating now :):) *flashes teeth...
wanna join my fan club?
Hosanna in the Highest
7:30 AM
omg! i accidentally navigated to another page while blogging.... arrgh, here is the beginning of my post:
eh yoyoyoyoyo! been some time since i last posted, a new term , a new beginning, thats how i view it. anw, got really excited to know that im sitting in between kar wing and of cos ying en!!!!
yea, really happy lor, i dunno why i like fooling around with her so much, her expressions are to die for. there's something i really like about her perhaps its that easy going personality that will not change no matter what situations she ends up in.... i really appreciate that, cos i noe that as much as i want to, i end up changing ever so often.... yup, so ying en, now u noe why i like you and like teasing you>? cos its fun!!! :) lol prAising you leh!
anw, here's my week....
mon- had CO dazu before sectionals.... cello/bass had guan mo hui... :( i totally messed up... i was so nervous up there alone that i missed the beat, playing wrong notes and had wrong EVERYTHING. my teacher was obviously upset with me la she saw that i played so well during dazu and thinks that i fool my way there de :( wallowed in misery for quite a few days... haizz, dun even talk about it...
tues--- nothing much happened other than having fun bridging and sitting in bettween kar wing and my beloved en en (this name irritates her;))
wed- had my first malay convo class, was quite tough man, dint know it can be so hard picking a new lang, felt like quitting, cos my free time and brainspace is being taken up big time... still got test at the end :( dunno if can make it, but practising lor, partnering mabel:)
Thurs- went to chinese remedial, i betted that those two Rs would be so puzzled by why im there, and i knew amanda wont tell them , making them die is suspense cos we all know we dun want each party there. ;) quite fun playing mind games....... sorry, abit bad, but quite bad...lol
then went to CO self-pract. i stayed back after that to pract more on my bass parts also waited for shu rui... her section stayed back too... i made great improvement lor :) so proud of myself...
then we discussed alot of insider info on the way home... then talked to jianle on the train, yea cant discuss topic with you kids ya?
Fri-ok lor, erm i think CO was the most memoreable thing, sorry lor, obsessed.... cant rmb what next but we were in all very nervous for sat's music exchange.
anw, ms lee came to evaluate on our music. she pointed out that i was loud la! omg, was quite embarassing to be pointed out la, then cos i was quite near to the door, in fact the first to be seen upon walking in, she recognised me and we waved=.- yea then she stood close to me and of cos i will sound loud to her la....
oh then our costume came, the skirt was super long la, they still got take measurements can??
it wasnt as bad as i expected, i actually look ok in it, really.... do u noe how much it took for me to accept that costume? my personal emotional surge was so great i almost went berserk la, i dint noe why i hated skirts and those colours, but i just do lor... so it was like a nightmare come true for that combination----skirt and bright pink and purple all in one... =;= and thank goodness yannis dint take a pic of me and post on blog....
Sat- music exchange in temasek sec... RI, swiss cottage and katong convent turned up too, so we omg, temasek's wind section is greeatt, then erm RI bass rocks..... omg i salute their bassists, those three huge guys play real well, very loud and resonant too... then swiss de is v good , they also gave us souvenir...:)
went to cut hair after that... ok lor, i wanted the same hairstyle with quite minimal changes, although wanted something new, decided to stick with the old one.... there has to be some miscommunication somewhere, she cut my hair quite diff from what i expected lor... but quite ok lor, here's some comments on my new hairstyle::
Olivia:" ok lor, look like auntie from behind"
my maid:" so nice, at least not as auntie as last time, if i cut, i also cut like yours"
sis:" ok lor, better than last time"
kar wing:" very hip , nice what"
junyi:" so cute..."
ying en:" nice la nice la"
Ang hong:"pat wong's sister"
julIe: "你头发非常好看，我很喜欢!!!!!!!!" :):):)::):):):):):) all smiles now of cos, she even said my hairstyle made her wanna cut hers too!!!!
anyways, only jun yao always put me down says its sucks more, always like that de, u noe how sensitive i am de ma.. then why u think i always praise myself? to give myself more confidence la!
anw, after that, had tennis, glad i cutted my hair la, at least now my specs wont be swept off by my hair=.- still remeber last sat... my specs flew out cos my hair was flying in the wind...
then went for the concert, so upset with SSO... not very good bassists,cellists, and violinists....
all dint have enough stage presence and even KW could hear disparity in the music and it sucks to trap the music in this completely enclosed area... winds in the environment... and sort of stings ur ears,...... ewwww. anw, it sucked la, let me tell you and that bassist with the german bow looked so left out can? what on earth were they doing?!!!!
(top is french bow and bottom is german:))
on sun---- had AGM, then played bridge while the adults were up... whoa, i found the best partner ever.. totally owned the game when partnering him... yea, its one of the Tang bro.... andrew, that guy just wouldnt take pic with me ya.. cannot show off le... eh, and he is younger than me hor, dun think anything else.....
then rushed to carrefour to buy homec ingredients... so ex-- $67 aiyo, heartaCHE, desperately need money, quickly pay me!!!
then ying en came late, somemore walk so slowly... i sort of forced her and tricked and conned her into buying drinks and chips.... haha=.- then ate the food and evaluated... dun ask the outcomes, it was a fun process nonetheless, not completely a success but was very well done, anyway, quite abit of changes will be made to improve quality of dish... :):) played abit of cards after that... thats all...
Hosanna in the Highest
6:36 AM
Friday, March 16, 2007
this is my 75th post, surprised to see that i have come thus far....
sorry if i havent been updating my blog often enough... but i quite like current state, posting every two days.
well, i went to pulau ubin with (from left), Kang Ping, Xing Hao, Kevin, Pearlie, Auntie Lydia, Clowey, Cary, Olivia!(in pink), Damian, me, and Harriet in orange:):) and of cos uncle bobby is the one taking the pictures.....
just telling u guys in advance b4 coming to my church camp;)
it was a great experience... got to noe damien, whose a rising DJ star, i suppose, he is great with cycling...hope to learn more about Deejaying and cycling lor, i want to lose weight ma
i even had the inspiration from the island to write my essay... not enough feel though, thats why researching now...to undertsnad more about the land and develop feelings for it... hopefully it will help in putting my feeling across via the essay....
thou its fun, i had a lot of mozzie bites and slightest bit of sunburn in return, keeping me up in the nite too.....now still very itchy lor
on the way back, i took a cab la, then got to noe yet another cool uncle who plays the bass in a band too, cool! he also switched on mobileTV for me to watch...!:)
had Co today, was real neat, i had great fun today:) seeing Ying en swaying infected me and made me very light-hearted, binding me and the music as one, i love it! improved quite a deal..
anyways, i think lin lao shi like waste time lor, play other songs not in SYF, at first, when hui ling asked if we were surprised, i tot she wanted to tell us that they changed the SYF song last minute, lol.... thank goodness not:)
well, thats about it, thanks Ying En btw:)
i
want all u out there to no anyways, if u are my friend, or even if u arent, when u share ur problem with me, or even when i chanced upon it, i can feel the same way u do, thats why its no use hiding ur feelings from me, i dun like this too, i mean, we are friends ya? so we should go thru thick and thin together, im not that kind who betray you sort, and its not my fault for this decision, u noe very well i dint do anything for this outcome to occur, im helping you to change things in your favour cos i noe u have the abilities for the upcoming duties... Cmon, 'O', we are good frens, i regard you as my church best fren ya, dun hide it from me....ok, back to more fun topics, i set up this quiz, its link is right under my tagboard, if u can see,lol
here are the replies to the tags anyway:
~SR~ Co practs are very impt, dun miss ya?
~DJ~okok, fine, but do u dare deny its only a matter of time? ;) lol
~amanda~i tot u got play lor....
~jasmine~ hi there, u are pretty much a rare visitor huh? ;)
~YZ~ i got update b4 i reply tags de, check carefully:) lol:)
~SR~ ya la, still dare to say, u disturbed me during my trail forgetful pig...sleep until 12pm!
who askd u to be so kiasu and finished up all ur work?
its urfault for being too bored now, btw, u forced me to tag de ..... not constructive mah? then u think ur one very construtive meh, piggy? lol ;):)
~yannis~lol, its ok, i used to tag by mistake under amanda's name too, i forgive :):) yup, lets not bother bout that dumb dumb,lol
5:51 AM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
here's the replies to ur tags:
~DJ~ ya la ya la, i already gave u assurance on ur freedom to be frens with him le ma, see u two laugh until like that, also got no heart to stop u from being his buddy=.-
i noe u like him de lor, thou always say he is irritaing, bcos of me.... :) wont blame u de... but dun regret it if he becomes b------ly to you hor.
~SR~yes, i slept until 4 am in the morn... and listened ipod until my bod says i can continue my sleep... lol
~YZ~ sleep thru the day very funny meh? hurhuh? ;)
~rachel~ hi therre :)
~SR~ very lazy meh? =.-
~yannis~ i noe u dying to see me play the bass, and im glad to oblidge u:) given the opportunity that is:)
actually u could have seen de, during the CNY performance, if they hadnt decide to change to playing CNY songs....
~SR~err, i was actually on the verge of sleeping, reading my book.... lol, going to sleep until my maid said u called and all that u are asking in the next two tags, i have ans to u in msn la ah....
Hosanna in the Highest
2:04 AM
hi there everyone, yes, lazy eunice is here to post, FinallY! you may now proceed to cheering....
ok, i had a very BORing camp, its the worst,.... honest, and i tot that last CO camp was THe worst one, this was lousier yet... our school was famous for night games, and yet this one made me sleep like the whole thing thru.... it was just finding clues in the dark... no kick at all.. and my group members werent really interesting, at least last year, i had wen eng and wen juan, the known crappers to make me laugh... my junior, yes the gentle one is quite boring...then that belinda was acting cute to get Chin yee's attention.. and i found out that i have been calling one of the china scolars the wrong name thruout the camp... to think no one told me!!!!! man, so embarassing la!
then we had so many boring practs... but im glad that among the many sections, bass had the easiest time during the 观摩会......haha
anyways, wasnt exhausted enough to sleep thru 24 hrs, cos i woke up in 12 march, 4 am, not knowing what to do other than listening to my ipod until my bod says i can continue sleeping....
ok, anyway, anyone who read my tag at shu rui's blog, would have known im gonna post about ying En ;):
things you dunno bout ying en:
-she can forgo washing her hair for days-she can forgo changing her socks for days-she goes back on her words... she lost her bag of sweets to me and still gives other pple my sweets, under her name=.- Ying en, nuaghty naughty-she doesnt noe how to take a proper video, swinging her hands around while doing so, thus i strongly recommend all not to be in her group for the homec lifestyle video thing if she wants u to participate with her;)-she is terrible, i repeat, TERRIBLE! in bridge, she doesnt even rmb who her partner is and doesnt arrange her cards too, its honestly a sad thing to be her partner.-she hates hair too, so i suppose u all noe what to give her for her bade? a wig!!-she hits pple too, also pushes pple for not reason, so, put on an armour if u are meeting her.. i would have to wear one soon, after she reads my post... hahaok, lets not be too mean and stop here.
ok, anyway, been watching dvds about this pretty old drama... its not da cheung geum, dun worry... but i wont tell you what it is anyway...u will surely open ur mouths in disbelief.. and my reasons are equally a shock to u pple's brains lol, so i wont embarass myself and tell u of cos....
anyways, dying of boredom at home, TX has been encouraging me to play audi... that erm gay game... not playing any games and not intending to... no game is worthy enough for me to play, not even the list of pple encouraging me, cos my downfall began with one dumb game ;)
i havent gloated about my achievement in teachin YE,SH, Joscelin, Amanda,CF, and maybe ego alvin how to play bridge!!! dun u admit i rock? lol, and u should also join my fan club as an act of gratitude?! oh, yes yes yes, im proud of it.... lol going crazy, but it feels greta to noe i taught them this wonderful game b4 they enter uni, cos thats where the game popularized...lol
im really lazy to do my homework... i really hate hols yah, they dump all the work on us, thinking we are not human and expect us to complete it... its just one pathetic week!!! which is already packed with cca practices.....
talking about cca, im really improving with my bass playing, but i get super nervous when my teacher looks at me play, its like, she was wanting me to demo this part for all to see, but i screwed it immediately when i started the demo, just couldnt seem to take the pressure...
oh, and im the best in the body language thing for the music playing, lol....
i think si min's words made an impact on me：‘演奏家’， 前面有一个‘演’字是因为在你们因该用肢体语言把音乐演出来。 这才叫表演！
this made me really determined to be more showy while playing the bass... its been a long time since i posessed this kind of confidence, the last time was during my oratory training in pri school, when i was representing my sch in the national story-telling competition... how i relish that confidence.... lol, u had no idea how uplifting that can be to me....
erm, and thank you amanda, for that assurance i needed, i suppose i also need to apologise to all you pple out there, about my mood swings, it finally dawned on me why i was behaving like that, to cut the story short, its yep, PMS .... nvr really tot it would impact me so greatly lor, really felt forced to the edge when i couldnt control my emotions.... so sorry yah, but dun worry, its coming to an end soon ;0 anyway thanks to u all, esp amanda, KW and my dear shu rui, bearing it....
had chinese sup yesterday and totally agreed with the 不是冤家不聚头。could nvr forget that face-to-face meeting shortly after the 'departure' at the staircase, man, i so wanted to melt........
ok, lets just end the story there, been really odd too these days, giving childish hand signs, did one to emmaus yesterday too=.-
anw, got a lift from yannis yesterday, her mom was real nice:):)
... tml pastor bobby wants to have youth cycling at Pulau ubin... im a good cyclist la.. but like very boring, and other than olivia going(of cos), i like got no more motivation to go lor... but like that like not right, cos i just told pastor bobby that he has my support in the setting of youth committee, since im in it..... haizzz..... very hard to say lor, xing yi is the leader....
aiyo... dunno lor, see how things go, may be will go lor:) got a lot of homework... will make a decision tonight after sneaking some info from olivia to see who else is going....
uncle bobby also always choose those guys that not very likely to socialise with the snob gang de... like nehemiah and jeramiah last time, that discipleship thing failed too... xing yi, not too bad la, still havent hear from olivia what his reasons for choosing these pple are... yes, olivia is my secret messenger, haha
Labels: frens, weekends...groovy or not..
Hosanna in the Highest
1:01 AM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
hi there one and all, im afraid u guys will miss me for the next two days or so as i have to attend the CO camp, which i dun think i will have any fun out of other than playing cards.... but dun worry, i wrote an instruction manual for bridge, so all can read and learn:):) so smart of me yah.
erm, lets see, for the past few days, its stress and more stress, forgot what i wanted to say, damn... got something to say de,....
ok, then talk about what i can rmb. ok, see, i have proven that alvin is indeed of such character that i have described in my blog, no lies right? man, if u really want to learn something, be more humble, its wrong to say that winning is the objective, to learn and have fun is..... this just simply goes to show his and CF's life attitude is thwarted....
yup, hope u really did learn... yup, Cf is right, he is better than the person i flamed earlier on.... thou the similarities exist.hmm, haizz, CO is starting to get on my nerves, perhaps its the management, or maybe just terie, dunno whats up with her, she psychos me into carrying her bass for her and stuff, arrgh.... just to let you noe, the bass isnt that light ok?! yup. and she is acting all wierd, after getting into this class she claims has the most cute guys=.- she completely flower idiot de, still rmb her pulling me to watch the basketball matches last year, of cos its cos of boys again....
lets see what else, oh then got into the usual quarrels with amanda, haizz, well what can i do man, its getting tiring...
DJ better not do that again man.... lol... dunno la, its horrid sitting where i was during founder's day, that angle sucks, cos amanda, KW and someone is in the same direction, damn him la..... anw, found out that CF not as ******* as his best fren.... yup, anw, there IS a DIFFERENCE between friends and acquaintances that, at this point of time, its like accumulative mutual and ur attitude towards this frenship that counts lor, sorry jee yuen, actually we could have been frens la, but ur best frens did it what, i did what a normal person did, maybe will reinstate u lor, just dun be so wierd :) dunno why, seems like u get along with dear KW very well, thats why i started talking to you again lor.......
haizz, my displeasures all my close acquaintances and frens noe le, so i shall hush things here... the flirts better stop doing it or i shall just simply put up ur intentions on my blog for public display. feel so super disgusted, i repeat, super!.....
ok gtg, need to finish my si han and my packing, remember not to cry when not able to see my post, all are still welcome to sms me, im sure i will enjoy that:):) will miss my tennis, boo hoo, so sad, will miss church and TX and olivia too, boo hoo.......
SMS mE Yah!!!
Hosanna in the Highest
4:48 AM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
btw, i have a new addition to my fan club!!!!! drum rolls please, dedeedededededdeee!RACHEL YONG!!!!! whooooo, thank you thank you!!!:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)yannis, please see to the adminstration for rachel's registry... lol Hosanna in the Highest
3:09 AM
i tot i will only use this label for certain pple, but seems like not now....
ok, lets add some stuff that i forgot to say last week, did u noe ying en is so wierd?... like i only smile at her and she starts laughing silently... then i caught her playing nonsense during CO, it was like si hui's fingers were precise and quick, and i saw ying en's fat four fingers moving up and down at the same time... haha, she anyhow play la..
then i found out that my mom conned me into selling my shares to her, and she just showed me her financial report---- she lost $16 000 but earned $357 000, wth!!!! con me, if she dint buy my shares, i would have earned $5 000. so baad!!! and im her daughter sia, no wonder she buy so many new stuff these days...hmmph.
erm, what else... ok, today sucks la... first thing come in was homec which freaking made me stressed... so many things to do... and all are expected to be of quality...
then it was a hungry and very stressful day, had to think due to past neglience during lessons....
i felt tremors during maths kay!!!
amanda aw, i felt it and my maid felt it too, there must have been an earthquake or something in the afternoon!! man, i told u.... at first i tot must be i hungry or i think too hard..... was feeling giddy thereafter, i told you!!!!!!!
ok, then it was after school, more homec to be completed... then went for the first chinese society thing... man, i wasnt exactly delighted to see some pple there......
ok, am i now allowed to flame someone here? its my blog ya.... so here i go...anyway, she nvr visit my blog b4 de.. dun even think she noe i got blog la
hey, i got highest in class for chinese you noe? so what if u got higher, it just means our teacher is way strict. so what if i did badly this year?!
im not like u, loaded, so thick-skinned that u dun bother bout things...., have a complete and happy family, and the guy u like merely treats u as another one whom he can flirt with... which you obviously enjoy...=.-
so super disgusted.... im not like you, u dun have to worry about ur parents losing their job, u dun have to go thru being in this kinda family, not like you, who simply burns ur moeny away, not like you who could diss pple just at a snap of fingers whether she did any wrong... and u are not in a class with strict or grouchy or teachers that are not favoured, on the contrary, u have the best and most lenient teachers....
im an underdog, u are not.u dun have frens who are changing in a flash. u dun have a guy who hurts u so much, u begin to doubt ur existence in life for the first time ever.. u dun have all these troubles thrown and highlighted in bold for you right in the beginning of the year. you dun feel the hurt ur loved one gave u. its so painful, u find it impossible to experience something worse than that, that u feel numb towards all the failures...
if u were in my shoes, u would have given up hope of living, hope of trying hard to study. practically all that, without God, i really would have given everything up.
and do not think that u are that great, ur continual behaviuor like that incurred the hatred of many. ask urself, who is ur best fren, and what makes u so sure, she/he is.
ur fashion sense is terrible, which girl ur age wears clothes befitting that of a 20s?
stop saying and acting stupid like a complete ditzy and bimbotic and bitchy person who says i love you and she is my fren, to any other stranger. fren has a whole new other meaning to it. and i see that u simply dun understand what it is..
ok, enough of flaming le... quite excited for march hols... going to do our own homec trial:) and most glad to play tennis with yannis:):) meeting sarah for piano too, if possible....
i improved greatly:):) lol.... gtg now, DJ wants to talk..... bb
haha, maybe i will make DJ be our judge for the trial thing:) anw, getting to noe DJ better this year le:) thanks to kar wing....
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Hosanna in the Highest
1:56 AM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
yo, been really lazy to post for the week, i knock out as soon as i get home, which is typical of me in the beginning of the year, dun believe, u can ask my maid, haha
hmm, lets make a quick review for all my avid fans headed by yannis. :):) lol
last sun, our family was treated by my mum's business partners. the food was lousy, its over $60 per head, but they dun even give u real shark's fins, only indonesia lobster, which is real small and has more shell than meat=.-, yea, waste of money sia...
then on mon, nothing much, has CO which became routinely boring, cos i learnt all the songs le, so only practising over and over again, i find that im liking my junior more and more, her gentle and demure mannerisms tickles me, lol.
my teacher was of cos nice as usual, unlike shu rui's who seem to pick on her and suwern.
tues=> went out i think? is it? cant rmb what i did on tues, sorry, if u noe, remind me....
oh, i rmb, we made the chawanmushi and realised that mdm lur doesnt noe how to prepare mushrooms(nvr wash properly)=.-
then got dragged by greena to have pastamania with her and DJ cries*"my money!!!" and the two of us had to watch her pick out her nail polish and stuff after waiting for a decade =.0
right, and who said that all girls will put on nail polish huruh?! NONSENSE lor, so whats the word u will use to describe me if u dint use 'special' huh?, greena... lol
wed--- went to seoul garden with amanda and KW:) not really worth money la.. but ok, was quite a neat experience.. long time nvr go le ma... made the ice kacang:):)) after you left...
thurs- went to career talk, my holland code is Executive Artictic=.- dun laugh, and if u want to do the survey, i can lend u, cos i did mine on pencil:)
cant belive KW, and Even fid and flo pangseh me :( lol im ok la, its just too bad u missed out on cheap and yummy korean food thats avail near my mum's work plaqce, haha, dun tell u where
fri, had CO, when the dizi people shifted over, heard teng hui sepaking my bad words=.-
smacked him badly after tht, this styupid guy, still say is SC=.- arrgh, mad at him, thou julie tries to convince me hs is nice. ok la, he isnt that bad, just gay, childish, erm, thats about all, started to stypidly calling me jesse, valerie, and eunice....=.- he just dint believe that my name is eunice=.- just bcos my senior has the same name=.- arrgh, stupid gay, still read hong long meng=.-
GAY! brr
to0day was really incredible, that toot's(raychard) mom gave me the keyboard and i had a great time with it... then went to tennis, i was praying real hard, promising to give a certain apology if he held the rain till after my lesson, cos there were thunder and lightning le..
the it really happened, i prayed thruout the thing and he really kept his part of the deal... at 5.15, with 15 mins to go, it drizzl;ed real lightly, then the moment i got on the bus, it poured cats and dogs, the same thing happened when i walked home (cos aljunied oddly dint rain yet :) it also started to pour when i reach my block, its so amazing man... now i have to apologise=.- haizz, how to open my fat mouth....
throuout the course of the week, my dislike for a certain person snowballed, tot he was quite nice, but he turned out to be irresponsible, rude, flirtatious, disrespectful, proud, egoistic, self-centred, and everything u name it, he's got it=.- damn him la, so super rude, cant stand u, wonder how i am to be in the same group for the rest of the year, oh GOD! right, im not talking about jesse even it sounds a hole lot like him kay? :)
and there's no way i like him, puhlease, with his kind of character.... he sucks man!!!
(*i already practically gave his identity away,lol, yes, im flaming him now*)
oh, and i have absolutely no idea how the rumor of me liking Chee Fong now is spreading=.- man, why on earth would i throw myself into this stupid crush thing after jesse?! for goodness sake... haizz, first alvin, now him=.-
kay la, shuo zhe shuo zhe, i become so agitated... lol, this ***** makes my blood so boil to noe that he exists... man. nvr ask also just take ur things, also so rude!!! ill-mannered, erm, impolite, arrogant, and he flirts like, arrgh=.- disgusted is the only word i can have for this filthy person=.- sorry if im being rude now, kinda really agitated at his mention....
on the contrary, i got to noe rachel yong better:) she's nice, craps nicely :):) easy to talk to too... lol, she sometimes got same views as me.. i like her, of cos as a fren only lah, then what u think?! hurhuh? ;) lol the wink is kinda wrong
ok, enough for the review:) heres the replies for your tags:)
~yannis~ erm, throwing rotten eggs? did i say that? when? lol
~shu rui~aiyo whole day only noe how to say diao, im diaoded,lol, see? i noe u sooo well
~BK~ hi there, finally online.... at my blog some more, good boy, lol
~venus~ lol, i tot u saying hi to me, cos i nvr read ur tag properly...but no diff right, im equally cute as it :) haha, i hope this made u guys puke... lol
~amanda~ of cos its Bo kai, then u think its the dunno-who bing khiang or something ah... =.-
~jia hui~ so smart, its him no doubt:)
~yannis~ bad?! what did i do (*screams) lol
inject some life into me!!!!
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Hosanna in the Highest
5:09 AM
