Thursday, September 13, 2007
this is my reply to your sms, ting wei
well, today is certainly one of those bitter-sweet days..
the whole class knows..i guess, i mean after that blaring from me, who doesnt.
perhaps i ought to clarify things.
firstly, ting, i dint side with renice for the same reasons she was angry with you.
i have been so stupid not to tell you this first. i sort of haven been talking to you because you havent been talking to me. look at us, when was the last time we spent quality time in communicating. we both know you haven been going recess or walking down to assembly together like last time
naturally, i dint want to interrupt or infringe on your decision that you found a fren that you click better with la...-.-
dots, im not so think-skinned to like go between you two..
yup, and thats the main reason why i avoided you...
and to why i have been siding with renice, is cos apparently, at this point of time, no one is giving renice any support, not even yannis, whereas you have cc,px.
ya, so i just want to stand by her.
and i blared out at you today becos, you have gone too far, beyond your own principles to exact revenge on me.
i dint set up any anti ting wei club. its true, all these while, i have only been hearing that you have set up some anti-ying en and eunice club. its proven true when you spoke to yannis.. she lied, me and renice were there. i shall first apologise on her behalf.
then when we went back to class, renice and i decided to spite you, that we have that anti-ting wei club.. when the only club i had was fatty club. TAF club, to be exact.
but you, started to curry favours with amanda, venus .we all know what you feel towards them, esp the latter . and you barely talked to amanda less then like 10 times this year, so why are you joking around with them all like you know them for ages.
when i screamed at you, i was angry. not becos i felt i was losing or wdv. but becos i was upset and disppointed with you. i was also disappointed i judged you wrongly. that to gain the things you want, you could go to such measures. i dint think i managed to wake you up screaming at you, cos i dint make myself clear. but i hope you understand my actions thru this post.
and the prev post was meant for you. perhaps you might understand how important you were before to me.:)
Hosanna in the Highest
3:23 AM
