Saturday, May 12, 2007
well, since the prob cant be fixed, why should i deprive you guys from knowing all the fun stuff we did?
okie, lets start from the last PE lesson,...
at table tennis...
for three games out of four..
the scores were
10-3
10-7
9-10
10-9
lol....i told him i was gonna show off at my blog.. and he pretended to look weak-.-
well, okie.. then its exams..
then on thurs, i went to yannis house with shu rui, pei fang, joyann, xiang rong,charmaine and ting ting :)
we watched mr bean till halfway cos we really agreed that it was too stupid.. then watched castaway for less than 5 mins b4 we decided to watch poisedon-.- it was cooll, i liked that movie..remembered i first watched it with cheng joo..she said it was boring thou..
anyways, found out thru pooisedon that pei fang is a sadist who keeps saying to tell her when someone dies..-.-
then we played lots of tennis and badminton. the cold green tea tasted like cough medicine-.- then ting and i had maggi mee.. i cook very nice rite PEi fang? anw, had loads of fun :):)
just accepted two disciples.. my elder disciple is ong ting wei, second is lim pei fang, third should be rachel..cos she said she wanted to learn tennis during the june hols.. lol
okie.. then on fri, the mini olympics sucked.. that day all in all sucked, i just feel very guity and sorry for Pei fang and Joyann who went out with such a loser---me... felt real sick, and the seats we had for the spidey show sucked.. like in front? and u had to tilt ur head.. so uncomfortable, wanted to puke..
that day sucked, the first thing when i got home , i stayed in my room to rest.
then about 10+? i went down to watch TV..
got dumped,someone dropped a bomb on me .. at about 11? then i stayed up real late to cry.. OMG, cried and tried hard to sleep for these two nites..
i was so scared last nite, for like some time, my world suddenly blacked out, i couldnt exactly open my eyes.. like i was blinded...my eyes were very strained....so i sneaked(was supposed to sleep) an sms to cheng..its quite fine now thou, or i wouldnt be able to type..
yesterday really sucked, particularly cos its someone's special day, and it kills me to know.
as u can see, i skipped church, its sunday morning now u noe?
i dun think i could stand pple asking me why i look so sad, so tired, your eyes are soo red,is everything ok?
then i prob wouldnt be able to control my tears by the time i force out an 'ok' from my mouth.
yea, so i made use of my fever..
havent been able to eat at all..in fact, from fri nite till now, i only remembered eating two pieces of fish and some winter melon soup for lunch on sat.. sheesh
anw, its mother's day, i have to learn to start smiling..cook a nice meal for my mom.... its been a real tough year for her at work, while i was overcoming pple like nvm, she had to battle with a equally horrible rogue, or maybe slightly worse..while still obeying christ's word.. , and my granny is seriously ill now. even thou she is not my mom's blood mother, she has raised her with love when there was no ties involved..
Kw, i really dun think i should do that.. so what of she came back, how diff would i be from them?...you cant exactly revive a dead.
ting wei is right.. quite right there
well, monday i going to be a gruelling day.. gotta hear that so-called truth.. i pretty much know what to do..i suppose..may not be fully right or can fully reduce hurt, but, well, i dunno.
since everything has changed, why should i pretend i dint?Labels: ** crying in the rain, somebody Save me
Hosanna in the Highest
6:10 PM
