Monday, December 25, 2006
hi there, decided to post about christamas, since its a norm.
christmas was kinda plain, as in its kinda boring? yup, only went out for lunch with my godmom, who praised tis eatery to the skies, and i think its actually quite average, nothing great to mention of...
yup, then i received a pitiful sprinkle of gifts... and i havent even bought myself something! its suppose to be a longstanding tradition for me,lol will go look for my own gift,yes, and i will tell all u pple,
oh, and some pple came to my blog at so the wrong time of post... when i want u to see, u dun want, and when i want him gone, he comes on purpose=.-
anyways, he taught me something interesting, that such an equation doesnt HAVE to be
2+2=4, it can always be 2+2=2square
u get what i mean? like who says if i have the time and food, i will cook, or if i have the money aand time, i will shop? u get it? yup
learnt it from he escaping the outing... no bridge, no teasing, no arcade, quite a bummer thou, but at the tot of learning this theory, quite happy:) lol
anyways, i feel thast this yr's christmas totally lacked the jesus' birth factor? like i see so many of my frens like just celebrating christmas for presents,food,frens, but not jesus' birth... yup, so go reflect, what christmas really means to u:) bye for now, who says i wont go ahead with my outing if he's not coming;)
p.s. i have developed some new quirks, so dun blame me for being kinda diff..
Hosanna in the Highest
6:15 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
supposed to be a great day, the bass/cello sub teacher certainly knew how to get us all enjoy lessons, he made us very confident about the SYF, not that my original teacher wasnt good, but she doesnt seem to know the right tactics to teach, for example, she was saying one day, when we all couldnt seem to hit the right tempo, by the famous composer who was known for setting cello/bass songs, :
" 你们这种表现，怎能跟像华中的学校比？"
poerhaps, she was using the famous reverse psychology, but it seemed to demoralise us a little instead, at least that was the case for the cello pple.
(suppose this is a clazsic eg of how humans like to listen to only the good stuff) heys, but at least compared to all the other teaCHERS, she is the best one:) so im quite thankful to god lor
anyways,lets not stray further from the topic, was saying that my sub teacher is great, yup, dunno how to say this but, i feel, a teacher who is able to creat positive interaction with the students, is a good teacher:)
yup, and forgot to add that this morn, b4 Co started, amanda and rach was just describing the jay chou show, which was gross, yep, i agree that lao tickos should go watch=.-
back to explain the 'supposed to be a great day', everything sounds perfect rite? had quality bonding time in my cca and all?
went home, and well, called someone i know to confirm some stuff but all i heard was this person breathing-.-, for erm, 4mins, thanks a lot, like i love hearing u breathe? speak up, tell me what i did to anger u Again. talking to u certainly improves my patience. its ur turn to give me that encouragement, ingrate! been so confused this week having been asked qns that i ask u, its my first time u noe, i suddenly realise how u feel when i so gutsyly ask u.
suddenly, i ask myself, why do i even like u so much?
its like time-wasting,energy-wasting, money-wasting, and all sorts of nonsense.
nvm, calming down, making a certain amount of choices that might change some important things, frens, if u have any advice of some sort, help me
Labels: ** crying in the rain
Hosanna in the Highest
4:41 AM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
hi, been kind of busy these days, of cos, its with christmas, the surprise/present is so ruined, when u said u cant make it=.-
haizz, anyways, thanks for tagging, miss ur tagging-amanda, lol, all are welcomed to spam, beginning to like spamming, of, cos HE who does it to me, will receive it;) if u get who i meant,lol
cntrl+v, is so handy
hahaha
i dint noe that i could actually manage fine w/o having to talk to u, im finally 'breaking free'...
hmm, erm, pretty shock that(D**), u can confess on ur msn nick, shocks me, erm, i think u are a great bud, end of story, fullstop,nothing else,kay?:)
dunno what to say le?
oh, yah, my brick hi-score is 248, beat that!, i bet ur score is so pathetic, its not even a double digit,lol.
went out with olivia for christmas shopping at vivo, then i saw this short,fat guy, thats clad in full red, omg, its DJ, u are a guy, still wear full red?!!! oh no, u are so Gone!,lol
u should have seen how funny olivia looks, as she struggles with like atleast 5 big bags of her shopping spoils, lol, look like some mad woman with loads of junk, hah! she was so maxed out that she had to borrow like 20 bucks from me.. then she got so interested in certain pple, that ok, maybe We decided to invite a certain pple to an outing... ggtg anyways,bb
Hosanna in the Highest
8:52 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006
sorry for not posting in ages, really cant be bothered with updating, this is a bad habit and i will try to get into momentum, im really bummed today.
is it really irritating? u nvr said! how would i noe! i tot u dint mind! u always took the initiative to play music while we were at it.
count it urself? how many times have u got angry over me? huh?! and even took it out on me, on occasions when im not in fault.
i dun get it, u noe how it feels to be have someone taking it out on u, then why are u doing it to me? talking nonsense like" cos u are the closest to me, and i think of u first"?! this is pure nonsense, giving lame excuses, if it was so, u would have at least listed me in the 40s list, if u get what im talking about.
who hasnt fouled b4? u? no way,dude.
get mad at u pretty often too, but i hardly ever took it out on u.
why must u always be on the receiving end? cant u give and share a little? u always manage to make urself seem, rite, or rather, 'stupid little eunice is apologising so much that it helps u too'
argh, i shall state all the bad things, since u dun even visit my blog.
u keep such a good record of me offending you, SINCE the first week, or even month, oh Lord! imagine that! and u keep digging it up each time u get angry, or upset with me, u just keep so, then ur anger snowballs, and u start to get seriously enraged and furious, that was it, keep it adding, everyone noes how silly or direct i can be, but it will also go to show how petty u are, my sir, yes, it will,
while sometimes u bite me back when i persume/assume things, but u do that too, and all i did was to find evidence of it not being true, why cant u be arrgh, nvm, this makes it sound so demanding, writing and spewing everything out all at one go makes me feel more at comfort, u are not the only who has frens to encourage u to make u feel better, i have too,:)
stop being this way la, for God's sake, u obviously do not understand how this feels, or u wouldnt be starting this vicious cycle.. yup, sayonara for now, but i will cont to pray fer all ye out there, especially YOU, to try to be more godly, as from what i heard.
heys, and maybe there was this hidden term? if u want me to cont being the 'slave',u should at least try to maintain a how to put in, 良好的关系, after all, im under ur dominance now, and i wont allow dominion to occur, so think about it!!!
Labels: i cant make u feel guilty and i wont bother trying to
Hosanna in the Highest
9:51 PM
went home, and well, called someone i know to confirm some stuff but all i heard was this person breathing-.-, for erm, 4mins, thanks a lot, like i love hearing u breathe? speak up, tell me what i did to anger u Again. talking to u certainly improves my patience. its ur turn to give me that encouragement, ingrate! been so confused this week having been asked qns that i ask u, its my first time u noe, i suddenly realise how u feel when i so gutsyly ask u.