Tuesday, March 06, 2007
i tot i will only use this label for certain pple, but seems like not now....
ok, lets add some stuff that i forgot to say last week, did u noe ying en is so wierd?... like i only smile at her and she starts laughing silently... then i caught her playing nonsense during CO, it was like si hui's fingers were precise and quick, and i saw ying en's fat four fingers moving up and down at the same time... haha, she anyhow play la..
then i found out that my mom conned me into selling my shares to her, and she just showed me her financial report---- she lost $16 000 but earned $357 000, wth!!!! con me, if she dint buy my shares, i would have earned $5 000. so baad!!! and im her daughter sia, no wonder she buy so many new stuff these days...hmmph.
erm, what else... ok, today sucks la... first thing come in was homec which freaking made me stressed... so many things to do... and all are expected to be of quality...
then it was a hungry and very stressful day, had to think due to past neglience during lessons....
i felt tremors during maths kay!!!
amanda aw, i felt it and my maid felt it too, there must have been an earthquake or something in the afternoon!! man, i told u.... at first i tot must be i hungry or i think too hard..... was feeling giddy thereafter, i told you!!!!!!!
ok, then it was after school, more homec to be completed... then went for the first chinese society thing... man, i wasnt exactly delighted to see some pple there......
ok, am i now allowed to flame someone here? its my blog ya.... so here i go...anyway, she nvr visit my blog b4 de.. dun even think she noe i got blog la
hey, i got highest in class for chinese you noe? so what if u got higher, it just means our teacher is way strict. so what if i did badly this year?!
im not like u, loaded, so thick-skinned that u dun bother bout things...., have a complete and happy family, and the guy u like merely treats u as another one whom he can flirt with... which you obviously enjoy...=.-
so super disgusted.... im not like you, u dun have to worry about ur parents losing their job, u dun have to go thru being in this kinda family, not like you, who simply burns ur moeny away, not like you who could diss pple just at a snap of fingers whether she did any wrong... and u are not in a class with strict or grouchy or teachers that are not favoured, on the contrary, u have the best and most lenient teachers....
im an underdog, u are not.u dun have frens who are changing in a flash. u dun have a guy who hurts u so much, u begin to doubt ur existence in life for the first time ever.. u dun have all these troubles thrown and highlighted in bold for you right in the beginning of the year. you dun feel the hurt ur loved one gave u. its so painful, u find it impossible to experience something worse than that, that u feel numb towards all the failures...
if u were in my shoes, u would have given up hope of living, hope of trying hard to study. practically all that, without God, i really would have given everything up.
and do not think that u are that great, ur continual behaviuor like that incurred the hatred of many. ask urself, who is ur best fren, and what makes u so sure, she/he is.
ur fashion sense is terrible, which girl ur age wears clothes befitting that of a 20s?
stop saying and acting stupid like a complete ditzy and bimbotic and bitchy person who says i love you and she is my fren, to any other stranger. fren has a whole new other meaning to it. and i see that u simply dun understand what it is..
ok, enough of flaming le... quite excited for march hols... going to do our own homec trial:) and most glad to play tennis with yannis:):) meeting sarah for piano too, if possible....
i improved greatly:):) lol.... gtg now, DJ wants to talk..... bb
haha, maybe i will make DJ be our judge for the trial thing:) anw, getting to noe DJ better this year le:) thanks to kar wing....
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