dear blogger,

emotions are running high. exams are pressing near. my faith is being challenged wat can i say.

aFTER reading the bible, i have just managed to gain a foothold in my faith. but pretty much barely. the Lord who always heals me immediately during my prayers left me hanging for more than a week with my flu. its horrible. tired. upset and angry with god.. dots. but anws.. i have made a deal with god..:) yup. i hope he'll help me to fufil it.

anws, i dunno why i so mind about B aND JW 感觉上，他们好像抛弃了我和他们的感情，换成他们俩独自开始了一段新的友谊。but is without me..get it.. lolyup. i feel a bit jealous then a bit mad.. a bit like regret cos im not living in their area or know LAN.. -.- DANG..aiya. cos like currently, they plus harn are the buds i care most ma. and i really want to be super buds with them de.. now 2 will not have time for me le..-.- then HW and YZ like keep talking bout their church guys like!!!!!-.- so wat la......bleagh

tml's oral.. my throat still hurts. God... sighs..

and cant go student camp:(:( cos got japan trip which also made me miss click five's concert.. dang......

But CONTENDER is really cool go watch it.. thurs 11pm!!! IMAGINE okay dunnid to imagine. it has happened. but A REALITY SHOW BY MARK BURNETT IN SINGAPORE!!! as a fan of survivor, i wont miss it la. lol

but thank lord my baptism is after MYE.. then my frens can go witness it i really hope they can come to witness my declaration of being a christian and to come know my god