ok, posting now...like duh=.-

sorry for not doing so the last few days la, i think only shu rui noes why lor... its becoming such a bad habit.... i just completely knock out on my confy bed... u noe my maid even purposely cook my favourites to tempt me to eat and not sleep, but everytime i nvr eat then knock out le....

anw, here's what happened during the last few days....
on thurs, CO brought us to watch a video on pasir ris and yuying CO's performance, great stage presence...
and ying en just had to spoil my mood by repeatedly saying bass sucks, cant hear bass at all... until my senior said that this kind of pple just dun have that musical talent to hear the lower pitches... yes, just like mr ong teaches, pple are more sensitive to high pitches, no wonder guys like toot's disgusting voice....-.-

anw, i strangled her in a huff, had to admit i was pretty much venting my anger on her, so i apologise for that, cos on that day, cai lao shi asked me to be the subsitute for her chinese remedial while she's at the interview...
then these two ******* just had to rub it in and like being rude and so fierce to me when im smiling at them and trying to help them.....while they were still saying on the sideline that they are afraid of me... my gosh, what kind of person is that!!! nearly wanted to cry, so when ying en did that, it was prob the last strand....

thank goodness amanda and kar wing kept asking me to forgive her lor, u better thank them la, and the bible... was in a horrible mood.....terrible mood, suckiest mood...

then just yesterday, i seem to trifled shu rui .... by saying the F-word... man, its prob bad influences, i can see how the bad words can agrreavate the situation so, i think i just used it.... man, its terrible....

dunno whats up with me, my threshold for nonsense is very low.... my morale too... dunno whats bothering me, or rather maybe i noe, but i just cant believe how much he is affecting me.... can even concentrate on bridge, i just played without thinking... anw, surprised amanda can see..... its the first time she like show she really understand me la....

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