Thursday, February 22, 2007
today's birthday is so so, not too bad.. if u can consider not crying good:), i suppose i can say so, at least its peacceful enough, most of the times.
met a p;erson who doesnt want to admit her mistakes, and is gonna get flamed by my other frens who care about me, i just wanted u to admit ur mistakes and wrongs, then i will protect u from the coming harms, thats all! whatmore, u were pranking me horridly, using jesse.
my senior made me think she gonna give me a huge surpirse, only to tell me a lame excuse for not allowing me to go up my class=.- argh, eunice gave me another diary!:)
amanda, JY and AH making me have heart attack, got to wait till next week:( lol, suspense...
my fan club dint noe my bdae today, so sad, haha and thanks jia hui for the card:)
went out with PD and gaiana after that, crashed the arcade again of cos, my score is super high can?!! alvin, u want to challenge me to wat? be it daytona or time crisis, u can give up.
ok, maybe can win daytona by ninja, but my time crisis skills are good, i can say!
went home, with a feast prep by my maid as usual, i wasz hoping my sis can give me a proper gift, but she still gave me this erm, shirt, its ok la, but the design is like something that she will like lor, not me! then she making me wear to church... i dun want! sorry la, but i dun like that kind of shirt wat, then my mom gave me this huge box of accesories, which i like some:) always teach me to be practical, but still give me that... $90 leh... waste money, also give me earrings.... right.... my maid gave me a sports tee:)
oh N my mom bought super yummy berry cheesecake from bakerzinn:):) not bad, i rate it 8/10, the one in paris tt i ate is 9/10, looking for perfect de:)
actually quite sad la, todday. like i noe my mom and sis got spend effort getting me those, but i honestly dun like, and i think my honesty pissed them...
then this *******, came smsing me... when i was smiling and cutting my cake, happy about god loving me for 14 years and for years to come. please, i beg you, im pleading with you, im trying so hard to avoid u, dun look for me, what goes on btween me and my frens is none of ur prob, ur accusations nearly pushed me to tears, leave me alone!!! havent u hurt me enough!!! go away, i beg you. my birthday wish, for all the three celebrations is nvr to see u again, NEVER.
i will type out the letter in 2 years time. for all to laugh, by that time, i dun believe i havent grown.Labels: ** crying in the rain, i cant make u feel guilty and i wont bother trying to, me
Hosanna in the Highest
4:32 AM
