Friday, January 12, 2007
hi all, sorry if i have scared u for being so abnormally not me, especially amanda. i guess not talking about jesse in the past is not in line witn my being, thus i used a very stupid method to avoid it.
but dun worry, im free to talk anything i want now, in fact dun be shocked if i dun even mention about him, cos there is no need to? i dunno, i ended everything, and amanda, about that sms i sent u, sorry, could have freaked u out, but that tot did cross my mind...lol
feel real free, thanks for all who prayed for me and supported me too, but dont kill him, infact thank him, because of him, i have reached the lowest and saddest points in my life, i dun think there will be anything else worse le. i have grown up a load. nothing else, it has ended simply:) like that:) thanks all.
please be happy for me, dun think that its a waste or anything,venice, bcos im proud of this decision i made, i want u to be for me too:)
Hosanna in the Highest
10:53 PM
