Shineth on. Blessed Star i totally created this design myself!!!

Friday, April 25, 2008

Erratic Emotions

dear blogger,

emotions are running high. exams are pressing near. my faith is being challenged wat can i say.

aFTER reading the bible, i have just managed to gain a foothold in my faith. but pretty much barely. the Lord who always heals me immediately during my prayers left me hanging for more than a week with my flu. its horrible. tired. upset and angry with god.. dots. but anws.. i have made a deal with god..:) yup. i hope he'll help me to fufil it.

anws, i dunno why i so mind about B aND JW 感觉上，他们好像抛弃了我和他们的感情，换成他们俩独自开始了一段新的友谊。but is without me..get it.. lolyup. i feel a bit jealous then a bit mad.. a bit like regret cos im not living in their area or know LAN.. -.- DANG..aiya. cos like currently, they plus harn are the buds i care most ma. and i really want to be super buds with them de.. now 2 will not have time for me le..-.- then HW and YZ like keep talking bout their church guys like!!!!!-.- so wat la......bleagh

tml's oral.. my throat still hurts. God... sighs..

and cant go student camp:(:( cos got japan trip which also made me miss click five's concert.. dang......

But CONTENDER is really cool go watch it.. thurs 11pm!!! IMAGINE okay dunnid to imagine. it has happened. but A REALITY SHOW BY MARK BURNETT IN SINGAPORE!!! as a fan of survivor, i wont miss it la. lol

but thank lord my baptism is after MYE.. then my frens can go witness it i really hope they can come to witness my declaration of being a christian and to come know my god

Hosanna in the Highest
7:42 AM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

anws, i hope you guys will pray for me cos i've crumbled under flu/cold.. cos been staying up real late like 2-3 for the past 2 days to mug for tests.. yup.. so pray that i may get well

and im pretty excited in wat the future holds for me cos there's the National CO music Camp, SSchoir Auditions, Japan Trip, MYE, Water Baptism etc etc. yup:) So should be a fantastic 1st sem.

anws my drums lessons today were quite cool.. had a lot of time alone to pract the ROCK BEAT.. which is the most simple beat.. gotta pract pract and pract..:) that all i have to say haha.. i cant really coordinate well.....

So, gtg. and GIP, i trust you:) really. i'll also try to stop liking you now.. yup. so we can fulfil our commitment to truly dedicate our lives to God in our youth together..

Hosanna in the Highest
7:35 AM

hi everyone.. yea.. i dint post for sometime.. cos like got nothing much to say.. but i have a few pics of how bad an artist AH teachers are.. so here goes:

ranking no1! lol.. guess wat he meant for it to be?!
ANS: A KNIFE-.- =.= !

Mr Kevin's a bit better.. lol.. circus:) but the totem(cross like thing on the left) is erm..quite bad.lol

The Finer artist.. lol.. atleast this leaf is not bad. ;0

MY birthday cake.. and shared it with the other january-april babies. his cake is good btw:)

Li lao shi treated us to Godiva choc? okie. erm maybe is rolls royce.. cant rmb.. not bad.. its got a tinge of bitterness. but i like it if its more bitter.. cos more cocoa:) same as li lao shi

haha. guess who's head this is.. you guys should be able to guess it.. its the head who got 'washed' too.. lol.. shown in prev post. this GIRL like doe4snt know there's grass on her hair. hehe

Was late for sch on fri.. but thank God cai su jun lao shi and mrs lim accepted my pics.. cos there really was a jam.plus i stayed quite far..quite happy.althou the security guard uncle saw me then quite embarrassing. hee

Guess who he is.. he seriously dint change much.. still chubby-looking. haha:)

My cell group.. fuel. sub-division.lol.:)
From 2nd-row left then 1st row left:
Kevin(robot), brother yong heng, ME, brendOn, Danny boy
Eng Han(stiff-en) haha he looks like a little boy or something, Inez, Sis JAS!!, JUnying:)
this was taken during the cell outing! yippee. then the frames were from my phone:)

This is a moth.. saw it one day on my way home.. took this at the void deck.. man.. the size is huge.. like its some kind of mutant la..LOL

lastly, the JERK.. lol.. thanks man. for treating me like this..-.-

Hosanna in the Highest
7:33 AM

Sunday, April 13, 2008

please have faith in my moral backbone. please trust our friendship.

i felt i needed to say this.

I SHALL choose to remain firm in my walk with God. For i believe he has a higher calling for me. i will not worry about the persecution i'll be faCING as i have God-given strength.

lastly, for those who knows and stayed true to them. i thank you for your support. but if you dun mind and if the persecutors dun mind, i hope to be able to still love those who have sinned.yup.

and seniors, for those who care, come and visit me. for this will turn into joy and keep me going on:)

thanks tzy harn,sis jas,odelia and PEI FANG. hee

Hosanna in the Highest
4:21 AM