Tuesday, September 19, 2006
oh and decided to do a double post today cos this thing is really interesting,
now, after rushing home after a couple of admin stuff, i grabbed the damn file and took a taxi back to sch, it was a very tensed up moment, i think i did that cold sweat thing again, i remembered that the last time it happened was after some test and kia qian saw me perspiring, lol, i didnt even noe...
okie, back to the story, then i reached sch, passed her the file and tried to say thanx to her“你真得很厉害”=.= of cos i li hai lah, digg that, i really went all out to earn that 3 marks, i tried to forget it and think of it as everyone else,"its just 3 marks", but its somehow really important to me, theres a million reason why i want to do well, and that 500bucks is only the strand of it... pressure, grr, heat, him. oh and btw, sorry that theres a lot of him, and its not really convenient for me to tell all, u may ask me, but i may or may not tell u. haha
okay, cont... then i dashed down the hill to catch a return cab, (mind u, i was in such a frenzy that i didnt notice i didnt wear my socks,lol)
okie, then i went up this cab, the uncle is really how to say, erm, one-of-a-kind.
well, he keeps saying time is money and that he has a lot of men under him and stuff? which sort of scared me, but then i could see from his accent that he is quite learned and he has good diction, erm, besides those flying spits, lol. Then he started toking about the government and all the corruptions, like the MP***** *** **** leading a double life, and how lousy singapore is, he even said that he would love to see singapore die down and get taken back back malaysia.
i was so shocked, i really dunno how to converse with him, i mean, i treat MR lee hsien loong with reverence, he is after all an acquaitance of mine, and yet , here i am, facing this man who puts singapore in such a bad light, but i could see that he seems very sad and also angered about life? and maybe becos of the government, he told me that his wife was having a stroke.
We then went on to the standard of living in singapore, that there were bills everywhere, i wanted to tell him that Australia is having 12%GST lor. but somehow, i agreed with him at parts and sympathised him, he seems to be pouring out all his displeasures, he seems really sadist..
He must have had a horrible past, all about gangsters and his 'men' and stuff, i could see that he has lots of underground connections. he then told me stuff that i never knew singapore's government could have, they sound true, but lets not be biase here, since i have always leaarnt to submit to authority, the stuff that he shared really shocked me.
anyway, he gave me his number to call, if i needed a cab, and he says he wont charge surcharge and booking fee:) i was unsure if i should like be so close to him, but i have this naggy feeling that he is an okay man, after all, he is roman catholic, just let me be his listening ears:) im willing and ready for that, pray foe him,he seems to be leading a bad life... and me(safety).:)
Hosanna in the Highest
4:32 AM
