Thursday, February 22, 2007
today's birthday is so so, not too bad.. if u can consider not crying good:), i suppose i can say so, at least its peacceful enough, most of the times.
met a p;erson who doesnt want to admit her mistakes, and is gonna get flamed by my other frens who care about me, i just wanted u to admit ur mistakes and wrongs, then i will protect u from the coming harms, thats all! whatmore, u were pranking me horridly, using jesse.
my senior made me think she gonna give me a huge surpirse, only to tell me a lame excuse for not allowing me to go up my class=.- argh, eunice gave me another diary!:)
amanda, JY and AH making me have heart attack, got to wait till next week:( lol, suspense...
my fan club dint noe my bdae today, so sad, haha and thanks jia hui for the card:)
went out with PD and gaiana after that, crashed the arcade again of cos, my score is super high can?!! alvin, u want to challenge me to wat? be it daytona or time crisis, u can give up.
ok, maybe can win daytona by ninja, but my time crisis skills are good, i can say!
went home, with a feast prep by my maid as usual, i wasz hoping my sis can give me a proper gift, but she still gave me this erm, shirt, its ok la, but the design is like something that she will like lor, not me! then she making me wear to church... i dun want! sorry la, but i dun like that kind of shirt wat, then my mom gave me this huge box of accesories, which i like some:) always teach me to be practical, but still give me that... $90 leh... waste money, also give me earrings.... right.... my maid gave me a sports tee:)
oh N my mom bought super yummy berry cheesecake from bakerzinn:):) not bad, i rate it 8/10, the one in paris tt i ate is 9/10, looking for perfect de:)
actually quite sad la, todday. like i noe my mom and sis got spend effort getting me those, but i honestly dun like, and i think my honesty pissed them...
then this *******, came smsing me... when i was smiling and cutting my cake, happy about god loving me for 14 years and for years to come. please, i beg you, im pleading with you, im trying so hard to avoid u, dun look for me, what goes on btween me and my frens is none of ur prob, ur accusations nearly pushed me to tears, leave me alone!!! havent u hurt me enough!!! go away, i beg you. my birthday wish, for all the three celebrations is nvr to see u again, NEVER.
i will type out the letter in 2 years time. for all to laugh, by that time, i dun believe i havent grown.Labels: ** crying in the rain, i cant make u feel guilty and i wont bother trying to, me
Hosanna in the Highest
4:32 AM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
wootS! im very excited, my senior just called to forbid me to go 2C without her permission.. and that i have to go outside her class at 8.10am. right, a great surprise... i better not be caught in tears if everything goes well, cos like i said b4, nothing went right on my birthday...
haizz, why u guys all cant make it out tml? amanda only can go for lunch some more, well, anyway, went to arcade and crashed my entire $10 there, i rule!!!! at time crisis, daytona, just all the great games, i challenge u to defeat me la:)
won renice in daytona, and liling in ferris wheel racer:) cool man, renice, if i had chosen to use manual, i wouldnt have won like a ninja (won by a margin)... fine, i sound super ego, but thats cos its something im good at... thank goodness no one challenged me to star wars racer, realsied i was rusty at it, after a practice round... lol sorry. liling, u are right, u really cannot make it in thesze games, i go there for hard core de.. u only liked to play boshi boshi or something=.- lol
haizz, i won liling in the jurassic park thing too, i told u to use ur hand for faster reloading.... haizz, so excited, tot if someone go out with me tml, can go crash at my fav arcade again... haizz
:( so sad, my bdae leh!!!!
after that, went talking under the sun, literally and metaphorically, :) been a long time since i last did that with a fren, the last was with jun yao :) and it was very memorable, still rmb trying my now fav volcano ramen for the first time with her:):) its one beautiful memory....
maybe everything will be fine if u'r not in sight. i shall leAVE an unforgettable mark at my hiding place tml:) Hosanna in the Highest
4:45 AM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
CNY is still a bore, not much improvement, Lee Hsien loong used to give me 50 bucks, but now only 20 :( haizz.
and out of three days? 2 were used to celebrate my bdaae.
first DAY was going to church, then erm home i think
2nd day was at my cousins place... (yes, babysittin again)
then to uncle bobby's place, went there and had a surprise clebration, :):) thanks fid, gerald and flo... i liked the devotion book too. it was very memorable cos my birthdays are usually planned by me, first time got surpirse:) then went to uncle ringo's amusement park and sat "vortex". was real thrilling and ex, also went on the roller coaster where i unfortunately banged my head when they gave a surprise turn.. doesnt hurt now but there's a bump.
today, went to my mom's godsis house, kinda odd, cos its the first time there in 6 years? yea, then to my godmom's house to celebrate birthday again... cos her birthday, mine and my mom's are super close, all in a week...
choco and tiramisu cake respectively... all not my fav, the tiramisu not enough rum can... not up to my standard, haha. but the choco one tastes quite nice with the ice-cream, i guess i have to say this again, i dun like sweet stuff generally, and choco too. thats why i lovE chEEsEcakE and for choco, only ferrero rocher, yea... yup, thats about it.
erm, kar wing and DJ came tonite too, just left... ate a lot can? then we played loads of dai di, DJ lost once or twice more than me.. and kar wing like same too, with DJ, cos after dinner, i nvr lost liao lor.. hahah, no bridge thou, cos my sis got project with an acs-ian, whoa..haha, cannot disturb her. wanted to play sparklers lor, then my mom say so childish.. =.p wdv. the food was more yummy, usually all the dishes cooked on my bdae lor, now got to think of new menum, or i will have to eat until sian, haha........ and my maid doesnt even noe DJ's a guy hahaha, thats even more funny... lol
gonna flame you if u dun turn up and with my present, wierdo... thats how im gonna address u for now, cos u dun wanna tell me. flame is prob what u will get, if u are fake... eitherway, its wrng to evoke every single emotion i have known to have.. with that damn sms about hating jesse three times.
at least, in this game, i ban, happy? not bad, u almost got me tricked, if i were not still that ditzy girl in the past;)
at that moment, i screamed to forget you and i did.Labels: weekends...groovy or not..
Hosanna in the Highest
4:24 AM
Friday, February 16, 2007
hi there, everyone, please note that the CD that I wanted is not the Power of love CD, i want the
heart to heart CD(with two dogs on the cover) dun get the wrong one, or if u buy le, then go change hor...
thanks ,lol,just found out yeaterday, anyways, went out with liling and shu rui to watch Epic, sorry amanda, dying to catch it and really got no common availavle spot..
anyways, the movie is gross can, especially the borat appearance ,mystique sleeping with peter part and the snakes part.
(oh and the willy wonka part!!!) everything was like so wrong, with supposed-to-be sensored parts and scenes, man, they were like erm sex and sex and vulgarity can, they dint sensor the words la! omg, anyways , i dunno why i was laughing,haha. sorry man,
got really polluted in 2C, especially with zhao en and jee yuen fooling around, and dun think chee fong is that innocent, he was caught laughing about lewd tots,haha
then, went to meet my mom, she told me that i have two new year shirts, so when i called my maid to check what it was, she said it was black=.0 and my freaked out, pulling and scolding me for being so irresponsible=.-, not bothering to shop with her and my sis, and for only liking black=.- riGhtT, its so my fault=.- as in, it cant be helped if im not like my sis who drools over clothes=.-
so went clothes hunting. going to TM ltr, fila got nice shirts there:) bought one OP shirt btw, it was the native design that i told shu rui i like:)
btw, NC koh was being stupid yesterday, was displaying a bit of open defiance to her, haha, cos i got pissed when i was asking rachel to go present, and everyone was taling about her butt that time, and she only said." eunice, are u paying attention?" right, she was.... i wasnt even crapping bout her butt that time can? then, i joind kar wing in the making fun of NC koh project, haha,
she made so many blunders that my whole day was full of luaghter for her... right, many things she said triggered a series of tots, inclusive of one that chee fong and i had(lewd one) we both laughed... hahaha, fine, i noe im no that innocent anymore, and u are crying for the loss of my innocence, but its not completely gone man, and im trying to get it back, of all my years, i nvr think so sick b4 can?!!!
gtg, my mom is nagging.. leaving soon, do say hi if u see me kays :)
anyways, kar wing, DJ, amanda and jun yi coming for a meal:) looking forward to it, only kar wing hasnt replied her timing... and going to uncle bobby's house to bai nian, yea, can see olivia,gerald and fid to bridge le... lol
btw, here's why i dun like to go visiting, cos tired of answering everyone...:)
-my relatives always harp on why i dun wear skirts
-my cousin would bring her makeup and manicure kit to try to make over me=.-
-got to put glycerine and smile (kidding), which is like so irritating
-they would compare me with my half-brain cousins... which i obviously will win=.-
-my cousin would look for me for BGF advice=.- like im so experienced la, wait till her mom noes, she will be doomed can
-im forced to babysit my young cousins, since they noe i do that for a living once in a hwile=.-
- half a jade, if u get what i mean?, remember the olden stories on half a jade?
see,got so many resons for me to dislike visiting, i feel like im being paid to please them can?! ...... =.- (im wearing kia qian's lame face look now... "du du zui", like what shu rui always say i do...,lol)
and i have a new name, 死优妮,with ciompliment from liling =.-
Hosanna in the Highest
7:06 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
hi, happy valentines to all! really glad to see the bear from shu rui, liling, si hui and joscelin:) thanks girls:) a new addition, my maid was complaining that i got no space le, need to buy a new cupboard, which is true. lol
help did the board, was quite nice:) not bad, cos i helped haha. today's pe was in commemoration to my wonderful birthday, 22,lol
anyways, forgot to compliment kar wing, she was the only one who knew that my bag yesterday was branded stuff,lol, not those from pasar malam the auntie bags.
ok, check out my birthday list ah, 8days left.
i noe u too well to not noe why, but u were the one who liberated it, why cause me to be hurt. i really give up, my<3> is not as strong le, and u are the very same reason. i hope u are not still holding a grudge against me towards that event. i dint think so, if im wrong, then u are honestly a hypocrite.
Hosanna in the Highest
4:53 AM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
right, finally added some quality stuff to my list, all it took was to go out into the world and be tempted... lol
-a nice bag, something real stylish and yet functionable
-watches (always safe,but no pink /red types pls)
-wallet? maybe a nice stylish one too
-treats(includes to arcade,movie, amusement parks,rides?...)
-萤火虫的梦CD (Ding jun, u owe me de... lol)
-Power of love CD (its chinese and has all the nice songs from 1999, dun get the wrong one...)
-deck of cards(Ding JUn......)
right, dont disappoint me, im quite worried about how this year's birthday will be, i suppose some of u noe how sucky it was last year, was so sad la.... which kinda made me scared, every year's birthday turns out to be a day i fear, yea, so if u are a fren, help beautify this yr's :):)
sorry about spattering on ding jun, was too playful, lol. if cant wash, then i help u lor...
anyways, the guys are changing the board. supporting them and assisting them too, since we honestly have not much time, yea
anyone who has the time after school are strongly beckoned to help in the production, please
and do bring paint for tml, we are out of class fund... must save too, after the board, we will start working on the class tee:) i noe u guys have been waiting... im excited too, pushing ideas that have been brainstormed by yannis, pei fang,joyann, me and KW:) if u are interested to noe, look for anyone of us to find out:)
btw, my mom is inviting frens of eunice to come over during chinese new year to chill out and stuff, so if u have the time, just pop by lor:) address is Blk130 Geylang East Ave.1. when there, just call, will fetch u from downstairs:)
talking about calling, whoever the prank caller wasnt really smart, the idea of prank calling was to irritate the person, but this pranker failed, cos he only made me diss him in how badly he tried, lol cos he dint make an impression with the nonsense he said on the phone, not startling at all, i mark him a fail hahahaha
had back our maths test today anyways. it was horrid, ok, to be honest, i failed, but i had no idea why i laughed, sounds pretty sadistic to think of it, sounds like a loony... but everyone laughed too....
ok, gtg now, need to do my geog, eng and maths, and i still have caRDS to write fer my frens... pretty hard up, was pshchoed by pple to give them cards=.- now not enough
hope kar wing and amanda liked the fudge cake too, and jesse too:) not afraid to say ur name now, frens, or rather, somewhere in btwn aquaintances and frens, a unique position. lol, who cares, bye
我从没有嫌弃过你， 所以不要这么污辱我，因为这里(<3)会痛. Hosanna in the Highest
3:55 AM
Monday, February 12, 2007
hi, posting in school AGAIN! :):)yeah!
ok,here's the much awaited birthday list:
-a nice bag, something real stylish and yet functionable
-watches (always safe,but no pink /red types pls)
-wallet? maybe a nice stylish one too
-treats(includes to arcade,movie, amusement parks,rides?...)
ok, i honestly dunno what i want, btw,all the above gifts cannot be pink/red types.
no skirts or high-heels allowed, as usual...
P.S. can anyone who has the萤火虫的梦 CD? can loan to me?
P.P.S jun yao,and wen rui, u still owe me money!!!!! lol
Hosanna in the Highest
5:56 PM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
hi there, valentine's is coming, all i noe is to get cards as usual.
im really glad about the ideas u guys are coming up with, looking forward to get to it, we should finalise the idea by tml and get it done by wed.
anyways, i have been requested to put up my birthday list, i havent exactly tot of anything yet, but i hope to get a deck of (special designed) playing cards, of cos, for me to play more bridge:):):) lol
erm, bought a cool roger federal tennis TY beanie bear, limited edition for my birthday.(i buy gifts for myself too of cos)
btw, i got my first birthday present today from my godmum, its a cool LeSportsPac bag interesting designs, very diff from the bags that i have, will fashion for u guys on tues,lol
perhaps getting a devotion book for my mom, dunno? her birthday is 4 days b4 mine, maybe will bake her a cake on the sly or get her some rock necklace, cos she collects them...
well, not sure what i want for my birthday... but i dun mind some slimming products haha, but they are ex.... lol, man, all becos of this toot's suaning la, make me feel so.... haizz, jun yao also i looked fatter.... i dun deny, thats why i passed eating steak this afternoon and had baked fish
instead..... : lol, gotta go do some stuff... wont tell u guys, its a secret, haha:)
And Dj, u still havent give me my last yr's christmas and birthday present la, if u eat less, than 早就 can buy le!! Hosanna in the Highest
12:05 AM
Friday, February 09, 2007
anways, we had an easy time yesterday during CO, cos those not involved with the Fengshan CC performance, were dismissed an hour earlier. it was pretty comical to see the dizi pple looking slightly stunned when their sl returned, cos their sl is the most erm, self-loving guy u will ever see, he is like obsessed with the dizi, i repeat, obsessed.
anyways, kept playing wrongly during CO and the SYF rehersal, i have no idea whats wrong with me man.. lol
going back for tennis lessons today, dun really feel like it thou i was looking froward thruout the week, perhaps its cos my heart feels cold today.
and for those dying to noe, here are some ideas for NC Koh's valentine's day gift:
--organic fertilizer (kept in a nice receptacle, dun worry will be getting it from the florist)
-- a brick ( wrapped up nicely in hearts paper, then popped into her pigeon hole, with really SinCEre signAGE ;) )
--a cloth and some window cleaner( since she said she wAnts her window clean)
--a bottle of stones, pebbles ( conserve resources...)
hmm, thats about all i can think of, all new ideas welcomed, by the way ;) quite psyched about it. getting cards for frens as usual, man got so many things up here (points to heart).
so many Hosanna in the Highest
9:39 PM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
im honestly stressed out. its the first time i got this kind of marks for essay writing. my lowest is like 21? and this happens, and the worst thing is i got ** and she still minus two marks for me, all time low. NC Koh, u are so stressing me out, my confidence of picking myself up seemed to be trampled on when u started to scold me, it slided to the deepest of drains. first thing was that she scolded me for short and sloppy answers for the geog ws, im not the only one who dint do it, i just happened to have tough luck and got caught by her and my ans is NOT short, somebody beside me only wrote less than ten words and my ans is the same ans as alvin okay?!
i feel so thrashed, then i decided to give it another go, and became more active in her lessons, and smillllee more , right.. after all, i have nvr been picked on by other teachers... nvr
but it obviously dint work. yup, and i tore up the essay, then sticked it back, cos i wanted to let her noe how displeased im with her.
so worried, wanted to wow her during geog test, but now after being shown thrashy marks like this from her, i feel like no matter how well i do, she will definitely try to grade me down, man, it sucks, do u guys even noe how it feels? especially since i nvr hated any teachers and even found some that u guys complained about, likeable. (well, at least after 2003)
anyways, was trying really hard to laugh and forget about it during the rehersal. was comparing height with erhem, and i love standing next to my CO frens, cos it just highlights some
certain flaws.. haha.
oh and dun think that some pple are small so they get bullied, tables are being turned now, and I AM the One who kana bullied ok, iron-hands slapped down my back today like mad.... i repeat, iron-hands...
just pray for me to do whats right, i really hope i can regain some confidence, cos its affecting me quite abit, yea, nearly brokedown, its just that i laughed hard enough to momentarily forget it. tried so hard that my head really hurts...
anyways, am really tired after carrying that heavy bass ALL THE WAY to the hall.. going to begin on my studies and then turn in early,
lucking in on my last chance of wow-ing her, pray hard!
P.S. if u wanna be included in some CerTaIn plans for nc koh's valentines and teacher's day gifts, do tell me, yah, i noe u are DYing to pitch in ;)
Hosanna in the Highest
2:35 AM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
hello :D
JOYANN AND YANNIS HERE! to help eunice post :]
Hosanna in the Highest
12:31 AM
Monday, February 05, 2007
hi there, was really upset in the beginning of the day cos my personal morale hit a bottom-low today, yea, was pretty low all the while... then i was casually remarked to be happy-go-lucky, thos it was just a casual remark, it did sort of made my day,thanks all the same
i dunno how and what i can do to convince u pple out there that i do not like alvin, man, at the rate things are going, i dun think i can even play bridge with the guys lar, then i cant show-off le =.- so bad lor...
oh, and i was busy observing my junior today, she was really an exact opposite of me okay? she's like super demure and quiet, and she is that kind of girly girl that crosses her legs and acts in a very lady-like manner, yea, diff from me ok? well, unless u compliment me to be erhem, lady-like, ..... =.- lol
my seniors were once again hit by some virus, teri was boy-crazy and eunice was like acting kawa-i-nae, wdv that word is, they even started a club for that ka-wa-ee-nae thing, im the secretary =.- =.- =.- right, lameeeeee...
haha, gotta go study for tml's science, and
to the guys, stop spamming ya? peace..........
Hosanna in the Highest
2:46 AM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
hi there, kind of bored now, its the third time i post in school. yeah
and the teacher is like walk past me how many time and dint notice my mischief!!! yeah, say it, i noe i rock:)
Hosanna in the Highest
6:00 PM
presenting to you: my guest post: KArwing....mwahahahaa.
yosh.
kar wing here =.=
i dunno what to say lah.
zzzz.
it was so fun spamming ppls blog >=D
lol
no 1 is actually doing SEL in com lab anyway ...
and liankai dam fake lol.
it was so obvious -.-
ok btr not waste ur time since i dunno what to say =>
bb
Hosanna in the Highest
5:55 PM
kind of upset now cos its like only the first term and there are rumors of me liking alvin =.- man.. what did i do to even give u guys this impression?!!
and amanda, thanks lor, giving a random name like that, especially to a blabbermouth, could ruin me for life, now i dun even noe if he will talk and play bridge with us during the beijing trip lor! dAmn, sorry, man, im so angry, and worried, arrgh, i can swear, that i do not like alvin, im honest, please belive me lor.... im really frustrated.. its a rumor with no scientific or logical proof, even kar wing thinks its li pu, ok !!!
yup thats all i have to say
i honestly do not like alvin in that sense, honest.
Hosanna in the Highest
4:40 AM
Friday, February 02, 2007
im honestly happy about this new blogskin... i need help with the songs thou, cos i dunno who to approach, hope u guys will like this skin, tot it might be kinda diff from me, im usually black kinda character, so the rainbow might be able to shed a different light on my life? i dunno, just trying out:)
erm, shur rui that stupid girl betrayed us la, join shanghai, but now just nice, got 4 players for bidge! sorry, im pretty much obsessed about it, and now, my time to play it is pretty limited cos they forbid it in church le =.- yea, church, cannot disobey. all the seniors also stop le..
there's so many tests next week and SYf rehersal is next thurs too... too bad u are not in CO, cos we get to skip
3 periods!!! haha
gtg, talk more soon, btw, catch the finale of survivor on channel 5 tonight! double episode! tata
Hosanna in the Highest
5:30 AM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
here's the latest news: i've just voted for the beijing trip:) the Peking roast duck is practically making me drool
They BETTER serve that;) or i shall slaughter them and roast them instead....lol
yea, and bridge oh bridge, im so dying to pit my skills with amanda, alvin,chee fong, shu rui and liling, thats after i teach them how to play, but amanda says she noe wor! lol
im underestimating u yeah, haha, and not to forget kar wing too. haha, changing my blogskin:) yeah wrote down last time, now lost ,got to find again.
oh, and bo kai, wish u the best of luck with ur race:) will pray fer u
Hosanna in the Highest
4:49 AM
