Friday, April 13, 2007
........ played cards pretty crazily these days.... lousy results have been pouring in... and its such an added bummer with relationship probs....
i cant control my tears............. only rachel sharing a bit of her bdae present with me today cheers me..:)thanks
well.. its getting hard sitting beside ying en...i noe i have been teasing her quite a bit....so i have been extra nice to her today... but she like whole day dao me .... like... arrgh, its pretty frustrating esp when i feel bored and wanna talk.... just wanna be your fren////
then my whole day started in the dumps... NC Koh sucks.... i like to talk.... whats her prob? i was just telling Rachel a very quick remark.... really quick. then she saw me and started babbling on my rudeness... oh puh-lease... if my acc wasnt locked out of the ACP.... i would have complained to the your voice matters thing!!!
arrgh... i wrote F-koh... many times on the table.... and its the main word i used to say to this particular person at home which i disacknowledge
btw, did you notice she got spruce up her dressing?... so gross lipstick and hair....=.= arrgh
OMG.... ***ing now.... this person is like pretending that nothing happened... like its my fault, when she was the one being sarcastic... why are you jealous!!!! you did better in me for every subject and english was the only one i did better!!!! ya la... i noe Nc Koh likes clams who dun speak.... you win can? no matter how hard i try, pple will nvr recognise my efforts...they only noe you are the best... for goodness sake.. if anyone could be jealous.. why should it be you?!
art, you win, sports, you win, music, you also win, becos no one will believe that i noe music. you've got a perfect life with complete home and even a large pocket money that we are envious of.
whereas no one even gives me a chance! they only put me down.....
Now accademic you also win.... i have been happy for you all these while.... even my pri sch best fren dint receive this privellege.... what makes you think you can abuse it>?!
if pple noe we are in a fight and doesnt noe the in-betweens, the first thing they will say is..:" oh.. msut be Eunice wrong again... that girl so nice, confirm wont be the one at fault."
do u dare say im wrong?
DO YOU?F is the only thing i say to that father... and u used it on me... i say, kay? that is one reason why i hate to hear that Word.. cos its the only thing that befits him!!! does this please you...
the pple i love most always has to be the pple who hurts me most.....
WHY?do you noe that a single remark from frens like you and liling can hurt me and leave an indelible mark in me? Hosanna in the Highest
3:44 AM
