Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Hey!!!! Eunice yo!!! haha. At summer lab now...yeah. Mr Ong dun care de. Let's post. Get high!!!!. lol. Btw, im Shu Rui. MUHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bye Eunice. cya Hosanna in the Highest
5:57 PM
had show and tell rehersal today. it was kinda erm, i dunno how to describe it, maybe the best way to descibe is nerve-wrecking? not sure bout that thou.
well, there were a couple of things on my mind while we rehearsed-- the low turnout of students in the singing segment, hte lack of music, and perhaps the lack of practice too. there were many things that i had to take in consideration. at least things turned out fine. :) praise the lord!
i gotto know shi yuan at a better level, used to be scared of her becos of a certain something she does that taunts me,yea. btwm thanks for encouraging me, i appreciated it ;)
there are so many changes im doing in my life these days. well, i decided to change things, since god imposed so many changes, i might as well change them all. i suppose u dunno what i mean.. sorry.
well, going to the first option for the china trip after all, renice, ting wei, amanda and kar wing are going with me too ,yea!
BRIDGE, here i come. bridge, man, bridge. i also going to coope as many decks of playing cards as i can, yeah!!!!!!!!
Hosanna in the Highest
5:07 AM
Friday, January 26, 2007
yo! today not very good, yea, so i cant exactly say im feeling better to those that care.
anyways, the doc gave me the wrong kinda cough drops... =.- thats why my cough went from bad to worse....
anyways, he put me on heavier dosage of steroids=.- and another kind that will cause severe side effects.. such as dizzy spells, and the shivering of limbs... its pretty much standard..yea, quite experienced.
dunno what i came into contact with that triggered my asthma again, aha, i noe, it MUST be You,lol, jkjk
gtg, time for me to watch tv... =.- lol, tll mon, its bye for now
P.s. pray for jesse too, he's sick, yea, u noe, that MCP....=.-
Hosanna in the Highest
2:38 AM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
im so tired man, thou all i did was sleep thru the day, since i cant help it cos thats all my medicine ever make me do.
do u noe that coughing for an hour exhausts 60% of ur body energy? imagine how little energy i have left after coughing like every minute im up? man, my lungs are hurting and so tired that i can hardly walk or even down my food. asthma, i hate u man... to think u had to come when co is finally having the welcome party and my common test had to be postponed in my case, plus u will cause me to miss my homec lessons and art lessons, man, this sucks!
oh gosh, i just woke and im feeling so tired, i wanna plop onto my bed again.... damn medicine..
and all the docs ever give is steroids, steroids and inhaler... all to make me grow fatter=.-
yea, well, taking everything as a good rest lor. pray fer me kay? will pray that u wont miss me too much de,lol
haha, jkjk ;)
Hosanna in the Highest
1:26 AM
Monday, January 22, 2007
i noe u may be feeling uneasy about telling me those stuff, and if this could give u assurance , i will do it by ur policy and tell u something honestly. it can be anything u ask about. i promise. :)
but i do have to admit, my world is messed up by what u said...lol, not ur fault i guess, just me..
Hosanna in the Highest
3:48 AM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
hi, forgot to announce that the previous post is the 45th, lol, 45 is pretty much my fav no. lol, dun laugh, but i gave a colour to every no. lol like
4-red
5-yellow
1-white
and on and on lol, just think the combi of red and yellow very vibrant
also like 222, im sure u guys all noe why, unfortunately,
2-pink, thou i dislike that colour, i cant change it cos my heart merely gave it that colour lol
thats why i said dun laugh, kay!!!
went out with yvonne and kar wing today, just becos i told yvonne about her aiming in time crisis, she choke-salm me BIG-time!
erhem, i suppose u all should noe who was the victor in the game, and so for the table-tennis game too, considering the time i hog at the arcade and the series of pple i beat in table-tennis,lol
ok fine, im not good but, she is not pro either, u get it? perhaps u can call me a ninja,lol, like what kar wing says, always a little bit win over others. wdv
never got chokeslam until like that b4.... so wierd... and she's got tough hands lor
yup, was quite a funny day today, more normal, more happy, until yvonne... ok wdv, and amanda and liling... and jun yi chasing me.... and shu rui pincheD me, real hard,lol, the rest of it was fun thou, kk, goodnite god bless to all:)
Hosanna in the Highest
5:49 AM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
wen jie wants me to advertise for him that his blog url is now piss-u-off.blogspot.com
btw, its inspired by me, lol=.-
Hosanna in the Highest
7:51 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
hi all, sorry if i have scared u for being so abnormally not me, especially amanda. i guess not talking about jesse in the past is not in line witn my being, thus i used a very stupid method to avoid it.
but dun worry, im free to talk anything i want now, in fact dun be shocked if i dun even mention about him, cos there is no need to? i dunno, i ended everything, and amanda, about that sms i sent u, sorry, could have freaked u out, but that tot did cross my mind...lol
feel real free, thanks for all who prayed for me and supported me too, but dont kill him, infact thank him, because of him, i have reached the lowest and saddest points in my life, i dun think there will be anything else worse le. i have grown up a load. nothing else, it has ended simply:) like that:) thanks all.
please be happy for me, dun think that its a waste or anything,venice, bcos im proud of this decision i made, i want u to be for me too:)
Hosanna in the Highest
10:53 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
its my fault, for bringing the first strand of dishonesty into mour relationship, then we started drifting, i get what u mean, u knew it, and i know that you do. i apologise, i was punished enough.
and to my frens, dun blame the wrong person, even thou he has stupid reasons for being angry at me, i still accept his reasons.
jesse, forgive me, i do. i have been keeping my promise true, this will be the last time i will ever mention u. if u find out i dun keep it, hack my acc and delete everything, that i allow.
Labels: i cant make u feel guilty and i wont bother trying to
Hosanna in the Highest
4:31 AM
