Wednesday, April 04, 2007
ok, back to blogging bout my day...
it sucks la, i have been sobbing on and off, its only when i play cards that i dun feel so upset... i dun even laugh that much anymore...
i feel i have depression... and its like 99.9% true... cos like which normal person would run off to want to commit suicide? and even like vanish or cry so often and will be so super sensitive!?
im so sorry i cant bring that much laughter to you guys anymore.. sorry that its your turn to help me.. hopefully fren's loyalty and company will rid me of all the depression in my heart...
you guys have no idea how serious i am when i want to commit suicide. i dunno whats holding me back, but im kind of waiting for someone to rescue me...
sorry, but i hope you all can help me, by like continuing to be encouraging to me.. maybe you guys are the someone who can rescue me.
and i know its kind of not my way to be so nice to those pple who prosecute me... but i really want peace and nothing negative... im just saving myself... i dun want to be driven to death and regretting it ltr, cos there is no returning back... i dunno, im looking for all sorts of method to rid my depression anything, but a psychologist...
im sorry if i really get insane..dun get mad i predict that i will get very snappish too.. when things dun go according to plan... im so sorry........really so sorry and im very sorry if i run off or scream or anything cos im scared i might say something inappropriate again... so sorry but please help me for now
PLEASE help me!Labels: ** crying in the rain, somebody Save me
Hosanna in the Highest
6:34 AM
