Shineth on. Blessed STAR

Held,Natalie Grant

2008-11-09T03:34:00.000-08:00

i've got a very beautiful song to share with you guys:)

its Held, by Natalie Grant.. just embeded the song.. maybe you'd like to just take a short moment to listen to this song. i find it really beautiful...

Two months is too little.
They let him go.
They had no sudden healing.
To think that providence would
Take a child from his mother while she prays
Is appalling.

Who told us we'd be rescued?
What has changed and why should we be saved from nightmares?
We're asking why this happens
To us who have died to live?
It's unfair.

Chorus:
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

This hand is bitterness.
We want to taste it, let the hatred numb our sorrow.
The wise hands opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow.

chorus

If hope is born of suffering.
If this is only the beginning.
Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?

chorus

super old event... racial harmony

2008-11-09T03:14:00.001-08:00

this is my emaths teacher.

doesnt he look so much like Ah Wang? why must he go hang that thing around his neck.. look very dumb leh.. haha

rachel-.- and mr neo.. the newest couple in town

our english teacher..ex..lol

fine.. this wasnt taken on racial harmony but she's still wearing some sort of disguise-.-

2008-11-05T06:36:00.000-08:00

TOTALLY EXCITED MY MISSION TRIP FRIEND IN THAILAND IS GOING TO STAY IN SINGAPORE DURING 14-19 NOV TO PLAY.. AND I WOULD BE THEIR PERSONAL TOUR GUIDE!!!!!!
WOOTS...DREAM COME TRUE!!!!!

;O

i love my family. my church family..

2008-11-04T01:47:00.000-08:00

as i gaze into His glory, i know that my world would not all remain dim because thru this period of time,my familyin church has become sun rays shining all over my world.

:) i let God speak to me, i let Him be my all. and i wanna thank you guys for being there for me!!:)

my confidence disappeared over night.

2008-11-02T00:43:00.000-07:00

its a horrible day.. i feel sucky.. really upset.. wanna release my emotions but cant.. pple say once bitten twice shy.. and im totally shying back.. im useless. the life i lead has no fulfilled dreams ever. I JUST WANNA ACCOMPLISH MY DREAMS FOR GOD. why is it so tough.

and i just wanna be low profile for once.why is it so tough

im being totally honest.... and these qns are out to get me man

2008-10-19T08:32:00.000-07:00

01. What have you been doing recently?
hanging out with my family!!!(in Christ)

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
sometimes.. i promised ru ying i wont off my phone at night.. but sometimes i forget..

03. What happened at 10.00am today?it's not 10 yet. but i'll watch tv.
i was braising my teeth.. hahaha bracing la

04. When did you last cry?
sunday

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
hmm.. in a way

06. What do you want in your life right now?
i want.. hahah.. the special battery for my metronome... so i can trian and improve my drumming:) i need to train for the audition on sun!!!! ARRGH

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
neither.. i like walking in the rain.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my bolster:) hee..

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
this is one wierd qn...

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
i would save the nicest text in my special folders la.. inbox msgs are-not-impt.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
maybe.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
hmm.. no..

no.13. What was the last movie you caught?
hairspray...

14. What are you proud of?
being a christian ;o

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
my tuition teacher send de.. of coz super fit today haha.see you about 12

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
who am i

17.Do you have any nicknames?
stupid qn.. with a chinese name like mine how can i be that i dont!!!

18. What does your last received text message say?
very long... and i dun think i can say also.. hee

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
1am?

20. Are you currently happy?
not very.. im feeling flustered.. about the auds for sun.. im not prepared!!!!

21. Who gives you best advice?
God. for sure

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i've got no prob with that:)

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
sis gwen..in a way.. she used her mobile to msn chat with me:)

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
the auds...

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
they kiss again vid

26. Do you wear toe socks?
nope

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
i dunno.. i dun have caller id...

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yup

29. What annoys you most in a person?
fakeness

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
=.- yes

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
DUHHHH.....no

32. What is the colour of your room?
mainly blue.. although i wanted lime green

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
nope

34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?
yes.but when thre's nothing you can do.. you can only talk with sincerity.. this talk is worth at least a few more cents..

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me.who did YOU expect.. haha

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
sis jas

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
no.. i nvr kissed before okay

38. Do you have a life?
dumb qn yet again

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
no. i'm not THAT evil.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
i dun have a profile song

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
ahahahahaha.. dun wanna tell you:)

42. Last time you smiled?
dint keep track.. i think i smile all the time?

43. Have you changed this year?
yup.. for sure...

44. What are you listening right now?
nuts..

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
yup.. sara yang hui xian

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
!!!

47. Is there a quote you live by?
no...i dun think so..

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
yup

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
guitar.. drums.. double bass.. piano.. keyboard..

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
lots ba... i dunno...

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
playing pet society

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
err... no.=.=

53. What song best describe your love life?
err.. i dun really use songs to describe this now

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?which person?
hahahahahah THIS QN IS SO FUNNY.. RIGHT?!

55. Who always make you laugh?
eh.. brainless ppppppplle.. hahaha.. no la.. its the innocent pple and wait.. witty pple too.. yu fan and brendan respectively

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Chinese.tongues.. hoahaoeheee

57. Favourite website(s)?
my blog. and facebook

58. What's your middle name?
eunice?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
should be sch.. then CO.. then drum training

60. What do you think you are like?
warm.. bubbly.. as quoted.. haha

61. Who will you choose to die with?
no one ba...

62. Where have you been today?
mainly at home..

63. What game do you play often?
pet society

64. Who are you missing right now?
my church friends.. its gonna be another 5 days till i see them again:(

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
what if i want to have both? i take yu fan's ans.. haha.. but would be friend..i think. hohohohohohoo

66. What are you doing right now?
staring at this stupid qn.. haha

67. Which primary school are you from?
geylang methodist primary sch

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
lime green, black,white?

69. What emotion you like to show?
joy

70. What is your life to you?
a present from God

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
i will.. pray..

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
genesis

73. Who do you admire most?
eh.. hillsong.. click five.. lots.. haha

74. Which month are you born in?
february

75. How are you feeling right now?
tired of doing this.

76. What is the time now?
9.36pm

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
mindless.. crap.. hhahahahaha

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
brown

79. Why are you doing this test?
i dun really have anything to do.. lol..

80. What do you do when you're moody?
drum.. eat..

81. At which age you wish to get married?
at my fav no..

82. Who is more important to you?
cant really ans,.. but God is MOST impt

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
i will eat.. while calling to tell everyone Jesus loves them:) and i love them too

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
jesus..

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
sometimes.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
currently.. its to lose weight-.- of cos i got many side dreams too.. got one special dream too..

87. What is your goal for this year?
hmm.. lose weight

88.Do you believe in eternity love?

yup

89. What feeling do you love most?
being touched by Christ

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yeah.

91. What feeling do you hate most?
bewilderment..being flustered

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
of cos..

93. Do you believe in God?
yup

94. Who cares for you most?
jesus.. my family.. my church

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God..;o

96. What will you bring when you fight?
hmm.. not sure

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
alot.. to not have self-control..

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
depressed.. but only for a while.. cos i know God loves me:)

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
i would totally slap that guy.. okie.. no violence.. i would erm... walk away crying ba

100. How do you feel now?
listless.. waiting for my date to come online=.=

ONE OF THE few GREAT DAYS IN LIFE>> haha:) felt joy:)

2008-10-13T05:10:00.000-07:00

TEACHERS DAY

confettie galore.. haha.. everyone is trying to get confettie on each other-.-

hahahaha.. MDM SIM WANNABE.. it was really funny

THEN..

we went to Delphine's house after we ate this wAH so nice beach road prawn mee.. that i tot wasnt very fantastic.. haha

they were playing the piano=.= like who cant see rite

TENNISSS!!!!!! i won delphine.. like DUH.. haha

Yu fan's style of tennis is to hit the ball like way high and let it land like next to her feet-.- hahah

you see the ball on the grass below the flowers? her work.. in fact, she shoot like a FEW balls out of he court's preimeters l;or!!!! LAOMAO. hee

AHAHAHA.. KNOCK KNOCK>>GUESS WHO

MAHJONG/TABOO/SNACKING!!!! all fun man.. mahjong is nice.. i like-.- it runs in my blood.. my mom told me she played it very well in the past..OH BUT WAIT.. we are not gambling kay!! no money involved:)

NATIONAL DAY..

we searched high and low for a seat at seoul garden=.= the whole day was a joke.. from tanah merah to bugis to suntec to marina square=.= in the end we settled for Jack's place cos we were soooo famished

my extra order..:) hee

Yu fan and Crystal ordered this.. its very very yummy!!!! its like baked fried rice.. nicer than 18 chef..

our set meal came with bread/soup/drink and ICE CREAM.. i tot the strawberry tasted pretty nice:)

OMG I TELL YOU SOMETHING VERY FUNNY KAY.. besides her lousy chinese/love for looking in the mirror~combing hair, she TOTALLY NEEDS HER SPECS-.-

we all were tucking in to our ice creams.. but hers hasnt come!!! so she took out her specs and yu fan was like why you suddenly wear you specs?

and Cyrstal says:"i need (my specs) to find my ice cream"

*LAUGHTER RESONATES.. hahahahah

IN HONOUR OF BRO SAM.. haha

2008-10-13T05:00:00.000-07:00

this is Bro Sam.. haha

Asaph.. the chess master and Bro Sam

Bro Sam's blessing towards us.. hee:):) rachel was with us too!!

left in honour of brendan.. who normally (then/last time), would join us for lunch

COOL STUFFS

2008-10-11T08:11:00.001-07:00

you dun understand why i say this is cool? haha.. you'd be deemed smart if you do:)
this was taken at the National CO camp.. did i show you already?

took this real cool cab.. haha..

first buy the cheezecake from japan,then add the icing sugar they provide you.
Lastly,add rainbow sprinkles and almond flakes..and drink with the ever-fantastic milk:)
YUM!!!!! not.. cos the cake is not nice-.-

my best record ever.. haha..out of 40..-.=(like that the lamed face looks wierd.. haha. like the right eye got boxed)

this is way yummy!!

my many many colours:) althou i wouldnt mind having more:)

seaweed chips.. lol.. actually im posting so many pics about my japan trip cos i relise i forgot to post bout them

im dying to show the wonderful things i did with my cell and my group of friends!!!! tml i shall post like loads..!!!!:)

dreamin on.. but im workin hard too!!!

2008-10-09T01:57:00.001-07:00

exams end tml with emaths.. blogging cos i think my emaths study's got a steady progression.. so i take a break now:)

anw.. im really excited.. im an SP now.. it stands for SPIRITUAL PARENT..;o;o;o;o ha

i know i wont do well for my EOYs.. i dun even think i can get a single dollar from my mom..(cos my mom says for every a i got, she'll give me $100)haha.. i rmb sec1 got 1400,sec2got 500? then now got none.. haha.. steady decline!!!

but i wont give up.. its not the end.. next year, i shall be top 10 for 2.4 and top for my stream!!!!

and like the Olmypics advert:"dream on♪.. dream on♫.." but its not in the sacarstic tone la duh-.-

2008-09-29T03:39:00.000-07:00

a hawaiian themed cafe... i will nvr forget what happened today:) haha..

clean,polite,considerate..WOW..tanned..#$@%-like

:) haha...

YOU DUN UNDERSTAND RITE!!!

and i had a GREAT time strudying there..

INTRODUCING..(from japan)

2008-09-27T04:44:00.000-07:00

ANPANMAN aka 面包超人

my goodies from JAPAN.. LOADS OF BEARS... drum sticks.. bag.. cool chops..musical box..special seaweed(thats meant to grow but dint=.=)

for my friends.. shiroi kobita/postard/sweet bento/royce choc/guitar pick/files.

AINT I SWEET!!!

ON THEEEE STREETS..

2008-09-27T04:30:00.000-07:00

singapore flyer.. maybe without the construction, would be way nicer:)

i took this in a cab up to sch.. LikE TOTALLY COOL RIGHT>>???!!!

quite cute.. i went out with rachel to bugis and saw this:)

this too!!!:) rachel was totally delighted at it..

yoghurt fruiitie smoothie.. healthy and delicious..and its only 2+?:)

2008-09-21T03:39:00.000-07:00

haha.. omg.. im acutally loving this app on facebook.. its called pet society.. got very cute graphics.. lol

anws.. been doing great everyone.. thanks for my friends support like
SIS JAS
JIAN WEI
DELPHINE
YU FAN
RACHEL
CRYSTAL

;o HURRAY:)
MAY God cont to bless our church and sch.. and
must study hard for the exams kay? cos this is our basic reponsibility as a student:)
oooh and my mom gave me the offer for 1a 100bucks again.. maybe i can buy you guys a drink for every a you got more than me? haha

and CHUA TZY HARN dun forget our motivational kuishinbo treat:) only the best student can enjoy yummy food!!!! yipee

and MS SERENA CHOY better dun forget my japan souvenir... dots.. you miss school still go overseas-.-

yuyp.. i injured my leg yet again

2008-09-11T20:22:00.000-07:00

i guess i really am too fat.. keep injuring myself.. must push myself to the limit!!!

so i was jumping around.. as usual.. then as i jumped down, i suddenly lost balance and a loud crack!! again=.= and my right ankle is sprained.. as my ankle cracked... i was totally like:"shit!!!"

my brain works very fast right? lol.. its almost as if my mind wanted me to sprain it-.- wdv.. so im stuck at home.. but at loeast i get more time to study...

dunno if can attend that talk at Dover....

ANYWAY,DONT YOU GUYS MISS ME?!!!

NAtional CO CAmp.. okie.. i know this is really reallly late.. haha.. by like 3 months?

2008-09-05T04:31:00.000-07:00

my bass!!! lol.. the colour is quite nice rite

my conductor.. i was super raqndom when i took this pic. ... like half mins before going on stage, i just took out my cam and asked him to lao shi xiao yi ge.

my camp manager. he looks so stressed la.. TAKE A CHWILL PILL la.. haha

my good friends.. i think.. okay la.. not say very close

xiuqi.. she was very nice.. she came to support me..!!!:)

huixin.

this dude.. only opened up like towards the ending.. after i had to tease him so much. haha. he's vernon, from ACS(B).. christian too!!

weijie.. he's very open too.. funny big borther, and his skills are superb.

vivian, 4th from left is the one im really quite close to during the camp:)

from my mother.. apparently she dint quite know i would be performing. so she ran out to buy this, then missed the whole concert.. was quite bummed to know that.. but.. i forgive her la.

from xiuqi!!!!

my bass instructor.. HE says IM HIS ALL-TIME FAVOURITE STUDENT. aha.. like DUH..:)

2008-08-31T09:09:00.000-07:00

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSE

ENG HAN/BRENDAN

2008-08-31T08:24:00.000-07:00

went to Eng HAn's concert.. CHOIRRRR.. RI=.= at esplanade.. the tics are so ex.. $16

-.- cam-whored.. haha.. sister jasmin,me and jie hui

me and ENg HAn.. he came out real late.. then i was like so sianed..

overall, the concert was erm.. pretty boring.. Eng Han's solo was only 6 words as it turned out-.- and he was so excitred/nervous bout it=.= LOL..

took this at Planetshakers concert.. lol.. i forced them to take de.. lol..jesse has turned into a vampy.. got red eye.wayne looks so sian.. take pic with the QUEEN leh.. lol..

OMG.. is this brendan? (*gaspsss and places hand over mouth like bimbo)=.=
he was being erm.. proactive in the 060708 promotions.. lol.. trying to attract attention only la..LOL

so anws.. as i *promised brendan, i will post ugly brendan's pics.. lol..
tough luck for always saying you tagged at my blog but DINT.. lo.. then go tag at rachel's blog instead huh.. this kind of zhong se qing you buddy.. tsk tsk.

why cant the world love God.this wish has been pressing me more and more

2008-08-28T02:11:00.000-07:00

today, im really upset.by a friend. wrong by someone whom God has used to test my faith. althou i have hung onto God, this girl has strayed from our friendship. JUST HOW CAN YOU SAY SUCH THINGS AT ALL.

reborn,married.. wdv... haha

2008-08-22T05:08:00.000-07:00

hi everyone!! im now officially GRace Eunice Choong.. lol. yea.. GRACE is my baptism name.

And it doesnt mean that being called Grace, means i have to be gentle okay!!!!

im called grace in hope that grace may fill me, outflow me to fill the hearts of those around me(like helping to extend the kingdom..) you understand?grace is a salvation of love.

and i also named myself grace to offer my life as a thanksgiving.:) hee

well. okie. anws, i was excited on my baptism.. lol. esp when the pastor said its like our rebirth, so we can make a birthday wish.. SO COOL rite. so my wish was that i would make God smile in all that i do lor. haha. i know its not exactly becoming like that, but at least mmy heart is really open, and im aware when God is not smiling lor.. dots.. okie.. i go play games liao.

CYA!!

天地传说之鱼美人

2008-08-14T02:22:00.000-07:00

im so happy.. the show that i've been dreaming about since 7.. I'VE FOUND OUT THE TITLE!!! lol
天地传说之鱼美人
its the first love story i ever understood.. and been brought to tears by.. lol.:):) i've been lookin for it like nearly all my life.. now i must get my hands on its dvd.. lol.. and watch and watch over and over again..
also wanna get they kiss again dvd la...and carpet for drums.. and must crash ikea food. ahahaha.

HEART

2008-08-09T05:16:00.001-07:00

viewer's discretion: do not view immediately after meal

the pig's heart

mrs lim..

LOOK!

JUST LOOK AT THEIR FACES.LOL

he vids them.. facist

hee... mrs lim cam-whoring

isnt this pic denoting their sickness haha

mourning for the poor pig's heart

you can stick yor finger in here and find it coming out from elsewhwere!!!!

quite cool design.. lol

stabbing.. me @ stabbing.. BEWARE

they said i looked sooo happy.. lol=.=

BUT PHILIPS THE SICKO.. he mashed up the heart and goes on a around-the-world-tour..

Parents day.. okie fine.. it was in june. heeeee

2008-08-09T04:37:00.000-07:00

wanna intro a few pple.. lol

pic taken in 1st round of rehearsal.. these kiddies are the discoveryland children anw.. lol

2nd round, notice especially that cutie pie in green..

3rd round getting tired... haha

4th round.. everyone heck cares... lol.. cos their number very energetic.. need to jump also. hahah

bumming after the whole thing.. HE IS ABSOLUTELY CUTE MAN...... GOODDDDDDNNNNEEESS.. lol=.= baby-crazy.. but only to this one..

this is my best friend. dots. they were supposed to wear bright colours, and he thinks this shirt is very colourful, the most colourful shirt he has.. yup.. he only has black, brown shirts ahaha. no lifer you RI

actual day:)

this nice and cool shirt def is not his la..its bro kah fei's.. lol.. makes him look totally different rite?! looks smart for once. hee

we just felt like taking a pic..

sis gwen and half of sis serena. haha.. everyone is ordering double cups of lemon tea.. i dint btw.. lol. i only order one cup.. then the adlt leaders began drowing their throats, sucking the straws.. lol.. like months dint drink water liao

060708

2008-07-25T05:35:00.000-07:00

okie. i know this is really late.. lol.. but I STIL WANNA POST LEH

lol.

my 2nd fav vid.. lol..but anws, so cool rite?! got te sms voting thing de:)

my fav vid man!!! it won.. super funny. esp the green tea part. haha. maybe cos me and bren both like green tea so we found it esp funny!! haha

http://www.trinity.net/ignyte/combined/060708/vidcomp.html

brendon has a fetish over stuffing/wrapping stuff onto his hand. but anw, thats our freebie of the event.lol.wrist band:)

okie. brendan is gay. lol.

BRO SAMUEL's BDAE!!!lol. it was great celebratin and giving him the gift. but brendan was absolutely lousy at writing msgs on cards man. LOL. he copy wat i wrote la. but i dint know we love bro sam so much haha

brendan's ex-SP.. Chris Yip...who currently has charmed many girls into being his gf with his cheery gayness.no wonder brendan is so horrible.. cos his SP is no better haha.

his family migrated to hong kong. so he came back only for hols.. and 060708.

BOYS-- stabbing knives=.= lol

maybe you dunno. the pasta in HANS is super fanteastic, addictive.. BUT EX la.. (rachel knows)lol. so thats why dear eng han here is eating/wolfing down leftovers from kevin gunawan.lol

pastor gary,youth pastor of adam side playing for trinity:)lol

gues who's no. 36.!!! hahahaha

mark. baby mark. chris' friend. CUTE

besides being cheery, he's also very well-mannered, and gentlemanly. makes a great fren eh!!he treated me to drinks.. while bend DINT la.. althou to bren, MONEY IS NOT A PROB.LOL

36;o

hmm.. i wonder why all marks are fantastic. lol.

MARK=An object/Large hammer, (it relates to the planet, Mars.)(Latin) - Acts 12:12 - polite; shining

at least my com is real speedy. and the programming is in a cooler colour

2008-07-18T03:33:00.000-07:00

fantastic.. my pics from japan are all erased.. cos my com reboot... but well, at least now im saved the trouble of organising my numerous pics.. hee. and the best of the trip truly is shown in my blog..

i'll just keep everything in my heart!!!:)

was caught in a dilemma a couple days back.. bout the beijing trip..:

PROS: life-changing trip, i'll get to experience so many stuffs..

CONS:will miss other life-changing events(eg.youth camp,mission trip,christmas), i'll get to miss out on experiences on other stuffs.LOL

dots.. but i'll leave it in God's hands..

okie.. i got to reload itunes,my handphone software thing.. etc etc.

my sis just totally gagged me with her perfume.. dots. once she sprays, the whole house is fumigated.zhen shou bu liao..lol..im not kidding thou..

anws, the latest update is my baptism is on 17th AUGUST!!!@ trinity, Paya Lebar. come on down it'll be cool..i hope they'll still have band for worship and stuff!!! cos our band rocks.. they are absolutely radical..lol

okie.. im missing my KFC which i haven been eating for 1month?!!!! dots.. staring at their website for new offers...hee. well, but at least im glad i'll be eating their new offer on mon with amanda and HUiwen!!!

yippee for life...:))

i taught 21 pple bridge thus far;o

2008-06-18T05:59:00.000-07:00

hi everybody.. been reaLLY bushed.. i have the training till 6pm everyday.. then reach home near 8? yea.. i seriously dun care bout homework le.. can finish how much is how much.. fullstop..

can i post my japan pics like at a later date.. im only done with half of the loading. lol:):)

anws, the National CO music Camp is pretty fun... when im practicing.. but i alr mastered all the hard parts.. so now getting boring.. cos got no more challenge.haha/.

my bass instructor keep making me blushsaying that im his favourite student repeatedly.lol..so wat la.. then keep saying want to take pic with me.. but other than that he's a very good bassist. like duh. super rich, and super cool. lol

anws, concert is on fri!! i think its gonna be reall cool!!also cos im wearing PANTS and hwee tze4's coming to support me.. and so is xiuqi!!lol

anw, i love trinity. lol.. every buzz friend.. yes.even wierdo brendan(who cant stop antagonizing me..but i love to make him pissed too lol)... althou i have to admit..christopher made me pretty upset on sun.. after our section outing where i got sunburnt boy!!

THE MUST SEE(s) OF THE TRIP

2008-06-11T23:09:00.000-07:00

our flight got delayed by 4hours. WTH. EVERYONE DUN TAKE NORHWEST AIRLINE!!!!

took it for .... ahahah brendan

first bear of the trip.. i bought another 8 reALLY cool ones?;ohaha. anws, we had green tea frappe.its nice!

the flight haD THIS screen where we can see where we're heading.lol

i dunno why he looks so not handsome in this pic. but he wAS in real-life mouth-droppin(my mom even choked when she saw him haha).. this is my first time i ask to take pics with a handsome guy.. it shall be my last.. i was super embarassed.. could see me blushing big time rite? he somemore at first say dun want then later walk back and say he want to take pics with me. WTH! lol

this is a yukata.. we wear this to onsens..

haha.. same expression. went to strawberry farm!! nursery no.5 is where we had all that juicy and super sweet strawbs. lol.. my shortform for strawberry=strawbs. but surprisingly, the small ones are the super nice ones!!

my super cute tour guide and super funny too.. really really liked his infectious smile. haha. he brought us around to nakajima island where there is this super cool forest!!!!;o;o

we watched this ninja show!!!!and during the geisha show i met a korean friend!!she says im super cute. haha. im too cute for pple not to want to brefrend me hahah. anw, she's a christian too, and in order for us to understand each other better,she's specially taking english lessons you know?!!! so nice rite? she's a math teaCHer and has a 6yr-old son..;o;oshe also is super anticipating that i visit her house!! lol

this is one of the super few cherry blossoms..lol. also taken in the edo-period village.. lol.. also in that village, there is this super cool slanted game house thats full of tricks!!lol.. and we played with lots of dandelions!!!!! wondering who the we are?? lol

this 3 are the WE.lol..i was their playmate the whole trip.. and they wont let me off.. even when i wanna sleep they'll want me to play haha.they are super cute rite?

this is how the japanese take baths.. in onsens(hot springs)=naked-.-

saw this taiwanese tour guide on the street.. so cuckoo.. lol

this is wat the olden japs in the ainu village think of beauties.. girls have to be like that to be considered beautiful.. and thats not a moustache you're seeing.. its tatto.. they burn the skin then paint on it.. the same goes to the hand.. so painful rite?!!

my mom's colleague, uncle sam and auntie keiko brought us to have the nicest meal in MY LIFE and the nicest ice-cream.. honeslty.. next day then show you the meal.. haha.. in the pics la..

they also brought us to tokyo tower and imperial gardens.. and cosplay town..lol

wat'd you get if you put a J in front lol

met this cool teacher i think.. ya.. another teacher lol.. she's from colarado!! and is a christian too!!! lol.. oh man.. just noticed this coincidence.

this super cute guide althou had pretty bad eng, he's super funny too.. and he taught me how to fold those samurai helmet and mt.fuji!!!lol;o;o he brought us around mt. fuji and hakone

shrimp burger.. something we dun have in singapore macs.. lol.. its real nice.. with real prawns.. and very erm yummy/savoury:)and its crispy on the outside, moist and juicy on the inside of the shrimp patty;olol

decorated this musical box on my own.. from the scratch.. very pretty rite.. costs my $71 sing.. when you guys visit my house can see all the spoils of my trip..lol.. and MY SUPER COOL DRUMS.haha;o;o;o;o

absolutely addicted to this..super super nice......its so simple but so addictive.. man..

BEFORE I LEAVE4...FINALE!!!

2008-05-29T22:05:00.000-07:00

Went with Eng Han to 18chefs.. my first time there.the rice alot.. i couldnt finish like3 quarts of it..and gave to eng han

this is eng han. he's doing the GEL.lol. i sneakily took pic of him.

spotted this at the cafe!!lol...

IN these 2 pics, We are playing:"Are You Smarter Than An Adult-Leader"(which is sort of a parody to Are you Smarter Than a 5th Grader) haha
this was taken like erm 27/4/08. as you can see, BrendOn is ans the qns and guess wat he picked?
p5 Maths. and he was picked cos the person to go up is supposed to be vertically challenged..(which means the shortest.)HAHA
(took this pic on the way to the concert)
i had a super strong feeling BS would wear this shirt to the concert, so i told Eng Han he'd wear this shirt.. lol. BS was pretty annoyed bout my so-accurate guess and he wore this very nice shirt the next day. haha. cos i say he never wash. and only got this shirt as a joke. hahahahaha

me and BS did the smiley at the concert

i edited it!!! hee

dunno wat brendOn trying to do.. he was trying to fit all the light sticks into the ring at his arm
-.- lol.

BEFORE I LEAVE3..ytd's outing!!

2008-05-29T21:28:00.000-07:00

went out with hui wen ytd! lol but quite sian. cos she dun wanna play aracade. lol. but my daytona got new lap record again!! my target is 17.8secs flat, beating gerald's 17.9secs. haha

took these pics from the train. aint it lovely. i love the sky:) haha.

cheesy fries.. we were. or rather, i was so stuffed from finishing one portion of carbo(curry cheese baked rice) that i almost puked. while hui wen just kep eating and eating like it was sooo easy and fun-.-zz. lol. SHE's got a monster appetitite

BEFORE I LEAVE2... random stuffies

2008-05-29T20:11:00.000-07:00

Qi Jing--> ever too slow to turn from the camera!!

from chun kit. lol. he has finally stopped being retarded and started being nice.jkjk.

Who's she looking at..?!??

no wonder hui wen was smiling.. SO BLISSFULLY.haha

Ting Xuan.. wearing a skirt. lol. she's actually the one who influenced me not to wear skirts all these years. haha. so FUNNAYE.

took this at choir concert. lol. very old le

if you rotate this like erm 90deg? you can see 3 birdies perching on the window. lol. i nvr see 3 together on the window before ma. so took a pic of it lor.ha

BEFORE I LEAVE1......ha

2008-05-29T19:49:00.001-07:00

BOTANIC GARDENS-->GEMS

hah took this before we left for botanic.

can you believe it.. the so-stingy-tzy-harn who values 50c so much he'd quarrel for it-.-

he shared all these. haha.1st time he shares. SERIOUS

JIAN give de. lolRARE. cos im not hui wen ma!!

our guide was late.. so we had to seat on the floor..pathetic la.waited for quite some time..

GUESS IS THIS A BEAR OR A DOG?!!!

its a dog la.. lol. he looks like he's sticking out his tongue and making a FUNNYAE face. cos he loves taking pics with me!!! ha., quite comedic

FLOWERS.....

anthea is a naughty girl la. she stuck this erm. papyrus reed? into ms Khoo's bag. haa

YUP. We Are From Dunman High-.- lol

zzz. ya becoming girly. but i wont lose my (COOL) EDGES!!!!!

2008-05-25T22:58:00.000-07:00

god showed me a glimpse of the pple in myanmar crying out/dying. my heart snapped then. i was so upset. and mad that i cant do much!! and my country would rather help china when the death toll is so much higher in myanmar where support given is soooo limited.

ZZZ.. i spent so much tyime doing the heymath assignment and only got 8/30 marks-.-
lol. and after checking my schedule, i realised that i only have 4 days to complete all assignments-.- DANG-ER!!!!!!!!!! lol. im quite unnerved actually.. who wouldnt be? im gonna do my work in ten mins time:)sheesh.. and down with flu-.- ZZZ

anws, im glad but guilty bout blowing so much $$ on a jacket.. sheesh. i mean i usual;ly only blow money on food and electronics .. NOT CLOTHES!! dang.. im feeling wierd. i hope this transition wouldnt mean me becoming a mindless bimbo!!!!i mean.. Eunice/Rocket22293 does not equate to bimbo right?!

anws, i had another breakthrough in faith.and was so overwhelemed by it. JESUS CHRIST is born in me. let me catch on to his fullness. perhaps its him working in me that i was feeling pretty wierd..erratic..overwhelemed..?:) not sure or maybe its just MMS..lol.

anws, ytd's singapore symphony choir audition was pretty fun.lol.got a nice guy who helped me in and stuff. ya. made 2 blunders? but its okie la.. hope i can get into concert choir.. save time(cos if not get into training choir still got 6months of training la..)but it doesnt matter if im left with nothing. becos my god has satisfied me,filling me up.:)

hillsong's abit boring.. lol. no comments on why.. but Eng Han, being a RI boy, has a dramatically-ironic intelligence level-->0
we went to 18 chefs.. and i wrote my name!!!! haha. you go find.. its on top of one of the pics in red!!:)

DRUMS ARE SO FUN. me and my drum instructor, augustine PLAYED AGAINST SONGS, RACED ON DRUMS,TRIED OUT FILL-INS!!!! so happie!:) serious. i actually lost myself,having so much fun ytd:)

btw.. brendOn.. you're too wierd!!!hot-and-cold-hot-and-cold.
ha and i seriously dun think you can win me for tip-toeing..haha
and the most amzing thing i witnessed bout you this weekend is you stretching your height without tiptoeing. that was erm uncanny.

to my dearest GERALD!!! and FIFI too. duh-.-;0;0;0

2008-05-18T06:00:00.000-07:00

lol. a special post to gerald and fidelia:

heys i grabbed these pics from fid's facebook lol. (gerald is in the middle and fid is the one on the most left) lol ,eh fid you got a huge mouth from this pic!!! haha

he got sabo-ed to dress as a girl for their faculty's graduation ite. lol. soooo Sad.. make me cry.. but its from laughing. lol. who cares if he dresses up wierdly by force. hee

CLOSEUP!!!!

this is a more normal gerald lol... he's just a natural whacko la

it says ASARI MISO SOUP...airflown JApanese miso... lol. serious man airflown-.- lol

we went out on thurs la.. then talked and talked and talked. it was fantastic.. its one of the reason why i couldnt wake up on fri la.. talked too much together. :)
i mean i of cos will miss you 2 after like not meeting for goodness! 3months-.-:( lol. but im glad we are all growing in God's love.. erm maybe gerald still has his own differences about god la. but nvm im sure you'll roughen them out:) hAH.
and this is the 1st time i seem to have like as many similarities with fid as i have gerald la.. lol. cos from the beginning i only notice that me and gerald both whacko are funny and playful while you very strict type but from that meal onwards like hmm. i like you as much as gerald liao haha:) HONOURED ba!!!! i give you my special smiley ;0

anws on thurs, i wanted to order the lobster thingy since you said i could order anything you like and that you just got your pay? but i, as your mei will help you save money la. lol. so like that can go out more often and enjoy multiple treats instead of once.. and one shot spend so much of your money i also will bu hao yi si one OKAY. lol.:)

thanks for the treat and the soup anws.lol.

always will love you 2!!!!!!!! truly.im glad we have been frens all these while. and lets cont to be obedient disciples of God. YA>?!

2008-05-18T05:08:00.000-07:00

prophetic prayer:God has lifted me up,walk in His promises,go out boldly i could rmb clearly wat that indian elder sister in christ spoke to me.it fits: great strengthening of my faith,his will of asking me to spread his word,his revealing of my life(promises)
HALLELUJAH TO MY GOD>OUR GOD

heys im getting t0 love drum lessons more and more. just extended my lesson duration and is learning fill-ins which is pretty much free and easy. lol.. im also playing with songs now:):) SOO HAPPY. lol and my instructor now have more time to chat with me.. about our faith, music etc etc. its great!

and today has been pretty amazing. went to the tour agency for briefing after church. found out that there were gonna be 33 pple.. dots.. sian so many pple. hard to get 2 seats by myself now. HAHA. cos i dun like sharing.. its just wierd. even with my mom. cos we are both fat ma.. LOL. i need space.:):) and there is gonna be a mix of nosiy children.. super hokkien uncles and big families-.- who have been blessed enough to tour together.. but they super chinese. i wonder how they have amassed THAT wealth. lol. dots.. abit skeptical today.. need to change:)wonder if there are any teens.. IWANTTOMAKENEWFRIENDS. dots. i cos i like learning bout diff perspectives of life from diff pple.:)

anws today, i dunno wats up with BrendOn but he's erm extremely nice to me. lol. like NICE.-.- but i feel more annoyed than erm happy cos i got this feeling he was nice becos he could only be nice to me today. on other days, when Genesis IS there, he would be well dissing me-.- SO 'PRACTICAL' la, haha

Mrs !$^#@&*(#^ -in-action.. gorging herself-.-

(ate it on last sun with rachel!)
HAPPYLICIOUS SUNDAE.. with choc fudge,strawberry cheesecake,CoOkiE DouGH!!!

beloved mr ben and jerry and their first shop haha. took from the table. its pretty cool huh.

fruit sago ice. its not bad... esp the green ball things that look like longan but taste absolutely delicious. its apple favour:) lol have no idea wat it is anw. but i loved it. also with extra milk. MILK!!!
;0(my special smiley for absolutely the best;0 lol)

snaps of some v. lame pple. LOL. and i joined them rite? for one or 2 matches.. lost la.. so long nvr play this le. still rmb i dominated this game in sec 1 haha
the hand in the first pic in the middle is clemont. i really wonder wat he was doing there with his hand la.. its SOO EXTRA-.-
also in the 1st pic, jian wei seems to be soo losing to harn. which is like gross rite? you're wrong la! its a SMART tactic he uses to psche his opponents. he won in the end:)

won this from kelly. we were playing the MrKevin's word game and the first to reach ten points win. i won with 10:8 la.. so shocking.. i actually even lost 8. lol i was winning with 5:0 at first. then clemont helped her-.-SEE LA> HE"S NVR NICE TO ME.. lol. actually need to correct this abit cos this comment has forced him to be abit nicer-.- althou he still shuns me 'jokingly' which is pretty much IDIOTIC. HEAR THAT?haha. i honestly dun like your joking. it only works on dumb bimbos you're flirting with-.- really..

WON this from my tennis coach. haha. feel so happy and i think god has really helped me to improve. truly. i now produce shots that well shock my classmates and even myself-.- lol. and the mindchamps technique i've been using truly works man!;0

try out Jojo Fashion Show(game) lol.. its mixing and matching of clothes to suit themes to gain points, quite fun haha.been playing for hours straight. its not bad. almost finishing game le.;0

i broke the alabaster jar. today.

2008-05-11T02:29:00.000-07:00

hi everyone:):) im gonna get baptise soon and i hope you'll make time for this special day. havent know the date yet but should be in a month's time:)

anws, i went to lunch with mom, rachel and sis. and we checked out the crumpler bags. i dint really expect it that my mom would want to buy it for me but she said if i got top 3 she'd get me any crumpler i desire-.- would prob get a limited edition's thats green:) lol the current limited edition and green one is okay la.. not bad colour but the shape is Horrible. and what kind of RUBBISH name does it have la.. RELIABLE GORDO?!!!lol

made a couple of important decisions for god anws..
and i found out how incompatible BrendOn is as a fren i tot he'd be diff from wat you guys said and we'd make great buddies. well. but i gues not:) yea.

anws leaving everything to God. cos im loving every min he's shaping my life. and teachiong me how to do exams:) lol. yea no kidding

we had EXTRAVAGANT Worship today. it was fantastic. real glad he helped me to stop thinking bout BS and to worship from my heart. fantastic. you guys should come!!! lol. next time hope is not exam period then you can come!! okie. im gonna play games now. its called Cooking academy. haha quite psyched to it

AND one last thing, i WON MY TENNIS COACH 2points and its gonna be fantastic next week when he buys me a can drink;o aiya you wont understand my joy unless you're a sport person de la.

and actually quite disappointed with Yam and old frens who die out just cos we haven been meeting or that you have new fren commitments.......

Erratic Emotions

2008-04-25T07:42:00.000-07:00

dear blogger,

emotions are running high. exams are pressing near. my faith is being challenged wat can i say.

aFTER reading the bible, i have just managed to gain a foothold in my faith. but pretty much barely. the Lord who always heals me immediately during my prayers left me hanging for more than a week with my flu. its horrible. tired. upset and angry with god.. dots. but anws.. i have made a deal with god..:) yup. i hope he'll help me to fufil it.

anws, i dunno why i so mind about B aND JW 感觉上，他们好像抛弃了我和他们的感情，换成他们俩独自开始了一段新的友谊。but is without me..get it.. lolyup. i feel a bit jealous then a bit mad.. a bit like regret cos im not living in their area or know LAN.. -.- DANG..aiya. cos like currently, they plus harn are the buds i care most ma. and i really want to be super buds with them de.. now 2 will not have time for me le..-.- then HW and YZ like keep talking bout their church guys like!!!!!-.- so wat la......bleagh

tml's oral.. my throat still hurts. God... sighs..

and cant go student camp:(:( cos got japan trip which also made me miss click five's concert.. dang......

But CONTENDER is really cool go watch it.. thurs 11pm!!! IMAGINE okay dunnid to imagine. it has happened. but A REALITY SHOW BY MARK BURNETT IN SINGAPORE!!! as a fan of survivor, i wont miss it la. lol

but thank lord my baptism is after MYE.. then my frens can go witness it i really hope they can come to witness my declaration of being a christian and to come know my god

2008-04-20T07:35:00.000-07:00

anws, i hope you guys will pray for me cos i've crumbled under flu/cold.. cos been staying up real late like 2-3 for the past 2 days to mug for tests.. yup.. so pray that i may get well

and im pretty excited in wat the future holds for me cos there's the National CO music Camp, SSchoir Auditions, Japan Trip, MYE, Water Baptism etc etc. yup:) So should be a fantastic 1st sem.

anws my drums lessons today were quite cool.. had a lot of time alone to pract the ROCK BEAT.. which is the most simple beat.. gotta pract pract and pract..:) that all i have to say haha.. i cant really coordinate well.....

So, gtg. and GIP, i trust you:) really. i'll also try to stop liking you now.. yup. so we can fulfil our commitment to truly dedicate our lives to God in our youth together..

2008-04-20T07:33:00.000-07:00

hi everyone.. yea.. i dint post for sometime.. cos like got nothing much to say.. but i have a few pics of how bad an artist AH teachers are.. so here goes:

ranking no1! lol.. guess wat he meant for it to be?!
ANS: A KNIFE-.- =.= !

Mr Kevin's a bit better.. lol.. circus:) but the totem(cross like thing on the left) is erm..quite bad.lol

The Finer artist.. lol.. atleast this leaf is not bad. ;0

MY birthday cake.. and shared it with the other january-april babies. his cake is good btw:)

Li lao shi treated us to Godiva choc? okie. erm maybe is rolls royce.. cant rmb.. not bad.. its got a tinge of bitterness. but i like it if its more bitter.. cos more cocoa:) same as li lao shi

haha. guess who's head this is.. you guys should be able to guess it.. its the head who got 'washed' too.. lol.. shown in prev post. this GIRL like doe4snt know there's grass on her hair. hehe

Was late for sch on fri.. but thank God cai su jun lao shi and mrs lim accepted my pics.. cos there really was a jam.plus i stayed quite far..quite happy.althou the security guard uncle saw me then quite embarrassing. hee

Guess who he is.. he seriously dint change much.. still chubby-looking. haha:)

My cell group.. fuel. sub-division.lol.:)
From 2nd-row left then 1st row left:
Kevin(robot), brother yong heng, ME, brendOn, Danny boy
Eng Han(stiff-en) haha he looks like a little boy or something, Inez, Sis JAS!!, JUnying:)
this was taken during the cell outing! yippee. then the frames were from my phone:)

This is a moth.. saw it one day on my way home.. took this at the void deck.. man.. the size is huge.. like its some kind of mutant la..LOL

lastly, the JERK.. lol.. thanks man. for treating me like this..-.-

please have faith in my moral backbone. please trust our friendship.

2008-04-13T04:21:00.000-07:00

i felt i needed to say this.

I SHALL choose to remain firm in my walk with God. For i believe he has a higher calling for me. i will not worry about the persecution i'll be faCING as i have God-given strength.

lastly, for those who knows and stayed true to them. i thank you for your support. but if you dun mind and if the persecutors dun mind, i hope to be able to still love those who have sinned.yup.

and seniors, for those who care, come and visit me. for this will turn into joy and keep me going on:)

thanks tzy harn,sis jas,odelia and PEI FANG. hee

2008-03-27T06:38:00.000-07:00

oh yea. went to GIP's concert on sun.sat with his beautiful mom lor and real fun sister:) ..
was fantastic.. GERALD was LOVELY> he rocked la.. he's the man man.. the greatest sec sch bassist i ever know:) dots.. here's his pic

jkjk

there!
lol anws. i was kept euphoric until that disgusting gary wanted to spread his despo-ness around. make me pissed at GIP so long nia..=.= arrgh
love 菊花台 man. cant stop listening to it on the way to sch :)

i thank god for letting me re-appreciate the joy of enjoying the simple joys of life to fill up love tank.. thou it was a very painful lesson

2008-03-27T02:28:00.000-07:00

dots.. when my pool is good, my table soccer is shit. when my table soccer is better, my pool sucketh. WHY=.=

dots. may we be magnanimous, be kind, be gentle, be loving, be humble, be forgiving,be friendly, be loyal, be accepting, be compassionate, be self-controlling so we may all be be joyous whether for some,its in the name of the lord or not..

dots today was one of the worst..

in the week, i got to know bernard, jeremy(jammie), lowe(all over again:)),
and i also got know melody, jeremy,nicholas,,sophia,jun yang in other times.

hallelujah.

2008-03-25T02:47:00.000-07:00

went to hui wen's church's one fine day.. aka family day

yep only the 2 of them HW say if you can catch me, we stead. lol. then Jian rush to catch her.

jkjk;)

i then rushed home to bath then go my church. dots. my church's fren the guest.. her bdae so we decided to make her feel touched and want to come baCK AGAIN by celebrating one a cake

no candles.. SO I SUGGESTED TO PUT THOSE :)lol

man GUESS WHO. quite short.. lol.

the moon:)

my really really cool bass fren. he kept looking at my camera during the performance lol. but break he dun care.. jkjk(purely rubbish lol) althou i really admired his skills that nite!

a worm that was originally on my shirt. lol.so i pinched it off me:)

the worm likes BEN AND JERRY's too:)

oh no. i crushed it by mistake!!

jkjk:) =.- lol

TAKE CARE HOR. thats all you said then went dota le.. okie fine, after a long chat haha

2008-03-17T06:31:00.000-07:00

OKIE>> part 2 of my life.. lol.. eh..okie..

mostly bout my tragic mishaps.. lol we were at ECP again.. but this time it was me, and my buzz group from church.. playing a great game of touch rugby.. naturally, the star player.. I.. got injured. due to over-aggressiveness.lolsomehow.. due to my sprinting regiments of exercise.. my feet have this tendency to lift up.. which hit DANNY boy's leg.. and cracked like.. fireworks did..

lol..it was so loud.. then i tot its okay.. cos i crack my toes all the time.. but its not okay lor.. so i crack it back in place.. OUCH!but its still not okay so i timed-out.. lol. CMI..:( so i rested so my feet can heal in time for tennis. but STILL CMI. you know why? cos my feet was dead.. at least 10% of it.. no kidding all that blood clot and my whole toe... gosh.. pain!!!

(brendOn,you nvr see my injury rite? cos i covered it up so well..)no la. i tot it was okay. cos i had bangs over being a rough.. and fat gal.so i dint show that its pain..all over my face.

lolanws.. my pics.. to prove i wasnt kiddin

this was like erm.. 4hours after the BIG BANG?! lol. see the clot.. and maybe you cant see but the sides of my second toe from the left was black..

THE MYRIAD OF CLOURS I SAW: white, green,blue, black in the next nite after i took off the bandage

lol eh and i relised how fat my feet was.. i always tot its the most skinny part le lor.. so i was amazed at the meatiness of it. haha. tot it was swelling. but guess what, my right feet was erm. same? lol

BUT.. this is Extremely fat cos its swelled up too okay?

after the bandage.. lol. this morn i went to massage again.. the more experienced father rubbed this time and he totally heck cared if i told him its really pain.. lol. the son was real nice la.. will decrease pressure when i said its pain..

but the father once he lifted his hands off my feet, i could feel like a rush of blood flowing to my feet from my thighs.. to knees.. it was wierd. lol. but means its good. the dead blood clot should be being washed off by fresh blood bit by bit le ba.. lol

anws. i had a great time at the outing.. not due to BrendOn.. okie fine. maybe cos teasing him was part of it.

but i got to know:

Eng Han.Eness.Brother Yong Heng.Christopher.Danny.BRENDoN(ooh. pink to match an evil you).

BETTER;0

anws.. i dint go sch today.. and got colour of braces err.. near brendOn's colour.. lol.

reply to tags:

BrendOn: you may go home go home. and what does this mean la..

YOU YU FAN: erm. yea lol.. okie. she's a tai-tai to be la. haha

ZHi Qing.. you guys must be real lame lor.. that stupid finger sign thingy also want to mimic. LOL

2008-03-17T05:56:00.000-07:00

the cutest guy.. lol.. if he turned around, you'd see this fat gay..(so bad.lol) okie fine, fat and chubby dude.. lol. in erm girly pants and pink puma jacked hoodie.. soo like err. blue riding hood. damn cute. but dint manage to get it on film..lol

WTH.. brendOn. i spent like ten mins to fig out wat you wanted to say-.- err.. go die. arrgh. actually, genesis came here before.. but he dint want to tag lor. but what does your tag: go home mean lor..

anws.. some EYE candy pics from MY life for you to snack on. haha

I WAS ABSOLUTELY ELATED TO HAVE BEEN ABLE TO CREATE THIS AMAZING SCORE WITH MY BEST BUDS AND ONE EX-BUD..lol

THERE WE HAVE IT>>two ghostly-heads-aka-best-buds. and the one in white with like a totally fat tummy -- the ex.. hah

THE JERK.

AHAH> the definition of a JERK.ha

MY bear.. v.long nvr publicise le..

anws.. we were drenched during the day of our class outing. esp me and the jerk.. lol. some DAMN car splashed us.. walao.. i totally scremaed went the car created a waterfall that ended on my pants!!!!!!

my ipod went dead on me for like hours before it woke up.. lol. my phone still under repair. oh ya.. forgot to collect it today lol. b ut if it cant make it.. i prepared to take $500 to buy a new phone and something else ;):)

2008-03-14T05:04:00.000-07:00

hi everybody.. yea the lastest news are in.. i spoilt my phone.. then the contacts in it are lost. if guys are really nice(hee), do send me an sms and state your name.. cos yea.. pretty bummed out by it.. i want my contacts back at least

thank goodness the pics in it arent that impt.. except for the Jian Wei hoodie pic hee. haha. that image shall be in my heart. for me to laugh forever. hahahahaha

2008-03-10T06:03:00.000-07:00

OH MAN> i accidentally deleted all those pics taken during hungry.. which inc. our sandwich, my group memebers.. these are the few that i preloaded. but 80% all GONE!! *cries

THE 20% left:

wow yo yo yo.. check us out man. lol. bhb
Zhi Qing came.. she totally pigged out on the sandwich we made okay???!!!! lol

erm, michelle, our AHS-ian senior

WHOA.. us again.

GUESS WHO.. haha. took this in Jean Yip.. so VAin(*hint)

dun think is very kiddy-looking but i guess you guys may be right.,. the more i look at him the more he doesnt seem to be soo shuai.. hahaha. and he seemed short on sun all of a suden.

ARRGH and i lost brendon SOng's pic.. lol. eh, his ears quite big lor.. actually seemed VERY big to me hah

and sara yang's pic too. but its real easy to trick her into taking a pic;)

random and old pics.. lol

2008-03-07T05:56:00.001-08:00

this was in january ba? yannis is the anonymous la.. as tipped off by pei ling haha:)

told you this post is bout old and random pics le. i just dint want to waste this pic. cos i think i look nice in this pic,. hahah:)

the time CO room flooded. haha. eh but who is responsible for this twisties here ah? not me la.. im very SERIOUS during CO de okay?

the HOLE.. lol

im kinda like right below it.. Thank You Lord for the showers of blessings=.= lol.. haha no lor.. its soo wet and cold. im under the aircon too can?? lol

2008-03-07T04:17:00.000-08:00

walao.. soo disappointed. 4/5 gfs? GIP>you flirt like beetr**t can?!!!! walao.

anws, im keeping my emotions. period. dun ask me stupid things unless i prompt you to. haha
went out with qi jing today. blew all my money except for my faith promise of the week- 11.25.. lol. pls remind me i promised God $45 every month. yep.

here's some pics.:)

SOMEBODY went to order this wasabi squid.. walao. the more you eat the more you wanna vomit.. i couldnt finish my meal properly cos it got so revolting in the end.. but at first its real yummy lol. but look at it la.. like mucus like that.. soo gooey.. check out the spoon

She's SUFFERIN too hahaha muahahaha

yea.. forgot to show you guys YZ's pic too yea. she told me this was her best angle.. sooo i took it le lor. haha jkjk

i know Who is gonna be Drooling infront of the screen now.. Sheena,offer a tissue to JESSE now la. and JESSE offer 1 to your babe too can. walao. you must be admiring your *handsome face now..

Eunice gtg now tooooooooooooo barf man.

HOW photogenic yea? and HARN's photography skills seem to be SOO wonderful.. this angle rulez huhuh? aint it? blegh

Talking bout gross hahaha

Did i say we were talkin bout gross? lol this model is soo out..

1)ugly pose

2)awful Bod

3)the audience heck cares him can..

the actual one is actually beautified now. you expect me to treat you like some hot goddess when you treat me like shit ha? yea i'll do it.. in well lets see. thrillion light years..=.= sucko. make fun of my feelings

anws, peeps, i walked from tanah merah alllllllll the way to my home at aljunied.. took me 2hours10mins can.. after minusing 20mins to find this Emanuel music school at bedok..

and then the road to home was blocked at paya lebar cos they were building this circle line=.= then i spent like 2omins finding a way to get thru man!!!!!! arrgh waste more energy.. and ran home from then on cos i very scared get raped.. really. lol. and it was really dark..

walked home not cos im nuts.. cos i felt so super fat after eating can?? lol.. anws i took neoprint with qi jing. i look great except for eyebags can lol.. but nonetheless God made me pretty so i guess ITS OKAY lor.. hahah.show you guys when i meet you? and remind me too..lol. the background not say very nice cos that darn machine was only givin us the sucky templates..lol

it was pretty fun watching jumper..thou it wasnt that level of excitement i expected.

gtg now. btw, i thank God for me and my sis' brain.. i got 2nd/3rd in class and my sis got 4As and 1B for Alevels. yea. i wanted to tell her its okay and that since she hasnt decided her course just anyhow choose from the not so good ones lor. and i knew she not doing well le, cos the emotional burden of a bf is too big for students to handle le.. lol..

i so little faith in her rite? cos she screwed her prelims ma.. lol. sorry la.. i buy some foodie for her lor??:):)

2008-03-03T04:31:00.000-08:00

had the founder's day rehearsal today and me and eunice lim totally screwed haha. esp me cos i've never pract that song before but i was good!! haha. not too bad. i was impressed by myself. i lost the bet and had to stand outside again but eunice could see i was annoyed cos she keep askin me to do stuffs for her so she says okie okie she'll go :) haha

Mr Goh helped me to carry my bass to the hall!!! :) man and he totally RAN with the bass as in carrying the bass haha. he beat my record twice over man. he's half my time nia

Can you see my Harn up there? haha. stunned by my wonderful performance.. blegh jkjk

Up at the PA room:)

some stuffs

More equipment

This one's pretty cool.. ...Harn's fat arm.. haha

somebody dreamin away. haha

whoa.. who's that HOt BabE man..this pose actually quiet nice. haha

My harn speakin and covering his mouth instead of the camera to block himself? what a baffoon.

lookz like one from this angle. haha. anws, Harn, i think its really pretty cool up there. lol. being in charge yeayeayea?? lol

he was an ass today man

hui wen.. i forgot to intro her to you guys.. now, i have to get yuan zhan's pic.. lol.

CHEE KIAT. meet my new bud.. lol. Picked him up at the mrt while heading to the concert hall.. it was leap year that day and we as Co-ians, went for this SCO concert. and i Met my GIP:):) lol.

err, this oily head here belongs to Si hui and the half pony tail belongs to Peifang.. cos Somebody in this pic complaint im forgettin the old frens haha:)i dint kay>!

2008-02-28T05:05:00.000-08:00

wAH cos GIP the hp's screwed i nvr chat nicely and wholly with him la.. wth.. bleagh.. arrgh

man!!!! sucko.. then tml the outing like screwed like that=.= stupid.. wth.. arrgh.. lol.. okie anws today got to know wayne. aka barker. :):) pretty glad to know him..

dotss.. pic for tot.: jian wei, aka da bai cai, my tai jian!! and jian wen and human walking sweat barrel(v.bad la hahah)

this pic is him.. sweating liek a COW!!! man haha he is currently very wet now lor..

anws, i dunno i feel i've become very guyish of late.. even damn girly hui wei cant influence me.. lol.. and i actually asked guys if im guyish enough?? sounds soo what la.. dots.. i just hope to be a guyish girl.. fullstop end of story.. overall, still a girl la. so respect me. l0l dunnohow to explain myself

my beloved guy buds:

jian wei;0

harn harn;)

clemOnt haha:)

WAYNE!! barker.. lol

my 15TH anniversary of receving god's love!

2008-02-22T04:50:00.000-08:00

got 2 topics in this pic fig out yourself what the 2nd one is besides showing everyone who retard yu fan is hahaha

QUICK POP THE FIREWORKS NOW!! haha

im soo glad i lived till this date..experienced god's love and all and to all christians, may i ask if God's word is the ultimum? and if you dun even believe it, i dun think you are fit-.- dots.. because seriosuly i get so mad knowin you're a christian but dun believe the bible..

well i tell soo many pple today my birthday cos im indeed glad and want you guys to join in my joy:)yea so here's the pics.for you to enjoy!!

cut cake le.!!

strawberry cheesecake, wanted blueberry but my mom say dun have and this is THE 招牌菜there:)

pretty laddddiee posing for the cam!!!!

arm looks fat la.. wth=.= lousy cam haha

i think in this pic i look purrrreeeetty blegh.. BHB.. haha

yummy cake. its damn good la..

we went to this restaurant inside the mandrin garden condo to eat.. its called THaipan:):) this is the sharksfin my mom called. thou LOOKS like corn soup.. its full of big sharks fins. not bad la!!:)

butter squid.. you know the cereal prawn? the cereal in liquid form sort of is this lor..

but this is sooo yummy. very scrumptious!!

these are called pearl prawns.. the crsipy thingy is rice krackers. lol the 1st time i eat iss soo much better.. where's the head chef la!!!

some thai style fish blegh.. got vinegar and salt and all too overwhelming and rich and complex taste..-.- lol

prawn paste chicken.. i dun like.. a bit hard.. and not as flavourful as this eatery i used to eat at.. but sad that that eatery close le la

padthai.. i dun like this in the 1st [place.. my sis and mom order de..

sambal kang kong. i think this is fantastic.. the sauce is soo fun of taste and sambal it actually taste creamy!!!:)delightful

some mushroom pot thing.. yi pin guo.. they call it but the reall yi pin guo got seafood and meat la!! this one is just mixed mushrooms.. lol

Green curry.. less creamy as the 1st time i ate there. but the flavour still as good:)the basil leaves makes it totally stand out from all the other green curries i've tried

well. this restaurant is good de la.. i think the head chef today absent.. so was not as good. and they dint give free desert like the 1st time lol.. haha

okie. i go play com le:):):) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!

and so.. i think for once, this year's birthday is not the worst day of my life.. cos OF my appreciation for GOd:):) i spent the last 10 min of 14th year old and 1st 5 mins of 15th year old to pray and praise him!

PRAISING AND HONOURING GOD IS MY WISH.

2008-02-21T03:36:00.001-08:00

YO guys. i bet you guys have been missin me.. i have been too preoccupied to come here la.. i want to play games also okay?

anyways, i went out today with HARN HARN, HUI wen andYZ.. :) cos my dear QI jing totally pangseh me.. how old already still like pang-seh-ing pple?

here\ are some stupid pics. :) haha. my sis got to do her work on com so can only post a little. tml if i feel like it then i'll post the glamourous pics!!!of me and my life.. so wait and anticipate to feel honoured.. soon. haha

DING JUN__ AKA RETARDED.. (*yu fan is severely retarded too haha :))

this really cool $5 coin my young young friend found on the floor. apparently, he's real lucky.. cos he only stares at the floor while walkin, he picked 2 $10 in sch la!:)

YINA>>dint photshop bikini.. cos SOMEbody(above) has absolutely no fig. hahaha

MY new BUDDY!! nxt to wen jie and kia qian.. HARN HARN.. :) haha. check out his so-called-*cool hairstlye. but his character the coolest out of my buds la-.-

hee hee:)

nice shirt eh?:) got another one is called iGOD.. will post tml? :)

dots.. pretty bummed out tis week cos of friends.. but GOd nvr did fail to help pull up my happiness level in my love tank.. and althou i face glitches with the 3 of them, i've gained way too many friends. which is a blessing indeed:)

I LOVE (all my newer friends a lot)

JASMINE(spiritual mum)

YINA!!!

GENESIS!!!!(way cool name rite?):0

XING LiaNG

HARN HARN TAY HARN TZY HARN haha

Yu FAN..retard..

DELPHINE *blegh

HUI WEN(no. 5)

RUILINGZHIQING

TENgZZZ HUI

YE=.= -.-=.- ha. all the lamed out faces for you. honoured?

but i miss joyann,nigel and mark very very much.sighs.

:'(

2008-01-27T01:10:00.000-08:00

dots, i smsed soo many(10) pple to go out on sat nite cos i was soo bored.. lol.. whole week nvr even go out other than lunch with DJ..dots. yea, so felt like getting out lor..but it ended up okay, even though NO ONE WAS AS FREE AND AS GUNGHO AS ME TO GO OUT AS AND WHEN THEY LIKE AND I ENDED UP STUCK AT HOME, i watched rasing helen.. not bad la.. WAS WAY BETTER THAN THAT DRAGGY HWANG ZHENYI

aiyo.. my mom is soo thrifty.. i am too. i only shop when i have the need to.. just like guys..unlike the girls who usually shop for nothing>? lol..

anws.. i have fallen in love with levi eversince my maid gave me one she bought from phillipines.. did you know that a levi original, not signature costs only 30+ sing dollars there? man.. flabbergasted at this figure. haha

anws.. so i wanted one for CNY.. but knowing my mom, she'll nvr allow a strauss, so i went to signature.. then it was so crowded.. and she gave me that black face like its my faULT..

-.- so the trip was blew-ed by me when i couldnt stand it and walked off instead of yelling at her

=.- yep.. and she said i was so materialistic..

heys, i dun mind those cheap jeans but the material is diff and i seldom shop so no harm rite?

and those who read my blog would know how my mom blew thousands!! at some dumb rocks she calls precious stones-.- ARGGH.

and i know she can afford it...man. like aunt jaslyn said, God will provide,

when its time to spend, dun hesitate..(lol)

sighs and she kept saying not to buy from ikea cos i GOT TO CARRY THE CUPBOARD HOME.. dots, she's the one who suggested to go tampines(which is soo crowded as quoted from her) so can shop and go ikea? and i know she gave me loads of cash to buy furniture and CNY clothes.. so her sponsoring of more stuffs is really nice and i totally appreciate it.. but she keeps changing her mind and aiya. just feels uncomfy with her constant flipping..

dots.. but today's been great other than this fight.. getting a new specs and most of all church was fantastic again in the sense where i got to inch a little more in faith:):) yep.

kai liang, sorry for kinda blowing up at you.. cos i had enough of you demanding me to help while i cant rely on you as a brother/buddy.

brotherhood means more than this.. yup. so the basic platonic frens we shall be i guess. :) nothing more nothing less.

signing off. oh and does anybody know where else i can buy cheaper jeans?:) let me know ya?

cant believe you hate me enough to make me do the bins!

2008-01-25T05:15:00.000-08:00

hey guys!! glad to be back again. been pretty much a week full of ups and downs. and guess what.. the only ups are from god anf of cos the only downs are from man intself la..

well, anws, had a pretty okay CO session today cos i got to know teng hui better. but i guess we'll soon part since he's sec 4 le.. well, wdv.

anws.. lol, im not sure what to say. the not so private part of my life is all poured into diary form in lead(cos i write in pencil ma)

well, i guess its qwuite a pity to stop being frens with this other person, after all know each other for 1yr le. but i'll respect your decision since you refuse to talk to me.. lol wdv.
;)

glad to have met yu fan!! she stays at my block leh! lol. then we sit the same bus too!! without realising. yea.

so anws, been closer frens with qi jing and hui wen too:) signing off. its been a week since i played com games. hee.
YKL, thats not the way buddies work.totally disappointed in you.

2008-01-23T04:13:00.000-08:00

DAmn. i feel so horrid. i made a friend feel upset. this is the 2nd time she scolded me after knowing her for so long

to actually make her scold me i must have actually irritated her alot? because she has always been of a gentle nature..
dots. i hit this buddy of mine a little over the top as a greeting? dots. even thou i promised her i shall try to make her an exception from my other buds...

im sorry kay dude? please dun get mad at me anymore..:) cos rmb how horrid i felt when nigel was upset? im feeling equally horrid now and havent even eat dinner. i will only eat when you have forgiven me. IM SERIOUS. really. i havent eaten. my maid can vouch for me if you dun believe and she has cooked delicious/healthy food again.. haha. its like screaming to me.. dots..

FOrgive me..YKL

friends change and detoriate.. i dun give a damn. i move on :)lol

2008-01-18T04:48:00.000-08:00

yo yo!!! im soooo naughty man.. took me such a long time to post right.. anyways, i have great news.. go to this url to check out all my facebook pics..
which inc
AUZZIE"S pIcs!!!!!!!!
THAILAND"S mission trip!!!!!

WHOO!!!!!

http://hs.facebook.com/photos.php?id=569953650

yea.. so go and have a look at what i did.. you wont regret:)

just came bac k from shopping at JB with MArkish:) lol.. blew 50 bucks there. but the shirst are nice.. duh, i have great taste.. :) but bought a smaller size.. to motivate myself to lose weight and fit in nicely haha

anws, i have changed church to trinity@ paya lebar.. my best friend joyann's there..dots.

my new class' okay.. got to know more pple(duh)
and i got a new friend!!!(*drumroll):YINA!!
yipee. lol. she's pretty similar to me in some ways.. some, not all of cos.

walking stronger with god..so life's been kinder to me :)
anws.. quite excited bout new penpal(mom's colleague's daughter..)
yea. god bless you. love all you guys!!!:)

P.S. oh you have to hAVE facebook acc to see the pics.. so go get one.. to see my pics. you wont regret it. i cross my heart and hope to die if you think its no big deal.. my pics taken very well okay?!!!:)

2007-12-04T19:45:00.000-08:00

hi everybody!! thanks for all your well-wishes! thou there is a tint of jealousy i could i smell from them hahas

i got really nice pics of that place i tell ya. but i will only post it when i come back from thailand on 21st..

erm. really hectic ya see. i have youth camp from 10-14. afterwhich thailand missions trip from 15-21st.. and for the next few days of my free time, it will be dedicated to packing, mission-trip-fund-rasing, missions trip preparation.. :( i dun even have time to watch ISWAK again can..-.- arrgh

yea. i m currently pushing off my appointments on sat to devote to blogging. cos i wanna write a really good article on gold coast with all the pics edited. whgich i figure will take a couple of hours. so i'll appreciate it if you guys will finish reading it:):)

anws, gtg now. only came online to check emails. i genuinely missed ya guys. and those whom i've promised to get gifts for and/or are my really best frens, your gifts are something you guys will love to bits(in a positive way):) i promise. bye for now.

P>S> i cut my hair.. so far 4 said its way cool, and 2 said its wierd, not exactly nice.. lol i thinnk it sucks, cos i bawled totally upon leaving jean yip.. lol. jeaN yip sucks. when they knew my budget was 50.. they changed the stylist(whom designed and sketched a terrific style with a beautiful slightly wave perm) immediately.

hello? they told me it was 35.90 in the first place. then he told me its 108 with that teensy-curvacious wave perm. any justice? none. -.- and they dint even serve me tea like the other customers. and made me wait for ages in before washing, styling, changing of stylists-.-,rinsing and moussing. damn them. its so ex and their service absolutely sucks. they think i have no money? no. i will buy 108dollars of hell note and burn it to them.

arr5gh. so pissed by them. i hate it when they treat you shabbily cos you're a student and prob with no $$. damn. dint they see my loaded mom who escorted me to the saloon? damn! im gonna write a letter of complaint. damn them

2007-11-22T00:09:00.000-08:00

hey everybody!!!!
i finally fufiled my wishes of watching:

StARdUst(nice!)
the gAmE plAn(nice!)
enchanted(soo boring)

seeker went offscreen before i could even catch it. haha. then doraemon is avail on youtube. when i free then watch lors.

quite excited.. duh, cos im flying off to gold coastie tonight ma. but dun worry, i will bring all my GLAMOROUS pics bACK for you guys to see. haha. will try to get as many souvenirs for you guys.. try!

pray for my health! and journey safety. also that prob we could bond as a family..

thanks everyone!! would appreciate if can help keep this place a little more alive whilst im gone. haha. gtg. i haven actually pack hee. before my sis screams her lungs out, i'll have ta say byE!!!

2007-11-16T02:51:00.000-08:00

hi everybody!

not been posting cos i have been watching dramas..

lol. e zuo ju zhi wen is so good!!!!!

well, made me think of very stupid things. only YE knows la. i suck. how can i even thinbk about it! nvm

haizz i really feel stupid. must be hormones lol. nvm:)

well.. flying off to gold coastie soon.. and there are like movies i wanna watch.. dun tell me i really have to watch one everyday lol

i wanna watch

DORAEMON!

Seeker

StarDust

Game plan

like that only.. not say ALOT la.. haha:)

anw, its been real fun this hol.. im leading a very eventful life:)

went to sakura buffet then to wild wild wet with yam. here are some pics:)

i had bout one and half times of this portion i think haha:):)

its yoghurt in it. damn refreshing :)

the brownie and cheesecake's still in the best in the array:)

well, im going to watch doraemon with my sis tml!! im forcing her la.. but she's got no chance against such a sister haha:)

anws, pray for me, my flu/cough became asthmA relapse.... actually its cos of many resons la:

erm, i dint take my medication regularly

i've been staying up real late watching drams, and it gets cold in the night, very cold... too much cold wind in my lungs..

then, been snacking while drama-ing la

but i woke up at about 4am finding out i couldnt breathe.. then lungs got really tight. so i took 3 puffs of the inhaler lor.quite scared.. dots. cos the suffocation cAME quite sudden. ya. pray for me cos i flying off next wed i think..

ya. going to rest now. bye!!!"_

2007-11-05T05:09:00.000-08:00

yo pple im back..!!!!!

okie.. i have bloody maths bridging every morning at what like 8-9 am? and i have to wake up at 6am la. wth. lol

anyway, i dread mons and fri most cos i have bridging then CO?...-.- so i have to kill time.. today, i chose to go cycling.. im so proud of myself for managing to cycle for two hours and BEST OF ALL!!!!, i fixed a broken chain all by myself!

okay, i was riding.. then i just dunno why, bang into the railing again.. so embarassing la.. lol
then the next thing i knew, the chain caME OUT. man. so i ask some guys who were passing to help me. but they were all idiots in this la. so i used the method that the uncle selling juice taught me,yam and joy.
it worked la! SEE JOYANN, it works.. we should always trust the more experienced..
my hand still has the grease.. cant take it off la.. but i see it and im filled with joy!:):):)

quote for the day:
"she loves you a lot"
my sister(1989-2056)

oh ya, and the baked mussels from swensens, i recommend:)

best time of my life!!!!

2007-10-28T06:13:00.000-07:00

may i know what word is this?

haha.. top secrwet... cos i was playing with my food at the koren restaurant, the tea overspilled at my jeans.. i so looked like i peed... arrgh, so i went to my mom's office to dry at their personal washroom... lol.. arrgh

great view huh

the singapore flyer

close up of sing flyer.

ha! me, the da mei ren!!! :) hee
here is one of the many great pics i took at my mom's office..

my mom got real nice.. and brought me to the make-a bear workshop, where i had the best time of my life!!!
i had no idea she wanted to maKE A BEAR.. really... i tot she's just lookin around, then she ask me which bear the texture better.. then i realise.. she's letting me make one! lol i chose this washable velvet bear :):)

the stuffing machine.. im allowed to restuff the bear anytime i like..

my bear: rocket22293

lol.. its a tennis outfit. yup. cos the skirt's so short, the lady asked if i wanted to buy a panty-.-
the panty costs 7 bucks!!! man. forget it. see its butt and all for all i like. im a bear pervert haha lol

oh and i got its bear birth cert.. lol. i can change the name too any time i like. lol. hee

okay.. here's the story.

1)at the cashier, the lady suddennly asked if i was eunice..
2)so i said yes. then she hangs me a bell and says ring it real loudly upside down..
3)i ring.. its not loud enough..
4)so i ring super hard.
5)the whole shop looks at me
6) the cashier shouted "okay everybody, today's eunice birthday, so shall we sing a birthday song? 1..2..3..go!"

okay, like since when is my birthday on the what, erm 28 of october???!!!! arrrrgh. i was like red instantly.. i used my hands to rub my forehead and totally crouched down near the cashier.. god! its was so embarassing.. the pple b4 me dint even have this prob!! so they sang this song.. reallly loudly.

i forgot the name of the tune.. if you've got a piano.. try it out and tell me the original name if you know.

notes:

G.CCCCBCD..G.BBBBABC.GBBBGBBBAGGABC (HEY!)

the lyrics i could only rmb some.. its like: we helped you stuff the bear..you made your own bear, had a great time...

ya something like that. seemed like ablur cos i was totally stunned , shocked.. dots. really.. regret taking avid man.. anws, i took a vid of my 'showering' the bear and stuffing it...

the steps to makin a bear:

1)pick a skin

2)stuff the bear and have convo with them(salesgirl prob in costume.. mine was in fairy and devil respectively.oh and a pumkin one.. i needed a lot of help-.- thats why got so many lol) like that

fairy:do you want your bear to be soft and cuddly,or big and firm.. (acts cutely.. but i dun find her revolting..)

eunice: erm.. middle?

fairy: ha, okays. now, i need you to step on this pedal when i tell you to kay?

eunice: okay (steps..)

after a while....

fairy: okay, now i need you to pick a heart(points to the box full of tiny silk hearts..) and close your eyes tight and make a wish then kiss it...

eunice: (gave a lame look) ermsss okay.. (did so)

fairy: do you want the bear to be smart? strong? not hungry?

eunice: (was told to then rub heart on forehead,arms, and tummy respectively)(did so) *god.. i felt so embarassed.. lol. then i was told to rub the heart and give it warmth.. and kissed it again.. lol did it..

3) shower the bear.. which was actually brsuhing the dust off the bear under a vacuum.. dots.. lol

4)pick its clothings.. prob something that represents you :)

5) make a birth certificate for it.. you may name it anything you like.. they have a name list you can choose from too.. just down take too long.. or there will be a long queue forming.. which did when it got to my turn.. haha

6) dun ans any QNS without comprehending them or whatsoever.. dots.. or get stunned by their friendliness by being sung a birthday song.. when its months away from your real birthdate haha...

i wonder how they got to know my birthday's today.. dots

gtg.. got damn maths bridging tml.. tell me what the song is and what that word is!!! bye

here's the link to see the actual process> http://www.buildabear.com/party/seeAParty.aspx

cycling.... vrrrrooom

2007-10-28T05:21:00.000-07:00

me in rad chair

yam in rad chair

we got onto this super radical bus. sooo cool rite?
nvr seen anything like that from sbs b4.. there's even a table in front

rmb my latest super emo post? got this after i saw the beautiful skyline
(streak of light:))

the jelly... colourfull eh?

erm our juices.. i drank vanilla ice-blend.. its real interesting.. :) lol.
but to be honest, i wont be drinkin it again lol

streak of light again.

streak of light in the yonder..

tall trees in the forest watchtower. cool! lol

up in the pavillion watchtower...

me,joy,yam, strikes a beautiful post..
competing for singapore's next top model. haha

upside down.. an artistic angle.;)ol

i think this looks like me.. whoo entering the freaky forest haha. i dint fall or bang into the railing this time hor.

okay, this cycling trip is real diff. joy , our magnificent cyclist, fell TWICE!!!! haha. who asked her to show off, skid at corners.-.-

yam scraped her knee and toes.. her mom asked her to go stitch.. but the scrape is only this long and thick: ---------
really...

we rode by the highways, got splashed by mud.. and all got injured.. okay la, i most lucky.. i only a bruise as big as this on my hand: ()
lol ya.. dun laugh la.. still injured my precious and beautiful hand la.. joy tried to cut me, bang my hand with her bike-.-

see la, this will teach all of you to ride soooo fast.. take it slow and easy like mua la :)

lets start with random pics

2007-10-18T02:19:00.003-07:00

this is hashima.. i nearly vommitted this out man... its actually a frog's spit-.- arrrgh

yet another of my great hands.. i won with this i think

my great hand--- but i lost-.- with yan hao.. he's my jinx.. kind of

shi yong throw ball at my slender thighs arrgh!!!

me slap rachel's thigh=.-

me,joyann,sr before joy cut her hair... which is i think, very long ago-.- lol:)

like i said before long ago, ying en has got wierd fingers. and i think wierd finger movements and all is part of her hand package god gave her.. lol
guess what, i think she is giving a 'V' sign too! -.-

zi-lianing again.. our dreamboats in the background btw.. i think me and YE has got the MOST wishes haha

took this during SPA test..i messed around with the soloutions, and got this beautiful concoction... as you can see, px and amanda is quite caught up in it too haha
mr seow dint mind.. come to think of it, teasing him is real neat haha

the screened chaqnged too quickly, it was supposed to show how pathetic yannis is at this air-hok game.. i thrashed her 11:3 haha

i dun rmb me taking this pic-.-

so not flattering pic man.. pl, dun blame me, just think who else would be idiotic enough to tAKE this crap-.- haha jkjk

erm, artistic pic by who.. erm YE? i dunno

this is what i call artistic.. is it taken by me? lol, i really dun rmb

pure gross. eew

we had a wierdo person deciding to copy jiang tai gong
fishing wierdly.. teabag fishin in da house man-.- lol

2007-10-12T02:07:00.000-07:00

i dint know why it dint rain until i reached home. like god was taking pity on me. i dunno, not the first time this happened, that the sky rained only when i reached home, even thou i walked real slowly.
i wanted to drench myself. i totally broke down when i heard jesus take the wheel-.- dots. so wierd. i was listening to all the quick-tempo songs, then that song played. -.- arrrrgh

feeling real emo on the way home. still am. i felt really tired. really tired from being your fren and not getting any back.

dots.. playin a game soon.. help me!!!! dots. dun think you get what i mean. i wish i was blind and dead in my world.

oh and i have been very attached to the skies lately... my heart really belongs there i suppose. lol. i took a lot of pics of skies. and they all have this streak of light in them.. :) dots, i sort of brighten up when i see them.they will be my home.

i suddenly tot of the america's next top model show i watched last night. on of the 2 fat girls got elminated. is it cos of my size?

quote for the day.
"can you not be so baa-stard?"
kar wing(1993-2080)"

and ll, i think you lied to me. and i hate it.

2007-10-10T01:15:00.000-07:00

okays.. todaYS was not too good nor bad. i realised i finished my paper paper pretty early for all my exams. scared. really afraid to look at the results. nothing went perfectly smoothly. . God. God. God... oh God....

today's post exam celebration is the absolute, my simple affair i've ever had.. no big meals, no fun games, splurging of money, wild time or watsoever. its was short and pretty boring.... i hope tml will be better...so hope so.

feeling pissed with oli.. STOP BEING OBSESSED OVER HIM CAN? ITS FREAKIN' IRRITATING..
okay, now i've said it.. like i have been so wanting to scream this at you.. in the first place, you dun even have a crush on him.. so stop being abnormally obsessive bout him man.

quote for the day:
'Fuck'
eunice. and prob every other person. they will eventually say it.. (except sister nuns and pple alike.)

sorry, i dunno how this word got be part of my vocab bank. it sucks. trying to rid it, but everytime im horribly pissed. i just shoot fuck into your face. i cant stand it. i cant stand how things keep repeating that horribly irritate me. end of story.

2007-10-03T05:47:00.000-07:00

today was seriously bitter-.- besides the fACT that i studied quite a bit earlier on.. not according to my schedule thou-.- studying chinese via enjoy edu later..

i had a tough time coping with all the books.. and the worse thing was my maid was at the market.. so i had to lug all those rubbish up by myself. wth i was so mad.. the taxi driver even had to help me until the lift.. until i realised i should have asked him to help me press the lift too -.- lol haha ate a nice luner(lunch/dinner) thou.. thank goodness i brought some chic rice and snacks.. or i would be so hopping mad i cant study-.- food therapy always works haha.

lets reply tags.

ying en: ma tai fu ying.. i nvr knew you watched sappy shows too.. i found it quite embarassing to be known watching that.. thats why i nvr watched thou i want to..
shu rui: its a way of relieving streeeeeessss lol :)
jun ying: dots.. i talk to him but like compared to you its like...? and cmon you talk with him cos you feel euphoric aFTER THAT! lol
ting wei: dots.. now that you said it, many many pple started to visit it haha....
liling: cool man.. to know we wtach sophisticated shows.. but wait.. i tot you are more into chinese? lol.. and DO NOT BE STUPID HERE... thou its hard for you to control.. i know haha

quote:
"God's grace is sufficient for me"
bible.. dun remb which book.. may be corinthians. if you know, tell me thanks

bonus quote:
"save one more for jesus.. save one more for dear sweet jesus"
rick warren' father.(not sure of dates and stuff lol)

cool show pple, catch it!

2007-09-28T23:50:00.000-07:00

okays.. just watched trading spouses.. got lots to discuss..

this show is a game.. where 2 families trade their mothers for a week.. then at the end of the show.. the mothers will help the other family decide how to spend US$50,000..

yep.

in today's episode, mom A went to family B to stay..

in family B rite, there is 2 elder bro, and one daughter.. apparently, this horrible and selfish father is very into sports and would not bother about anything else other than sports..

becos the eldest brother is into sports, he is very biased and would approve anything he does.. but the younger brother is inot books, arts.. yea, so he is actually being called a sissy by the dad.

when mom A saw this.. she made the father go spend one hour with the younger son, to bond.. but it turned out horrible. i feel so hurt for the boy, when they went to the museum to look at dinosaur fossils--his favourite. but the father actually called them a pile of mud. the boy was very hurt la, but he was very sensible and stuff saying that he knows he cant change the way things are and accepted it..
but becos nothing is changing.. he is turning to be autistic.yea

in the end.. mom A and mom B meets to disucss about the family probs they spotted.. then mom B told her husband that if things dun change----that he has to learn how to love and spend quality time with the kids. or else, they will split.. yea.. the 50,000 dollars were very nicely planeed. this show is way cool man.. hope to be able to catch it regulaRLY.. :):)

so its on every sats, 12pm to 1pm. yea. :) catch it! i rate it radical.. i used to catch it.. but they changed their time slots.. and i dint know..

quote for the day:
"扇均昊不是神，他也是人，他也会战战兢兢的站在他喜欢的人面前，说他喜欢她。"
taken from 王子变青蛙(said by ming daO... )

i watched the show like 5 times le.. and i never got sick..-.-
took this quote from my memory.. :)

oh and lat nite i watch the magicians of love? not bad for a sappy and lame storyline..-.- maybe cos im sappy? -.- wdv..

2007-09-28T05:48:00.000-07:00

jun ying sent me this zodiac thing which i found super accurate.. this is wrong man im a devoted christian.. but yet so superstitious.. but its true. you guys will agree after reading it..

here goes:
PISCES -
The Partner for Life>>
Caring and kind. Smart. Silly, fun and sweet.
Center of attention. High appeal. Very popular.
Always has the last word.
Good to find, hard to keep.Fun to be around.
Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Loves to joke.
Thoughtful. Always lets what you have what you want.

its all very true right? dots.. not bad not bad.. this thing not bad.. want me to send to you guys or not?

okay here's the quote of the day..

in honour of jun ying:

"imitation is the best form of flattery"
lor jun ying (1993-2040)

i let jun ying live longer since she enjoys the thrills of flirting-.- haha

actually the shorter you live, the more good.. cos live is tough.. esp if you're a christian.. you understand and agree with me.. cos there is the lovely heavens afterlife :) rite? ye?

2007-09-27T02:38:00.000-07:00

today's quote:

"可口....."
by teo ying en (1993-2032)

figure out what it means :)__

lets reply tags:

shu rui: dun be dumb.. practically spamming my blog with your sianness-.-.-
amanda: yea... she's a witch hahah
jun ying: man.. stupid girl!!!!! taggedie tag>? you sound damn hyper-.- must be sugar again.. haha. miss ya. and all the best for exams man.<3
mabel: er.. thanks..you too
liling: the songs very hard to shift and divide into diff playlists nia..arrrrgh. dun care.. dolly ling sounds perfect.. either that or gui ling gao.. you choose lor
ying en: nice what? everything is nice around here i know :):) hahas

2007-09-25T05:48:00.000-07:00

i think the songs nigel uploaded onto my ipod is totally radical.. great variety too :)

today's PE was kinda like a killer.. but im glad rachel was there to encourage me.. it helped.. if i dint run with her, i would prob have been a lump of lard refusing to run-.- haha

music is starting to really take over my life.. i spend hours purely listening to music.. practising my piano-.- yep..

love it.. thou the fact that the exam-stress are pressing my nerves very heavily is making me uncomfortable.. apparently.. im a stationary lump of lard at this too.. -.- cant help it.. have always been like that.. many distractions coming along too..

like trevin, chatting with jun ying and ying en... man.. piano, music, dvd-watching.. sleeping..eating KFC, thinking KFC-.-

LORD!!!!!give me more self-discipline.. man.. will really start doing my revision.. esp for maths.. cos i totally dun have the mood to do her work.. she sucks.. i mean totally....

random.. i shall write about memorable quotes too.. i shall try to post one diff one ervyday..:

RANKING NUMBER ONE:

"how can you all pangsai me!!!!"
by Lim Pei Fang (1993-2120)

2007-09-23T06:20:00.000-07:00

juat watched that hongkong drama: 天涯侠医

ya.. its really inspiring.. recommeding it..
think its really cool too cos there is like also scenes of african nature that sort of blows your mind away.. yea

maybe you guys should go see it and it has many moral values and stuff. lots of raving reviews bout it..

oh, but be prepared to flinch when they have operating scenes-.- lol

lets reply tags.. not many there is thou.. tAg more!!!

joyann: pinkies are sweet? how bout thumbs.. i9 bet its the best since we all loveed suckin it when we were young-.- man
olivia: dun be dumb.. dots
jun ying: no-brainer copycat.. dun give me that flattery line-.- haha
shu rui: hi there!! joy,yam and pf has been the dumbest pple i have met.. btw.. l0l
and have fun studying? dots.. to be honest, i havent started.....
ding jun: you got a prob with me being a meinu issit? lol ;0
ting wei: yea hi.

2007-09-21T20:48:00.000-07:00

'i dao you cos you always asked YE to go recess or toilet with you.. then if she dun want then you ask me-.- i feel like im your apre tyre.
then we haven been taslking.. and stuff"

i said this to ting wei.. and sent the convo to ying en..
does this sound like im saying ying en sntached ting wei? dots..-.- how come i dun even know it la.

and so, ying en is mad at me again cos she thinks im saying she snatched ting wei-.-
dang..-.-

2007-09-20T05:16:00.000-07:00

hi peeps.. lol, first time using 'peeps' this word.. hope to sound more cheerful, thou i dunno why but im streaming now.. -.-

anws, i cycling with joy.. it felt great while it lasted. here are some pics

"ah gong, im so sorry for not eating at your place, i feel horrid bout it too!"

(cos i left the coupon upstairs-.-)

our juices.. second time here..

i think we both dint choose the right fruit combination.. lol

dint taste really nice this time

we wanted to let everyone know we broke the law-.-

we still cycled the nature trail with our bikes.. lol

we took this pic after screaming badly.. lol, cos all of a sudden,

lim went to smack my arm and point, so i tot she saw something ghostly-.-

but it was just two malay guys who seemed to have

breezed through the nature trail.. haha

i dunno why i took it.. i look so comical in this pic -.- lol

the 2 pretty babes

ooh, just look at that mei-nu on the left.. lol

a closer view of the FEARED FOREST

(arrgh, screeeaAM)

spastic 1

spastic 2

spastic no. 3

dunno whose lousy idea it was to pull down my fringe..

its horrid la, LIM JOYANN!!!!

the perfect set meal i always have when im upset

its so hot, i sweat and sniff things out..

then cos its a lot of food

i would be very full and doze off after that..
upon waking, i feel a whole load better.. :):)

2007-09-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

hi guys.. about my behaviour, i gotta apologise.. sorry.. yea, i know i totally screwed up.

felt much better after reading the bible.. sort of like peace washed away my troubles momentarily....

my shirt's a mess anyways.. no hope for it..and my hands look like they have red scares-.- arrgh

anws.. couldnt sleep so i decided to do some blog-work.

tml's the big test and i will be pretty free after that...

speechless... oh well, i think i will reply to tags then.

ying en: kays, thanks for tagging.. -.- cont to tag more-.-
yannis: you shall nvr be able to outwit me in the game of nicknames.. lol
renice: well, kay, you are very nice.. indeed..to tag lol
pei fang: hi there, thanks for not pang-sai-ing me.. and always tag regularly at my blog-.- haha..
shu rui: man, you're the best.. always giving me support via tags...and reminding me about sch work and stuff.. FANTASTIC:):)
pei ling: hi there, yea man, will link ya.
kai liang: ooh, rare visitor.. come by more often ya.. and thanks for that encouragement :) thou your tag was kind of a random occurence.. lol :)

cont to tag guys. thanks

2007-09-14T23:42:00.000-07:00

sheesh, i miss waking up early on sat to go mindchamps..

feel so empty.. and i dun think its only cos i cant see him during mindchamps now-.- its the fun, the frens i made there, that makes its os miss-able.. lol

Ying en, why tag so little at my blog???!!!arrgh

2007-09-14T03:24:00.000-07:00

I DINT EAT TAU KWA TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol, yea, i dint eat.. felt so empty inside me, besides my stomach.. cos of this. lol, but i managed to eat peanut ice cream from that ice-cream uncle outside our sch..

dots, today's been not bad :) yea, thank god.. besides the maths test, i have been blessed.

my aim is to become a more godly person, and start reading up PDL.. yea :)

god bless you guys. phillipian3:14
we can do all things thru his strength.

so lets do it! (i meat studying and attaining our goals-.- lol)

to ying en

2007-09-13T04:22:00.000-07:00

ying en, i nvr say you snatch my fren la...

i mean i tot about that for a while, but we just say in class today its not le ma..

just like i realised that everytime i part with a fren, i find better ones! like im closer to you, renice and yannis now. dun you think so? :)

and i talking to ting wei thru that post, not suaning you or anything... dun like that...

and i know its not your fault ting wei talk to you la..-.-

okay, anws, lets move on to more lighthearted events..

i had my fav mcspicy burger!!! whoo. lol. fav from macs i mean, nothing can beat kfc

i met my friendster fren. he can be trusted de la..

then met trevin!lol, felt so bad i made him wait for half an hour.. -.- so i pei him to his station then took a return train back..we talked some stuff... yea.
so full now, but my maid cook very nice dinner.. saba fish and friend wantons... dots, tempted.... lol

this is my reply to your sms, ting wei

2007-09-13T03:23:00.000-07:00

well, today is certainly one of those bitter-sweet days..

the whole class knows..i guess, i mean after that blaring from me, who doesnt.

perhaps i ought to clarify things.

firstly, ting, i dint side with renice for the same reasons she was angry with you.

i have been so stupid not to tell you this first. i sort of haven been talking to you because you havent been talking to me. look at us, when was the last time we spent quality time in communicating. we both know you haven been going recess or walking down to assembly together like last time
naturally, i dint want to interrupt or infringe on your decision that you found a fren that you click better with la...-.-

dots, im not so think-skinned to like go between you two..

yup, and thats the main reason why i avoided you...
and to why i have been siding with renice, is cos apparently, at this point of time, no one is giving renice any support, not even yannis, whereas you have cc,px.
ya, so i just want to stand by her.

and i blared out at you today becos, you have gone too far, beyond your own principles to exact revenge on me.

i dint set up any anti ting wei club. its true, all these while, i have only been hearing that you have set up some anti-ying en and eunice club. its proven true when you spoke to yannis.. she lied, me and renice were there. i shall first apologise on her behalf.

then when we went back to class, renice and i decided to spite you, that we have that anti-ting wei club.. when the only club i had was fatty club. TAF club, to be exact.

but you, started to curry favours with amanda, venus .we all know what you feel towards them, esp the latter . and you barely talked to amanda less then like 10 times this year, so why are you joking around with them all like you know them for ages.

when i screamed at you, i was angry. not becos i felt i was losing or wdv. but becos i was upset and disppointed with you. i was also disappointed i judged you wrongly. that to gain the things you want, you could go to such measures. i dint think i managed to wake you up screaming at you, cos i dint make myself clear. but i hope you understand my actions thru this post.

and the prev post was meant for you. perhaps you might understand how important you were before to me.:)

2007-09-11T06:43:00.000-07:00

i actually downloaded a survey from somebody's blog then deleted it... cos another round of changes is occuring in my life.. so im not sure how im gonna be able to ans it truthfully... -.-

felt like posting today anws, so count yourself lucky.. well, just came back from blog-hopping.. man.. i feel bloody emo now.. cos i heard this song, and i tot of us.. when we were close.. dont you see why i changed it?.

wo hai ji de jin nian xia tian.

figure it out yourself-.-

the song couldnt load into my itunes. are we really not fated.

shit. thats how im feeling now.

pics pple.. :)

2007-09-08T20:12:00.001-07:00

our starter and drinks..

my little extra something -.- lol not bad leh,

i got an extra piece of meat inside.. lol

joy's main course..

pei fang's....

mine...

our dessert.. choco ice-creaM.

anti-gravity-haji lANE

the super AA, zi lian kuang..

the end.. lol

ARRRRRRRRRRGH

2007-09-08T19:50:00.000-07:00

ARRRRRRRRRRRRrRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH

WHY DO I LIVE SUCH A JINXED LIFE?!!!!!!

jeez, just when i stopped, you tell me thAt. arrrrrrrrrrghhhhh arrrgghhh.

sheesh, im hyperventilating, dunno what to do nia.

nvm, lets get on to blogging..

anw, i forgot to say that i went to bowling and pool with bryan and olivia:) yea, not bad la, quite fun, but it burned a hole in my pocket.... dots. lol. must brush up on pool, for i the great pool-er, lol who is even on par with gerald, actually ninja-won and ninja-lost to brayn, lol.. so wierd.. quite frustratin anw... -.-

i so got to pract aft exams with khaki.

last night, i went to watch evan almighty with james, tim, scotty, jun, dom and si ping.. my mindchamps fren..

we graduated yesterday.. i think i will really miss them. yea. esp jun ying..

anw, to my horror of horrors, we got the first row... but it was actually quite cool, cos er followed james and scotty in lying on the floor and leaning onto our chairs, its like soo cool, sleeping down and looking up.. my neck doesn even hurt at all.. amazing! lol

but the show quite wrong la, esp since its a parody of the bible-.- but the sleeping down experience was good :)

yep. and i got higher marks than jun ying... niack niack niack.. lol

on last thurs, i went to jap buffet and arcade with yam, of cos we were stuffed, then we went to work out at the arcade.. ocean hunter, not bad, refreshing exp, cos first time play.. dunno how much money we wasted to complete the game nia...

then bought munchies.. not bad la.. got areas to improve..

then on fri went out with joy and pei fang.. we walked all the way to miss clarity cafe.. not bad la..the meat very dry, but i think pei fang's one very worth it.. i liked her fish better lol..

anw, i got a new bag.. its more like cos i was impulsive buying... desperate.. but okay la. it ended up that my impulsiveness wasnt that bad..

went to haji lane too, but cant find the toy museum, i think we went wrong place.. overall, its cool. yea:):)

see first la, with regards to the apparent issue i have on hand.. after exam then i see what to do.. but he should make the first move nia.. -.- arrrggh

i go rush homework liao la..

my teeth, 3 nice... lol, my life!!!

2007-09-04T04:19:00.000-07:00

hi everybody!!!

okay fine, i got light blue braces... wanted black.. but dentist says he only gives black as a punishment to those with dirty teeth haha.. maybe i will still take it next time round..

its pretty okay.. just that burgers proved to be kinda hard to bite... dots cos the front teeth are very weak and will hurt quite a bit when i have to use them to tear the meat.. even bread also quite tough lol..

yea

okay, i got the CD finally!!!!! im listening to it, sooo good! lol.. dint regret.. singapore only got 3000 i think...:):)

just came back from yannis house.. quite tired, naturally i thrashed her at tennis.. 7:1... haizz so far no one among my frens can beat me at this..

i learnt how to play 路小雨。dots Ying En, so i guess i won again huh?! lol.. Secret is my next goal.. we can always compete that.. but its gonna be much much harder..so i dun mind if you chicken out now :)-.-

Mindchamps is gonna end next sat. my mind is more or less made up.. i dun want to not be the superior person... yea.. anyway, i was his first crush after all!! lol

i changed a phone too btw.. nokia5700. not my dream phone... i guess thats life, dreams dun come true that easily, fate,people,place, destiny plays a part in them too....

okay, i admit im gonna miss jaime,scotty,timmy and jun ying!! fine, esp jun ying, cos she was a big part in my life this term.

will miss them alot., hope we can cont to keep in contact:) after that hairspray and botak jones night on sat lol... i have no idea what botak jones is la, but timothy highly recommend it-.=

okay, on sun, i went to watch rush hour3... so disappointing.. its short, the climax is so short-lived. well, anw, i cant do anything bout it.. esp after i have watched it...

anw, that idiotic kelvin.. soooo super irritating and rude, and ungentlemanly!!!!! i kept splashing and kicking water on him on purpose, and kept rebuking EVERYTHING he said.. lol.. yea. was such great fun to do that... will swear nvr to go out with him ever again!!

feels like i've got many things to say.. but it just went away.. a lot of emotions are in me apparently. but presently, i can only rmb i have 2 other nices, ying en and jun ying with me :)

2007-08-19T20:24:00.000-07:00

okay, just had my dental..

last nite was a bitter-sweet one, bitter cos he actually told so many lies about the things he did to my church pple

but sweet cos i saw him, big time online, thru webcam. haha, the dog.. such long hair yet its a guy-.-

anw i am feeling uncomfortable cos:

-i just plucked two teeth
-4 metal rings are cemented to my teeth
-i just got over the fright of standing next to some convict in handcuffs in the lift of the dental centre..
BIZZARE huh?
and its pretty sdcary, cos he kept muttering to himself, and i tot he might try to make me hostage and stuff hahaha
-my teeth is still hurting cos that dentist kept forcing the rings in and out of my teeth.. arrgh, several times!!
-im feeling hungry but i cant eat yet..

oh great, i just salivated all over my shirt not knowing it.. arrgh, gross.. going to rest and lie on my bed for a while now. bye

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2007-08-19T04:13:00.000-07:00

okays, here to update!! arent you excited.. anw, i broke the disc to load the handphone files-.- thanks, so i couldnt show you my extracted teeth, saving to buy the disc anw.. cos my teeth are real well, nice, haha.. haha

anw, the rubber bands are kinda jammed into my gum cos i ate beef steak.. really hurts now, lucky tml after plucking two more teeth, can take out le...

haizz, in a rather bad mood, he shouldnt put on a false front, it just hurts me.....

the last two weeks been pretty hectic, tests, and many more.. i forgot what i wanted to say..

anw, our church started 40day PDL today officially.. rick warren is a great speaker.. yea. im doing fine with him. my sis has a boyfriend,like i have speculated.. muahaha, im so smart..

then today, for some reason, i finally felt like going shoppin, so my mom gave me $100.. dint spend it thou, i just went walking and checking things out with my sis..
we had a great chat.. i am finally convinced she is not lesbian..
and that she is even just like me too-.- yea, happy for her.. first time in 14 years that we talk about guys...-.-lol

okay and yesterday, i keep getting electric charges.. like everytime i touch metal, i get 'ziit'.. wierd.. but its true, the first time i felt it was when i charged my ipod.. must be afulty.. YET AGAIN.. the connection of headphones that part is pretty zonked..affecting the music i hear-.-

mindchamps sure is fun.. steering clear of the arcade for a while, for me to regain my confidence in arcades.. lol.

bye..

101--lol

2007-08-03T05:04:00.000-07:00

hi, i think i wil update perhaps once a week.. lol

anw, i did recommend the course, but Brent is right, no one would believe us, just by hearing, they HAVE to be there.
and bryan is completely psycho, can he like stand at a dist and talk instead of like almost breathing on me? serious, and he keeps shooting me psychotic looks, it totally freaks me out, esp after he tried to grab me the week b4.. dots brr

thruout this week, i lost much weight cos i could only down one meal per day, i just like feel like throwing up when i see the food la.. dots, not even seeing KFC did it.. i seemed to only be able to eat fish, so my maid cooks cod or salmon evry nite..
anw, i started forcing myself eating more, i managed to keep the food down, but its really uncomfortable, and well, i feel Very much bloated.

okays, hicupping now, a bit nervous about tml. seriously, how dumb!!!! can someone get, i tot girls like pei xuan and pei fang is enough....!!
since already give away, can be more direct not? still pull others down. seriously! are you a guy.. hope he doesnt see this anw, haha.

got a friendster btw, can go check it out when you are bored, lol

sorry about the excessive use of lol, cant help it, been seeing it soooo often..

excited about tml, the games, my frens, the arcade/movie
seriously, i highly recommend the suntec city arcade! except that they are missing the star wars racer, that the only one i can win, well, more often than others.
been detoriating at time crisis anw, last time i die at nearing end of stage two, now is at stage one:( =.- playing games now, bye

2007-07-26T05:37:00.000-07:00

okay, my officiAL 100th post..

anyways, i went to the transforemers movie anyway, with hannah
well, guess how much we have progressed in conversation-wise?

eunice(all drenched arrgh): sorry bout being late

hannah(smiles): its okay

eunice: thanks, will pay you later(referring to ticket and popcorn)

~after 3 hours of movie.........

hannah: popcorn is $4.80 and the tic is $7

eunice(thinking its the worst popcorn i have EVER had in my life): here, having dinner?

hannah: no, having it at home

hannAH(walks to famous amos)

eunice: you like famous amos?

hannah: ya

~hannah buys and walks out of building...

hannah: bye(walks to bustop)

eunice:bye

how interesting rite?
so inertesting, i could count and rember all of it so easily-.-

anw, after that, i went home feeling sore about not doing any fun things like neoprints, food or arcade

i had the sudden urge to go arcade and crash out, so bu shuang, but i wearing uniform.. arrgh, so arrgh rite?

when i went home thou, i hacd a salmon feast... my mom like bought $100 worth of salmon, 1kg!! very worth it rite?
actually way more than 1kg, but we only had likelike about 50 pieces of it and we also had like pasta fiesta, haha, yum for that

the movie was as cool as i expected anw, thou some parts are pretty fake

anw, we had this speech and Drama, my like 5th or something SAD workshop.. lol, check out the acronym.. so i pretty much know many things

anw, tml we have CIP and immediately, i have to rush to a like this another sister workshop about confident communicator, of MindChamps, like i havent been to enough of this, even more than drama classes i have attended.. lol..-.- will pick up travin along the way.

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except for the little convo i had with hannah, today has been great
even with that so-real-dream

2007-07-20T06:06:00.000-07:00

my hundreth post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dotss. the exciting things,

i watched harry potty twice, and screamed twice, when fireworks were set.. how cool was that!!

i got sunburned after being in the sun for at least 2and half hours consecutively for two days... yea, i dun care, i like being a cadbury-.-

anw, everyone fell down during the cycling trip. BUT ME!! but i lost my poker series bear hp keychain-.- and got bitten by an ant-.- like again, after the saga incident....

erm, nothing much.. got totally undignified during wakeboarding, thanks to a certain *******ly teacher.. and due to the fact that i was unable to stand-.- wat the hell, i have always done well at sports when i put my heart to it, but i failed wake?!!!! arrggh

and the day before, i totally broke down, and unless you are my bloody close fren, you wont know.. dots. well, having some coffee and tea with certain ppless..-.-but have no idea why i couldn think about it in sch and seemed to be in a good mood instead yesterday.. i guess all my frustrations have been let out, thanks to cjj, kq and sh.... you know what, thanks so much man

i have no idea whats with the lamed look..

anw, been pretty senisitive, but i am not wrong about a certain's somebody's hypocrisy-.- yep.

I WILL FIND EVIDENCE!!! well, someday at least. things are so much diff from last term, some looking up and some nvr able to lift his head up again.

well, learning to adjust to everchanging life.

so, sorry for making you guys miss me sooo much.. but my main com's been spoilt, forgot i can use my laptop-.- dots will come back when my brain remembers.yea and my sis says smoke came up from my laptop after half an hour-.- right, she should just tell me directly not to use the com for so long. tis the first time she gave sucha erm, creative hairstyle.

erm, btw, tinky, i know your link by heart, dun see the need to add it there, since its there for my own convenience... but shall add it since you seem so desperate for it. shall add some special pics...

oh, and oli, i dint blackmail u cos my software haven dowload yet..-.- just wait till its all ready. muahahahaha!

2007-06-13T03:35:00.000-07:00

hi everybpdy, the lazy eunice is FINALLY here to post..

aiya china trip what you want to know?
erm, the food this time was such a great improvement, compared to last time and the funny thing is that its all the same restaurants.. lol!!! serious, all the restaurant and places in hangzhou and shanghaiu were the same.. just that the hangzhou performance was very lousy.. the one i went to the other time round was much better..

here are a few of the more memorable stuff-->

i broke my specs -.- stupid yannis la, she push me to the ground.. lol, jkjk changed my specs according to joyann's wishes.. she la, force me, lol, jkjk too haha

i spent $380 sing? serious, i shopped alot, cos i knew in mind whAT i wanted to get this time, so i just zoomed in on it..had 20 dollars left, so i bopught the 200 pound beauty dvd.. and i spent 30 dollars on the cd, why the soundtrack more ex than dvd huh?!

there is like my lovely samsoon and this intriguing hong kong drama there, on TV.. loved watching it, spent one afternoon watching it... :) lol, cos i was very tired that day, so i just bathed, watched tv and snacked...

a certain somebody's buddy was considerably good looking, haha..

rachel acted like a complete idiot, haha, dont think she SO ELEGANT okay? lol, jkjk, she quite funny la... kidding la, it just meant that we had loads of fun fooling around, anyways, she looks like a pillow or bolster under the blankets lol, haha.. so skinny la.. i look more huggable rite!

joyann likes smacking me or kicking me in the middle of the night -.- stupid girl..

amanda was super kan choing, liking to wake up like one hour before the morning call-.-

yammis was erm being as usual, stupid, but fun to joke with lol.. she is like pei fang, and the white white erhu de, cannot see who the bridge partner is de lol-.-

the white white erhu and lousy bridge player de, really mistreated me.. anways, not joking this time round.. ya, got really hurt and affected.. nvm

zhao en lost his money, and i, its I lol, initiated money-pooling for him, so he wont feel so bad esp since his birthday the day before.. im so toughful rite?! cannot say no, this time the incident prove le, lol, see my head swelling lol...

the damn hurricane thing, rmb i say before the my downstairs the tree got uprooted? ya, so got very worried, tampines de scared what?!!! lol.. -.-

erm.. then thats about it, added with lots more fun and laughter from my buddy and gossiping with my grooup of frens and joking with CJJ, that was my 2nd china trip, lol... wouldnt compare which is best, afterall, it carried all the memories of my frenship with diff groups of people :) of cos, got backstab also, so gross, serious, feel like slapping them and teaching them a lesson and that damn **** blasephmised christ's name, many a times, i would have murderd him, but i dun think that would show the upper character, if u get what i mean, why both these 2 christians that i know so horrible de....
and i received many pigeons, from the same person, if u understand

2007-05-27T19:16:00.000-07:00

okie, in china now, nanjing.. my buddy is beside me.. i get her to say hi okie?

大家好,我是张旭宇.我爱吃爱睡..优妮说就想他一样...

okie.. that was my buddy =.- she's quite fun and she has a damn close fren.. both of them are nice la.. she is currently dating -.- haha, everyone got heated up talkiing about her.. heated as in erm got very active in talking about her.. actually she got quite a bad klearning attitude.. sleep, talk, eat.. =.= okie, nvm.. quite left out.. so diff from last time.. like superstar like that, everyone ask me sign fo9r them :) -.- lol.. okie.. other pple are more heated up aboutm me :):) lol

oh and she damn hua chiu.. worse than me by 100 times.. :) -.-

2007-05-18T19:42:00.000-07:00

okie, blogger is finAlly back to normal, anyway, lets start with when i started feeling better last week,

on monday, ting wei brought me to pick saga seeds,to make me feel better and i ended up with ant bites, chai chin too!! this stupid girl..-.- the ant bites are still big on my poor legs.. got one spot is like got multiple bites la.

okie, then wed, went out with joyann and pei fang to suntec/marina square/city link..:)
walked nonstop from about 2 to 6?.. my legs were so sore when i got home..then joy bought a newbie bag, cos of that teeny design-.- impulsive buying.. =.- then pei fang bought this erm, shirt.. okay la, not my cup of tea maybe.. lol.. dint manage to find a nice bag. i wanted something that i will go wow the moment i see it and say thats exactly what i want.. when that happens, i wouldnt bother about the price.. seriously.

okie, then on thurs went out with CJ and amanda.. had kfc:).. the aircon was spoiled.. but we sat near to the doors, so when there was an occasional breeze, we could feel it..we had fun at the open plaza and toys r us.. yea.. playing with toys, and craftfully escaping when the store personel came to check..okay la.. felt quite left out when amanda and cheng joo kept speaking to each other.. then i keep walking in front, keeping quiet.. its the first time i feel this way..

anyways, then went out with pei fang and joy to bugis just yesterday.. bought the gifts for the china strudents and sweets.. well, i always keep my promises, when i say to give u a sweet cos u failed, i would..ya.. coffee sweet.. i like it, hope you will too,lol..decided to use thde fruity ones for china, cos i dint noe amanda doesnt really like coffee that much.. and well, nvm.. i feel like a klutz..

okay, going out now.. fidelia asked me out to cheer me up for doind badly at my exams-.-maybe my exam results is whats making me feel lousy.. actually its something else, and i cant really put it to words.. but anyway,
yannis, can i change my birthday treat to munchkin?!!!!
okay la.. i feel totally out.. and very lousy..dunno why, maybe its the changes in our relationship, i tot i knew you like i know myself.. im like when she showed you concern, i tot u dint mind that injury cos u said it was cool, i seriously dunno about you at all lae!!!walao.. i feel very very lousy..

2007-05-12T19:44:00.000-07:00

okie, quick replies..

from kar wing saying she loves flame wars onwards kay?

KW: you are being lame.. blocked them , so irritating...-.-

CJ:yes.. lame..-.- lol and how come u can vote 5 times, i tried voting second time, and they dint allow it-.-

John: if u think pink is not gay.. blue is, then so BE it LOR.... if u can get what i mean :) *sarcasm
and that smiley not gay not gay lor.. just happened to see it from girls most of the time b4 i saw it from u...=.- ;)

Someone: hi, exams are okay... just looking forward to some treats when i get As.. cos my church fren, gerald promised so...oh and i think i told u in my post to use ur heart to see if the critisicms are true lor.. thats all i can say, and this is the only way i can see if u are a true fren of mine.

lishan: hi, this is the first time u tagged issit>? at my blog..

SR: ya la, im plain lazy-.- dint want to move my fat grubby fingers across the board..

CJ: am i supposed to reply with a smile?*smiles :)

PF and Someone: dun be lame.. its so not christmas now..

John: hi, not really okie, sorry if i scared you when i was like crying like its the end of world in class....

thats all, read my post of u wanna noe what happened..:)

2007-05-12T18:10:00.000-07:00

well, since the prob cant be fixed, why should i deprive you guys from knowing all the fun stuff we did?

okie, lets start from the last PE lesson,...

at table tennis...

for three games out of four..
the scores were
10-3
10-7
9-10
10-9

lol....i told him i was gonna show off at my blog.. and he pretended to look weak-.-

well, okie.. then its exams..

then on thurs, i went to yannis house with shu rui, pei fang, joyann, xiang rong,charmaine and ting ting :)

we watched mr bean till halfway cos we really agreed that it was too stupid.. then watched castaway for less than 5 mins b4 we decided to watch poisedon-.- it was cooll, i liked that movie..remembered i first watched it with cheng joo..she said it was boring thou..

anyways, found out thru pooisedon that pei fang is a sadist who keeps saying to tell her when someone dies..-.-

then we played lots of tennis and badminton. the cold green tea tasted like cough medicine-.- then ting and i had maggi mee.. i cook very nice rite PEi fang? anw, had loads of fun :):)

just accepted two disciples.. my elder disciple is ong ting wei, second is lim pei fang, third should be rachel..cos she said she wanted to learn tennis during the june hols.. lol

okie.. then on fri, the mini olympics sucked.. that day all in all sucked, i just feel very guity and sorry for Pei fang and Joyann who went out with such a loser---me... felt real sick, and the seats we had for the spidey show sucked.. like in front? and u had to tilt ur head.. so uncomfortable, wanted to puke..

that day sucked, the first thing when i got home , i stayed in my room to rest.
then about 10+? i went down to watch TV..
got dumped,someone dropped a bomb on me .. at about 11? then i stayed up real late to cry.. OMG, cried and tried hard to sleep for these two nites..

i was so scared last nite, for like some time, my world suddenly blacked out, i couldnt exactly open my eyes.. like i was blinded...my eyes were very strained....so i sneaked(was supposed to sleep) an sms to cheng..its quite fine now thou, or i wouldnt be able to type..

yesterday really sucked, particularly cos its someone's special day, and it kills me to know.

as u can see, i skipped church, its sunday morning now u noe?
i dun think i could stand pple asking me why i look so sad, so tired, your eyes are soo red,is everything ok?
then i prob wouldnt be able to control my tears by the time i force out an 'ok' from my mouth.

yea, so i made use of my fever..

havent been able to eat at all..in fact, from fri nite till now, i only remembered eating two pieces of fish and some winter melon soup for lunch on sat.. sheesh

anw, its mother's day, i have to learn to start smiling..cook a nice meal for my mom.... its been a real tough year for her at work, while i was overcoming pple like nvm, she had to battle with a equally horrible rogue, or maybe slightly worse..while still obeying christ's word.. , and my granny is seriously ill now. even thou she is not my mom's blood mother, she has raised her with love when there was no ties involved..

Kw, i really dun think i should do that.. so what of she came back, how diff would i be from them?...you cant exactly revive a dead.
ting wei is right.. quite right there

well, monday i going to be a gruelling day.. gotta hear that so-called truth.. i pretty much know what to do..i suppose..may not be fully right or can fully reduce hurt, but, well, i dunno.

since everything has changed, why should i pretend i dint?

2007-05-11T02:48:00.000-07:00

dunno why i cant add colour or enlarge any fonts.. can anyone tell me why?

okie, just came back from spidey with pei fang and joyann.... found out that i am running a fever of 39.1 degrees......... even kar wing could see im sick, but i tot it was cause im too unwell emotionally.. i have heard of crying causing blindness, but does it cause ur brain to fry?
no wonder each time my brain hurts so much when i start to tear.

i have been crying last nite, today... starting to thiink that there isnt a prob with crying , it helps me to release the anguish in my heart.

i perceieved a terrible news, its so cruel and hard on me that im so scared i will turn into something i will regret in the future. it traumatised me so badly that just thinking or seeing it will freak me out and make me cry....
truth truly hurts.

the prob is i dint even do anything other than being myself. i dint do ANYTHING wrong!!!!!!!! how can this happen to me?!
What can i do to make u stop this? what can i do to make you leAve!!!!!!!

and now, all i ever wanted was a fren, mainly my best fren to help me remain calm, help me keep a clear mind and not do anything rash.... when u asked for my approval, do i have the right to say no?!!! they say they are so scared of me, but are they so scared that they will cry when they see me? go crazy and wanna run away when they see me? they are not, only faking, they are the ones who have the power to crush my life. all three. they accused me for everything. but here, i present the truth. flipper/faker, f8ker and faggot(kar wing, did i say correctly for the word?)
what is humiliation compared to what have i been going thru............

the both of u said the same thing, i wont be so easily influenced, both persons i love most, but what happened, tell me..

please, and its not easy to leave her,ting. just like him, becos i love them, and she is my best fren.

to that someone on my tag: choose for yourself who i am. choose for urself which is true, only then, can i know who my frens are. thats all i can say.

cheng, btw, i really cant tell u what happened, you wont believe me and it will only jeopardise our frenship.. really.

signing off soon. pray for me, to be able to stand bravely against temptaion to evil. i might just change within one min, i cannot really tell.

will post all that fun stuffi went thru soon, kay? im really tired from all that crying. really tired. all i wanted was for my love to be returned in full.

2007-04-30T04:14:00.000-07:00

having study group tml, then finding ting xuan... for notes..-.- wanted to surprise her at tuition, but for the sake of the notes, i blew it, anyways, im sure she will love her present

ooh, and the things that go on at my tagboard.... interesting :):)
lol

sheesh, yannis gave me the best advice about the thing todaY, really thinking of being a good christian, she reminded me of my motto: 'to forgive, like jesus did', it was exactly the same motto that allowed me to forgive javier last year....

anways, the '...' person is really odd

'tt person is lyk negative negative de but also not tt bad la' (quoted from somebody)

'so rude, like a guy, but also dun sound like, cos this is cat fight, not really where a guy shoudl belong' (quoted from -.-)

'kai qian? cannot be, he more singlish... wen jie? maybe, but he long time nvr come to my blog le..... cecilia? cannot be, she wont be so bad de:).......this person is definitely not from my clique of frens... like DUH...' (said by me)

okie.. gotta go now.. glad to have frens like KW supporting me... not to forget Ting wei, rachel, yannis, ying en, si hui :):)

sheesh, juat saw jin jia on the "wo shi chuang xin wang".... is someone getting big-eyed?

end of story, bye, for now.. maybe i shall live up to my motto.. aiay, who am i to kid, i dun have the heart not to.. making the same move again.. as usual.. since she does show sigsn of repentance... lol

2007-04-26T15:25:00.000-07:00

Random....Remember to listen to the song hor!

you hurt me.
Song:

Say Goodbye (edited version)

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
(i give up, im tired of playing this acting game with ur two BEST buddies,)
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
(i can nvr replace their position in ur heart.)
Nothing lasts forever though I want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
(im the weak link, they def can act innocent...)

Sometimes goodbye,
though it hurts in my heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye,
though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss that lost love everyday
So say goodbye
Just cry it out
Cos that love did die
(just that their win thru these methods really hurt me.)

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things you wish you'd never did
(but most importantly becos you cant see when sincerity matters. )

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop them I'd
make that love last

Sometimes goodbye,
so it hurts in my heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye,
so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss that lost love everyday
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
Just cry it out
Cos that love did die

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye,
so it hurts in my heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye,
so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss that lost love everyday

So say goodbye
Just cry it out
Because that love did die

Its like a nightmare being replayed and replayed... over and over again. :'(

2007-04-26T09:47:00.001-07:00

cant sleep...

watching TV too.. my afternoon nap dragged... well, how is the song pple? its my life.. well, at least currently.

did i say b4 that my daily sleep is fixed, at if any time i nap first, it would be deducted from my bedtme at night...

well, today seems to drag, maybe cos i today.........nvm.

i think that someone was cheng joo, cos she went online at that time? i dunno....
reading the bible doesnt really help, maybe cos my mind wasnt in it....

that feeling of departure is taking over me again, abd its not something i could help, be it the control of emotions or the reason as to why im like this.. its not the first time this yr, its the 2nd.
third post for the day.. i guess its the only place of solace for me-----the virtual world :'(

maybe wearing contacts tml.. but i reckon i will be getting darker eye bags not sleeping now, so maybe not...........................................................................................................

2007-04-26T06:51:00.000-07:00

SHUCKS!!!%@%#@!&&*@#%

ok, edited my post, realised some stuff cannot say....

anw, closer with shu rui, ting wei, joyann, pei fang....

ying en is really scary yesterday... she was like so fierce to me, until i so scared.... then she said it was nothing.... right, then dun do that to me.. dunno how many times i must say that i really only want to be ur fren, maybe u just find my joking methods odd, but that doesnt really give you the reason to do that right?
not funny.... and dun repeat hor.... i really dint bully you le.

yea... ting wei, u have been really nice :):) thanks..... shucks, i ate so much therapy food that i really these days ah......... shucks.
where is she when i needed her

ok, what else you want me to say?..... hmm, how bout today's test? well, it was actually ok... no extreme confidence but also no lack of it, just ping chang xin. maybe even better than ping chang xin....

then this morn also kana stalked by this freak.. arrgh, nitghmares... wgere is my maid guard.. lol

well, dying for exams to be over so i can get my cakemania, caffeaine craze and delicious

from joyann, and peifang.....:):) food games!!!

lol, gtg, learning to add song to my blog, bb

2007-04-13T22:49:00.000-07:00

okie... i have just read my last ten posts or so.. and each is filled with negative stuffs... i must learn to be more happy like all of u want me to be... so lets start.... i went to play some cute-sy games....in miniclip... found it quite fun leh... esp Papa Louie... about pizzas attacking,.... honestly, if pizzas were to attack, i would just gladly gobble them up...

playing cake mania and Delicious too... all the food games are considerably nice... im intending to buy the software for cakemania and delicious... cos it rocks.... have been downloading many one-hour trials....lol
i dun think Gerald would be able to illegally download the full game, but lets see first, cos he is a super pro person, whom KW cant beat at for downloading illegally... his best record is hack and microsoft vista premium.... thats way risky......

ooh and btw, i totally agree with wing too, improving my attitude towards a certain person.... give me three days.. i shall put into play with wdv gentleness i have...lol

okie... maybe having sugar high now. eating up my orange-flavoured-cheese-coated carrot cake.. smack* whoa, its lovely.. of cos anything with cheese is an improvement...

hope it doesnt rain ltr.. dun wanna miss my tennis, have been missing lessons due to the weather quite a few times...
okie, bACK to playing games.. just wanna share this piece of good news with you frens...
thank you si hui and cheng joo :)

2007-04-13T03:44:00.000-07:00

........ played cards pretty crazily these days.... lousy results have been pouring in... and its such an added bummer with relationship probs....
i cant control my tears............. only rachel sharing a bit of her bdae present with me today cheers me..:)thanks

well.. its getting hard sitting beside ying en...i noe i have been teasing her quite a bit....so i have been extra nice to her today... but she like whole day dao me .... like... arrgh, its pretty frustrating esp when i feel bored and wanna talk.... just wanna be your fren////

then my whole day started in the dumps... NC Koh sucks.... i like to talk.... whats her prob? i was just telling Rachel a very quick remark.... really quick. then she saw me and started babbling on my rudeness... oh puh-lease... if my acc wasnt locked out of the ACP.... i would have complained to the your voice matters thing!!!

arrgh... i wrote F-koh... many times on the table.... and its the main word i used to say to this particular person at home which i disacknowledge
btw, did you notice she got spruce up her dressing?... so gross lipstick and hair....=.= arrgh

OMG.... ***ing now.... this person is like pretending that nothing happened... like its my fault, when she was the one being sarcastic... why are you jealous!!!! you did better in me for every subject and english was the only one i did better!!!! ya la... i noe Nc Koh likes clams who dun speak.... you win can? no matter how hard i try, pple will nvr recognise my efforts...they only noe you are the best... for goodness sake.. if anyone could be jealous.. why should it be you?!
art, you win, sports, you win, music, you also win, becos no one will believe that i noe music. you've got a perfect life with complete home and even a large pocket money that we are envious of.
whereas no one even gives me a chance! they only put me down.....
Now accademic you also win.... i have been happy for you all these while.... even my pri sch best fren dint receive this privellege.... what makes you think you can abuse it>?!

if pple noe we are in a fight and doesnt noe the in-betweens, the first thing they will say is..:" oh.. msut be Eunice wrong again... that girl so nice, confirm wont be the one at fault."
do u dare say im wrong? DO YOU?

F is the only thing i say to that father... and u used it on me... i say, kay? that is one reason why i hate to hear that Word.. cos its the only thing that befits him!!! does this please you...
the pple i love most always has to be the pple who hurts me most..... WHY?

do you noe that a single remark from frens like you and liling can hurt me and leave an indelible mark in me?

2007-04-10T06:59:00.000-07:00

arrgh!!! just deleted my post again!!!

start again hor

well... just read my tags and am very amused now... so rash... like somebody i noe...
well, i so dun wanna fuck you hor. yea and first warning to you for saying baad words ya? oh and welcome to the fatty club ..dint noe you were fat too, same like me except for the rest of the words in ur name... not very hyperactive la.. quite lazy when it comes to UR kinda hyperactive, right, pple? oh and go look for u for wat again?

~kw~ wats hum ji btw...?

okie... back to narrating my week.

went to watch BEAN last fri and of cos, as part of a tradition to movie-watching with eunice, i intro Qi Jing to sneaking food into the cinema.. yum yum.. haha

erm, then went tuition on sun.. lost my HP in the cab.... nvm, took my maid's phone.. her phone got way cooler games sia...and her hi-score very high sia, hard to beat... now i noe... hurhur?

erm, had CO practs on mon... found out some disputes with the school la.. but cannot say here less some teacher comes by..... erm, then our teacher was very nice, joking and treating us to drinks and toast then she praised us... say i chao chang biao xian...lol, haha
anw.. after that, my two seniors were erm learning the new song... while my instructress requested for me to leanr side-reading and beat and rhythm apprehending.... it was so odd, my seniors dint even noe these stuff.... so why must i learn leh?....

shu rui and her section stayed back sooo late....she declared that she was learning a very diff song... jia you sia, you can make it de, you only need time and patience :)
then went to buy farewell gifts with AH and CJ for their seniors while looking for my sis' .. see? without me, where will you all get those wACko ideas? huh? ;)

today sucks la.. dun say le.. sorry for scaring you all, esp for shouting at amanda... i knew what you were gonna ask and i dint want to hear it coming from ur mouth....
yea.. its about the 4th time i cried for accademic failure... have been crying alot this year.. wayy more than last year.. WAY/ gotta inject and knock some toughness into this area.. thanks to ting wei and farty for encouraging me too...
yea, and gotta THANK ying en for infulencing me with her optimism:):) yea.. and somebody happy bout a certain thing today ya?

then went to art fren with YE to buy art materails... got pretty upset with her cos im quite fickle-minded then she not decisive enough to help make decisions..... anw, am popped and pooped..... no money... DOTZ.......
but this lazy girl also har, walk so slow and grumble so much... finally i know watta describe her... old lady.... right?